It's my pu$$y, I'll do what I want: Trashley 2 Ashley

by Ashley Huffman Clark

TRIGGER WARNING
This autobiography is about a total fucked up person, who had lived over 50 adult lives, in one lifetime. This book contains graphic details of sexual abuse, molestation, rape, and drug addiction. So, if you're easily triggered, don't fuckin' read it! Or do, I don't care!

Genres: Memoir, Nonfiction

187 pages, Kindle Edition

Published September 11, 2022

Reviews

[Emily · Rating 1 out of 5]

It wasn't for me

I wanted to love this book so much because I love Ashley. But, the way this is written is just not for me. The wording & grammar is poor. I just wasn't a fan of her as a writer but I do love her still

[Brooke · Rating 2 out of 5]

stories are fine, writing is dogshit

[The Headless Horror · Rating 5 out of 5]

If you want to walk a messed up (and inspirational) mile in somebody's shoes, try this! I followed Ashley aka "Trashley" on TikTok, and this woman truly has been to the depths of hell! An addict, 20 yr sex worker, incest and rape survivor, prisoner, and mother, Ashley does not hold back on sharing her experiences. Extreme trigger warning for just about anything! The grammar and punctuation errors are aplenty, but it didn't bother me because this is Ashley's voice, and after watching her TikToks, I was able to read it with her voice in mind. While you may not agree with many choices she made, I think it will have you reconsider what you thought about poverty, law enforcement, and generational trauma, and show that anyone who's feeling at rock bottom can turn their life around. If you liked Orange is the New Black, you should give this one a try!

[❤️ · Rating 1 out of 5]

This book needed an editor, copy editor & a proofreader.

My thoughts as I read this book:
"Forced" to be a mother?
Do I really need to know what street everything is on & what city everyone is from?
Is the constant profanity necessary?
Yes, yes, you're naive, we get it.
Yes, yes, little did you know.
Yes, yes, you'd never turn down a dollar.

I am not a fan of giving someone's life story a 1 star but sadly it had to be done.

I don't know where all the 5 stars are coming from & honestly I'm wondering if we read the same book. It seems like all these people who did give 5 stars hope she sees it & personally thanks them or something because this cannot be the best book you've ever read.

I will not be reading her second book, this one was torturous enough.

[Ronita · Rating 2 out of 5]

Sorry, I had to DNF this thing … if you can even call it a thing … (joking). I’m not one to DNF a book, even if I am loathing it, I will still at least skim through just for the sake of finishing. I can only think of only 1 other book that I DNF’d half way through and because of this I think I’m allowed to rate and review.

Okay, so first of all, where the hell are the chapters in this rambled on, run on thing?? One thing I did get a kick out of was that it felt like I met a new girlfriend and she’s going off, venting to me about her life in detail - it’s not a bad thing, it’s amusing, appalling, sad and annoying all rolled into one. It feels like I’m reading this and literally becoming breathless because there’s no break. I thought I would keep this book and just read when I’m not really paying attention but also need to pass the time but, it’s just not doable. I feel like it’s just so negative, all this stupid shit she gets herself into, constant BS, and she’s got children as well. Look, I was a single mom myself, had my baby young, I was doing stupid shit too like partying, drinking etc. (not all of the dumb stuff she did) but I still managed to hold down a job and a home and all the things my baby needed. I know it’s not easy for everyone, I’m not judging (I think it’s more of a trigger for me because I had no one myself to lean on but I still didn’t do the stupid ass shit she did). No hate but a DNF for me. Good luck Ashley.

[Caitlin · Rating 3 out of 5]

I've followed Ashley on TikTok for a long time - I've always been inspired by what she has overcome! Her story is important to read.

This book highlighted some of the worst moments of her life and how Ashley got to that point. I truly respect her life story.

The only thing that was a struggle with this book was the writing style/grammar. The book felt like a run on sentence since there are no chapters. Some strong grammar issues with missing letters, words, repetition, and punctuation.

[Elicia · Rating 3 out of 5]

I don’t know Ashley from Tik Tok or any other platform, I hadn’t even heard of her but I was intrigued by the title to read this book.

I give the book itself roughly two stars , 3 is generous . While I think her story is both incredibly sad and amazing the writing was awful, there was a lot of rambling , no page numbers, spacing or any proper paragraphs so if you lost your place it took a minute to figure out where you were.

There were also times where she rambled on about the loss of her kids and how everyone was against her , amongst other things . I thought that was a little odd because given her life at that time it’s clear to see that she wasn’t in a place to even have her kids and care for them the way a child should be cared for .

