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I lived and breathed dancing. Without it, I was a shell - a mess of a young woman with no outlet for the pain and torment residing inside of myself.
But everything changed when I met him.
We were toxic. God only knew why we loved each other so much.
He was part of my downfall.
But them together?
They'll be my salvation.
Because I'm Julian's goddess, and I'm Axel's fighter.
I bleed brown and blue.
My name is Meghan Fallows.
And this is my painful, yet beautifully tragic story.
Trigger warnings: miscarriage, self-harm, drug abuse, mental health illnesses such as depression, anxiety, and nervous breakdowns, mfm menage (two men sharing one woman)
But everything changed when I met him.
We were toxic. God only knew why we loved each other so much.
He was part of my downfall.
But them together?
They'll be my salvation.
Because I'm Julian's goddess, and I'm Axel's fighter.
I bleed brown and blue.
My name is Meghan Fallows.
And this is my painful, yet beautifully tragic story.
Trigger warnings: miscarriage, self-harm, drug abuse, mental health illnesses such as depression, anxiety, and nervous breakdowns, mfm menage (two men sharing one woman)
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T.O. Smith
152 books387 followersT.O. Smith believes in one thing - a happily ever after.
Her books are fast-paced and dive straight into the romance and the action. She doesn't do extensively drawn out plots. Normally, within the first chapter, she's got you - hook, line, and sinker.
As a writer of various different genres of romance, a reader is almost guaranteed to find some kind of romance novel they'll enjoy on her page.
T.O. Smith can be found on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, and now even TikTok! She loves interacting with all of her readers, so follow her!
Her books are fast-paced and dive straight into the romance and the action. She doesn't do extensively drawn out plots. Normally, within the first chapter, she's got you - hook, line, and sinker.
As a writer of various different genres of romance, a reader is almost guaranteed to find some kind of romance novel they'll enjoy on her page.
T.O. Smith can be found on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, and now even TikTok! She loves interacting with all of her readers, so follow her!
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December 17, 2022
I honestly don’t even know where to start with my review. This book completely broke my heart…and eventually put it back together. I went into it blind and it was so much deeper than I was expecting. I felt Meghan’s grief and pain on so many levels. I was one hundred percent connected and invested in her story. She deals with a lot and ends up in the darkness of a deep depression. Julian and Axel are both there for her in different ways. I freaking loved Axel! He has moved to the top of my book boyfriend list! He was always so sweet and supportive of whatever Meghan needed. Julian was supportive but was also a little toxic for her in the beginning. I still loved him though. This book deals with mental health and other triggering factors so please check them before you read! You can really tell this author knows her stuff when it comes to mental illness. Even though this was a super emotional read for me I loved it and it is one of my top reads this year! I really can’t wait for Allie’s book in January!
February 5, 2023
Pass
I initially thought it was going to be a hot romance, which it started out as. The scenes were drawn out and the main character was such a whiner. Every other page she needed to be consoled and told she was strong and loved. I rushed through the last several pages out of obligation to finish the book. It's a pass for me.
I initially thought it was going to be a hot romance, which it started out as. The scenes were drawn out and the main character was such a whiner. Every other page she needed to be consoled and told she was strong and loved. I rushed through the last several pages out of obligation to finish the book. It's a pass for me.
October 10, 2022
This book may have a lot of triggers for some people so be warned and check them. This book is about relationships both with friends and significant others and what is healthy. What can go wrong and happen when those relationships aren't healthy. In this book there are 2 different women who have mental health issues. They both deal with that differently. Meg wants help and Alli does not. Meg realizes she needs 2 men in her life Julian and Axel. Both of these men are very supportive of Meg. Each man is different and offers something the other doesn't. Both men help bring Meg out of the darkness. There is a event that happens and pushes Meg over the edge once and for all. Whenever Meg is having a hard time they would say "what color do you bleed?" Blue and brown which is the color of the mens' eyes. The book starts out in college with the men playing football but then progresses as they graduate and go into adult life. Meg, Julian, and Axel do have a hot relationship. Julian changes a lot in the book as well. It is a good book. It is probably deeper than what your expecting.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
October 13, 2022
I don’t even know where to begin in reviewing Theirs by T.O. Smith, an author who is new to me. Ms. Smith blew me away with the direction and meaning I found in this novel. First off, this story is edgy and not for the faint of heart. There are serious, disturbing, and traumatic events that are respectfully presented and well-handled by Ms. Smith that deal with victims of rape, physical assaults, physical and emotional abuse, friendships destroyed, co-dependent relationships that are harmful and deliberately destructive, and so much more. It is not possible to describe all that this novel contains and do it justice. It must be read and experienced. There is so much beauty, love, kindness, and healing in this book that is juxtaposed against the ugliness. Theirs is extremely sensual, hot, enlightening, and thought-provoking. This novel was a wonderful surprise. I am on the lookout for more T.O. Smith stories.
