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416 pages, Hardcover
First published July 7, 2015
Music on the night streets to terrorize the cobblestones.I've been working on a GR directory of trans lit cause it's better than capitalism or alcoholism and gives me something life affirming amongst all this hate. This was the first work that both stood out and was at a local library, and the woman of color authorship didn't hurt the roll of the dice. Reading it was an exercise in self-indulgence, but all in all, it worked more than it didn't, and enough of the main character's transmasc adventures mirrored mine (making a living, lusting after women, negotiating drugs, and all that jazz) that I can't help hanging on to it all for dear life. Then there's the music angle, which in this day and age is a boon: something historical in the midst of the audio Soylent Green, something bloody in the midst of the vacuousness, something magnificent amidst the drek. Add in the moments of riotous prose, and it's no wonder it worked for me.
Hold her close, compadre, Dante would think, flick your leg between hers, press her so gently to the left that she believes the turn is born from her own will, hold the small of her back like it's the core of every pleasure on this earth, and I will give you my sound, over and over, night after night, my sound will move you, my sound will guide you, my sound, through you, makes love to her.Pride finds me conserving my energy before the next appointment/surgery/fight, as there's nothing like a consecrated month to put a target on your back. It is nice, then, to find something amongst the more humble side of recent literature, neither ultra popular nor super revolutionary but a solid piece of historical fiction that acknowledges the reality of my existence and credibly transplants it down south and a century prior. Best yet that this work resides at a local library whose collection I do not have to personally oversee, as good intentions are little protection against exhaustion. I don't see this work satisfying the highfalutin types who encounter a work by a woman of color once every decade (if that), but if more reasonably well regarded post-2000 fiction turned in this direction, literature would be a more hopeful place.
For every person who knows the roots of tango there will be one hundred people who do not and maybe one day those who do know will all disappear. But the secret lives on, it beats in the drum, and in these syncopations even when the drum is gone, in the steps of dancers who'll never know they're mimicking the steps of an old religion that arrived here in the festering bellies of slave ships like the only bright thing left in hell: a god and goddess dancing side by side the way they used to do before the tango made them face each other and embrace. Then those white people wonder why the dance makes them feel so alive.