It was nice to read at the end that she finally got her life together and now has custody of her kids and is living her best life. I love that and hope nothing but good things for her and her family .

If she chooses to write a second book I would hope that she has an editor as I think it could really make both the book and the story incredible. Nonetheless kudos to her for not only getting her life on track but also having the courage to speak up about so many taboo topics and being so transparent in sharing her own story.

[Kami Lynn · Rating 3 out of 5]

The book was what I expected. I love reading about people’s lives and what they went through but the writing was horrible and I had to stop reading a few times. I’m still going to read her other two books😆

[Brittanie · Rating 4 out of 5]

Giving 4⭐️ because this is truly such a heart breaking story and the author has overcome so much.
For those who are bashing the grammar and structure of the book... seriously? Were you really expecting her to write in a way that someone who was traditionally published would write? She took the time to tell her story which for the record is heart breaking. It comes off as a friend telling you who she was, who she is, and who she is trying to become. It's very informal, but I was so invested in learning about her path in life and how she overcame everything. Yes there are spelling errors, grammar errors, and the structure is a little all over the place; but if you go into this knowing it's being published by the author and likely revised and edited solely by her maybe you'll focus more on the story line and not the errors.

[Kameel Keshav · Rating 1 out of 5]

This has to be the worst book I’ve ever read in all my time. Whilst the underlying story of the author is one of struggle and her challenges are notably recognized, the manner in which it is written only promotes disregarding what this woman went through. It’s clear whoever edited this book wasn’t someone professional as the style, horrible grammar, structure and English was non-existent which made this book an excruciating experience to go through. I only continued reading it as have a stern policy in my lifetime of never recording a DNF. I honestly wish she got a proper editor to assist in writing this story properly as I am absolutely certain this would’ve have been a stand out book if done so properly.

[Amy Elizabeth · Rating 5 out of 5]

I really enjoyed this messed up rollercoaster of a book! I’m proud of Ashley and how far she has come it’s inspiring and definitely worth a read!

[Emily Cook · Rating 1 out of 5]

DNF 30%
The writing in this book is terrible.

[koko · Rating 3 out of 5]

Woah! I’m glad to see Ashley has improved her life and is making it in the world after living a very hard life! My heart goes out to her. ❤️

[Christa · Rating 5 out of 5]

Just finished! Wow! I wish I could be a fly on the wall when her “family” realizes they couldn’t drag her down with them! To watch them realize they are not worthy of her time. Karma is very much a Bit**! But you know what, she will keep rising to the top because good people deserve good things out of life! This book opens your eye to life and how some have it easier then others. To be grateful for what you have and never forget those who helped you along the way.

[Anne Miles · Rating 5 out of 5]

I have to give this book all the 🌟 stars. This woman's story is heart wrenching, completely wild, raw, and so fucking real.

For those who are not in the know Ashley came to fame on tik tok [trashley anonymous] telling the story of her life, heavily featuring her 20 years as a prostitute, her fucked up & sick family growing up and her recovery journey.

She self published this book and although there is some errors and super long paragraphs, it's irrelevant, the story is 100% her and 100% real. Her story is unbelievable and she's so open about horrific details of things that happened to her. You won't believe it's a true story and that she turned into such a success. I recommend watching her videos on tik tok to see if she's for you. Plus it gives you the context and the way she speaks in your head as you're reading.

She's so self depreciating and feels so much guilt, as you'll read in her book. I believe she's pretty much blameless because of the situations she was in. It's a miracle she made it out alive. Ashley's story is incredible and really an inspiration for anyone that's been through some shit... and she's been through it ALL.

[Aimee · Rating 4 out of 5]

I am so proud of Ashley for not only writing this amazing memoir but for how far she's come as well. This book talks about struggles with trauma from sexual abuse, drug addiction, homelessness, prostitution, and so much more. I couldn't put it down!!!

[FrogFromReddit · Rating 1 out of 5]

Don’t worry goorrrllll I get the “minchies” too when I’m high… really related to this book, probably because I too have lived 50 adult lives in one lifetime idk … maybe I could meet Trashley one day; we could go for Strawberry Daiquiri’s at Applebee’s and then head over to facilitate an AA meeting together. GOALS

[Dusty · Rating 3 out of 5]

Raw, heartbreaking, real. I follow her on TikTok. Had to give this book a try. Worth every minute of my time. I was so invested & both devastated. Read in one day! 💔❤️ 3 stars because this was very poorly edited / written

[angie · Rating 5 out of 5]

A must read....waiting for another part. She is amazing.
True story.....