June 13, 2023
Insightfully beautiful
This story had me right at the beginning. I loved how the author describes the characters especially the fmc and the scope of how her mind worked before everything went to crap. Often, people suffering from mental health know that they are suffering but think that this is all that is available to them, never realising that their coping mechanisms are only burying their trauma, thereby hindering true healing. I loved reading about the healing process and how the author accurately describes the nature of the dark beast and how to tame it. The love story aspect was definitely on point! It was so, so, so good I really couldn’t put it down. The only loose end that I would have liked to have seen is something about Vincent. I hate to think that his interaction with Meghan had just abruptly stopped. I mean I understand it, but I just wish there was some form of closure or reconciliation. Very well done!
This story had me right at the beginning. I loved how the author describes the characters especially the fmc and the scope of how her mind worked before everything went to crap. Often, people suffering from mental health know that they are suffering but think that this is all that is available to them, never realising that their coping mechanisms are only burying their trauma, thereby hindering true healing. I loved reading about the healing process and how the author accurately describes the nature of the dark beast and how to tame it. The love story aspect was definitely on point! It was so, so, so good I really couldn’t put it down. The only loose end that I would have liked to have seen is something about Vincent. I hate to think that his interaction with Meghan had just abruptly stopped. I mean I understand it, but I just wish there was some form of closure or reconciliation. Very well done!
September 19, 2022
This is my first read by author T.O. Smith and I was not disappointed. The FMC has been through hell and back and found strength in two men. Not at the same time but one right away and the other later on. Her true protector and best friend was there when she needed him but changed later in their friendship to someone toxic to the FMC. Her men never let her down and always reminded her that she is a Goddess and Fighter.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
October 15, 2022
I volunteered to read this ARC for an honest review. I was very engrossed in this story that involved Meghan, Julian and Axel. The story starts with the three in college, the guys are football players and she's a dancer. Julian takes a fancy with her but her dark past keeps haunting her. Axel is there too help her heal and help Julian. They develop a relationship that evolves thru the entire story. There are some dark moments with trauma that might be tough. But the bright moments shine like the stars.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
October 16, 2022
This is my first book by this author and I was pleasantly surprised, the blurb doesn’t give much away so I went into this blind. Glad I did as It had me intrigued and interested from the first couple of chapters and kept me entertained. this book is quite emotional and made me feel love, anger, despair and hope. There are some sensitive issues discussed which the author handles with care. If you like your romance a little gritty with a HEA you’ll enjoy this.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
October 17, 2022
Just wow! This book had me reading from cover to cover. It does have a lot of triggers but was beautifully done. Megan is a sweetheart and I really felt for her. With all the turmoil in the past and present life, I couldn’t stop the tears as there were so many emotional parts to this book. And the love and devotion from Axel and Van is so swoon-worthy. I cannot wait to read Allie’s story.
I received a free advanced reader of this book and am voluntarily leaving my fair and honest review.
I received a free advanced reader of this book and am voluntarily leaving my fair and honest review.