[Jacob thompson · Rating 5 out of 5]

Breathtaking

I have followed you on tic tok for so long and I've been anticipating this book since you first mentioned it . I read the whole book in 8 hours I couldn't put it down not even for a second. I want to thank you for sharing your story with us. You will never know how much this will truly help people. I Wish you and your family a blessed and happy life. Thank you again for sharing im going through a very difficult time in my life, I made some mistakes in my marriage to my wife as well as in my soberity and ended up pregnant, 8 weeks later I found out that my baby stopped growing at 6 weeks and I have just had surgery to remove everything. I have been on bed rest for days just miserable depressed and basking in all my pain and reading this helped me to realize no matter the situation you can get past it if you truly work hard enough. I'm lucky that my wife was able to forgive me and stick by my side through all of this I truly don't know what I would do without her. Reading this also helped me to remeber that no matter what there's always someone who's had it worse than me. I'm so happy I was able to read your book I can't thank you enough for helping me get through this hard time. I feel like I know you now and I don't feel so alone in this shitty ass world. I LOVE YOU and your family and once again wish you all the happiness in the world you deserve it more than anyone I know 💗

[Randi Acosta · Rating 4 out of 5]

I can’t imagine how hard it was for the author to re-live all these horrible memories while writing the book. There is so much honesty and vulnerability shared throughout the stories and when I found myself rooting for Ashley to get her life on track things would take a turn and I’d be heartbroken by a relapse or a horrible situation of abuse.

This book spiraled my thoughts into how we take care of each other as a society. How people are abused and SA’d and have no one to protect them, it breaks my heart that just because Ashley was born into a broken family she did not get the same opportunities and love she deserved as human, I’m so extremely happy she has found a loving wife and has her kids back now.

I know there is a lot of judgmental reviews on this book but personally it read to me the same as Britney Spears “the women in me” did. Is there grammar errors, yes. Does it read like a professional novel written by an English professor, no. People need to be realistic about Ashley’s past and the life she lived, she is telling us stories in her own words and for that alone I think the book was perfect. It helped make me understand her life on a deeper level seeing how she “talks” in real life.

This was a quick read for me, finished the same day I started it.

[xoheyitsjessox · Rating 3 out of 5]

In 'It's My Pu$$y, I'll Do What I Want: Trashley 2 Ashley,' Ashley Huffman Clark presents a challenging and unflinchingly honest memoir that delves into the turbulent odyssey of her life. This debut work fearlessly recounts her deeply personal journey, revealing the darkest corners of her past—a journey marked by prostitution, drug addiction, and abusive relationships. Ashley's courage shines as she candidly confronts her past, including the heart-wrenching loss of her children and the pain she inflicted on those closest to her in pursuit of her next high. Her writing serves as a raw and unfiltered window into her life, capturing both the agonizing struggles and hard-won triumphs as she grapples with her experiences and embarks on a journey of personal transformation. It's important to note that this book, with its unflinching honesty, is not for the faint of heart.

Nonetheless, it's essential to address some notable drawbacks. Regrettably, this book exhibits significant grammar issues and a lack of narrative clarity. These elements create substantial challenges for readers, hindering their ability to immerse themselves fully in the author's experiences. The narrative often feels disjointed, shifting abruptly between points without a discernible structure. This lack of organization can impede the reader's connection with the author's journey. While the writing style seeks to embrace authenticity, it occasionally sacrifices readability, resembling more of a stream of consciousness than a well-structured narrative. It's evident that the book could have greatly benefited from a comprehensive round of proofreading and editing to address these issues.

With all of that being said, I, like many others, am deeply appreciative of Ashley's decision to share her story. It's evident that she poured her heart and soul into writing and independently publishing this book, despite facing significant resource constraints. Her bravery in sharing her experiences is commendable, and it's clear that she has a remarkable and impactful story to tell. With some refinements to the writing style and grammar, her narrative could truly shine and resonate on a profound level. I sincerely hope that she takes reviews to heart and continues to hone her craft because she has so many stories to tell. Ashley's journey is one that deserves to be heard and appreciated.

[Felicia Baxter · Rating 3 out of 5]

I started following Ashley when she popped up on a Facebook reel and I followed that rabbit hole lol. This book was hard to get through- not due to the nature of the book- but due to the situations Ashley was put in that was of no fault of her own (her horrible family and childhood) and also Ashley not learning time after time after time.

After the first couple times her aunt Treece had backstabbed her, id have given up on that and steered clear, but not Ashley. She kept going back and going back and you guessed it! Going back! I’d have been homeless on the street before I went back to that bitch.

How everyone in this book isn’t in prison or jail is beyond me. Talk about a fucked up family!! I definitely feel for Ashley and the shitty upbringing she had.

She constantly knew what was right and long but just didn’t give fuck and I am so glad she has turned her life around, but I do wish she would have learned sooner to spare herself a lot of heartache.

As far as the boo itself, there were several grammatical errors that could have been easily fixed by having someone proofread.

[Brianna · Rating 5 out of 5]

I found out about this book by following Ashley on Tik Tok. This was one wild ride, it is truly amazing what a person can live through and still be able to come out on top. A lot of people complain about the lack of editing and multiple grammar mistakes in this book, but to me, it reads like a diary. She wrote it and self-published it, so before starting this book keep in mind that it’s not a polished novel like you might be used to. There are a lot of trigger warnings in this book as well, but overall, it was an intriguing read and even though I don’t know Ashley personally, I’m proud of her for overcoming everything she went through and the choices she made.

[Zoe Hoopes · Rating 3 out of 5]

This was a really heart wrenching story. I read this book in two days, i couldn’t put it down needing to know what was gonna happen. I am sure that this was probably really difficult to write and share with the world so i commend her for that. However the writing just ain’t it. It seems like she just typed everything out and didn’t go thru and edit or reread it at all or have anyone proofread it. Theres no real paragraphs, tons of typos and run on sentences. I wish there were chapters instead of these really long paragraphs. The writing kinda jumps around a bit but i was still able to follow it.

[Michelle Neubert · Rating 5 out of 5]

Bittersweet, Raw, & Real!

I have been waiting to read this since I saw Ashley’s TikTok videos. I was literally glued to this book! Ashley has a way of telling her story that as the reader, I felt as though I was right there visualizing her experiences. I cried for her, laughed with her, and cheered for her. This book was better than most fictional stories I’ve read! Ashley, I have nothing but respect for you. You are such a strong woman, and one day I hope that I have the honor of sitting down for a cup of coffee with you.

[Maya Hammond · Rating 5 out of 5]

After following her on social media, I am so proud of her for writing this book. This is something that anyone in her situation needs to read. It is so so so raw and real. No holding back, it is pure. It is also clear that there were no editors in the involvement, BUT THAT'S WHAT MAKES IT SO REAL. It is just her story exactly as she wanted to tell it. There are barely any chapters, no page numbers, or much format, it is just the story plane and simple on some paper. She just hands you the story exactly as it is and I'm glad she did not have any corporate bullshit editors to try and change it for her. If I was a snobby English teacher it would get a poor grade for gammar errors, using the same word too many times in a row, no page numbers, run-on sentences, and too long paragraphs, BUT THAT'S WHAT MAKES IT SO SPECIAL. It is the realest book you will read. I love it.
The story itself is heartbreaking to hear what she had to go to, and it really helps you understand why she got into such a bad situation.
I am still reading it but it makes me want to personally kill several members of her family, especially her aunt.

[Nikki Ruffino-Smith · Rating 5 out of 5]

I've followed Ashley on Tiktok for a while, and she has always shared bits and pieces of her story. I knew when she came out with this book that I had to read it to support her. She is completely raw and real in this whole book. Covering topics and her struggles with: rape, molestation, drug addiction, prostitution, pregnancy, miscarriage, jail, prison, sober living, and so much more. Keep being unapologetically yourself, Ashley. I am so proud of how far you've come. I'll be right there to read your second book when it is all done.

[Rowan · Rating 2 out of 5]

Some parts of this book genuinely made me gasp out loud at just how terrible and harrowing they were. I’m so glad that the author has managed to escape the lifestyle she had before she ended up dying a horrible death and my heart breaks for the stuff she went through. Seen a lot of people complaining about poor grammar/spelling but in a way I think it made the book very authentic to her in the way it was written but unfortunately it just wasn’t for me and if I could take back the time spent reading I would 💔

[Jan Wollet · Rating 3 out of 5]

I stumbled on Ashley while mindless scrolling on Tiktoc, her story intrigued me. I also wanted to read this to put myself in someone else's life. Lots of grammar issues but it's her own words. I'm not really sure how to rate this book because it's her story and she is self published. This book is painful to read, I'm amazed at her resilience of all that she has been through. At times I wanted to be so mad at her but I kept having to remind myself that this was the only life she knew. I'm glad I read it but not a book for everyone.