November 12, 2022
This is the first in a ne reverse harem trilogy, and this is Meghan, Julian, and Axel’s story. Meghan struggles with her mental health, and Julian and Axel are right there beside her to help her. This is a well written story which is an emotional roller coaster, with undeniable chemistry, humor, passion, trauma, and love, which leads to a compelling page turner. This author has done an incredible job in weaving the story with such compassion and sensitivity with some tough subject matters.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
November 22, 2024
I found this book from TikTok and I've been hooked! I loved the instant love Julian had for Meghan and how the book touched on so many topics that you don't find much of in most books. Gives people the understanding of mental health issues and how it can been seen from someone who doesn't suffer or understand. Something from both perspectives.
Axel slotting into the relationship just made the book even more enjoyable. The love, patience and understanding they both showed was gripping. Really worth a read ❤️
Axel slotting into the relationship just made the book even more enjoyable. The love, patience and understanding they both showed was gripping. Really worth a read ❤️
September 29, 2022
This was such an amazing, emotional read and as someone who struggles with mental health, I felt like I could connect with the main character quite a bit. I loved the story and found it impossible to put down. The plot had a fantastic flow to it and the occasional twist and turn was amazing. The character growth was fantastic. I can't wait to read the next in the series.
Five out of five stars.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Five out of five stars.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
October 10, 2022
Right around the halfway mark I knew Theirs was going to be one of my favorite books I’ve read recently. It’s dark and sexy and the drama was off the charts. It’s deeper than the cover suggests and deals with a lot of trauma and the ups and down of recovery. The characters and their chemistry shine. There is tons of sex in the book but it never felt like the plot was sex driven.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
October 18, 2022
This book is so great! I absolutely loved it, there were parts in this book that almost brought me to tears, the story is so well written and the characters are prefect for each other. The way it is written really touches your soul. And you can feel the passion the characters have for each other and what they are going through. It is so good! I can’t wait for the next one.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
October 18, 2022
T.O. Smith's Their's is the first book of an amazing new Reverse Harem trilogy that will leave the readers laughing one minute and crying the next. Ms. Smith knows how to bring such sensitive topics as attempted suicide and post partem depression to the forefront, and use the gentle touch they deserve instead of glossing over them and making light of the topics.
If I want a quick, fun weekend read, I always turn to T. O. Smith because I know she knows how to deliver what I want!
If I want a quick, fun weekend read, I always turn to T. O. Smith because I know she knows how to deliver what I want!
November 3, 2022
Wow, I absolutely loved this story I couldn't put it down! I needed to know what was going to happen. It was such an emotional rollercoaster and I really felt for all the characters at different times. Meghan, Julian and Axel have such amazing chemistry and work so well together!
You will not be disappointed in this book in the slightest, enjoy!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
You will not be disappointed in this book in the slightest, enjoy!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
June 23, 2023
Top 5 read of 2023.
Extremely well written with depth of character.
⚠️ Warning I did almost DNF about 25% as it was too much new adult fake angst college BS. Keep going! PLEASE! Then it suddenly was like another author appeared and took it to a deeper level that was beyond what most why choose present. I loved it.
Wonderful commentary on mental health as well as my personally philosophy you cannot get all you need from one person.
Extremely well written with depth of character.
⚠️ Warning I did almost DNF about 25% as it was too much new adult fake angst college BS. Keep going! PLEASE! Then it suddenly was like another author appeared and took it to a deeper level that was beyond what most why choose present. I loved it.
Wonderful commentary on mental health as well as my personally philosophy you cannot get all you need from one person.
October 16, 2022
I like that this book broaches a topic most people shy away from, mental health. The men loving their goddess through all her struggles is inspiring. The men love her to pieces and they prove it over and over.
There are parts of the story that are a little dragged out but overall it's absolutely amazing.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
There are parts of the story that are a little dragged out but overall it's absolutely amazing.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
October 17, 2022
If you have read other books by the author, you will know they kind triggers to expect. As Meghan struggles with her mental health, her men Julian and Axel are there to pick up the pieces. They help get stronger and learn to cope with her trauma.
This will give you all the feels and pull at your heart.
I received an Advance Readers Copy of this book with no obligation to write a review.
This will give you all the feels and pull at your heart.
I received an Advance Readers Copy of this book with no obligation to write a review.
April 4, 2023
mental illness
I found this book very good, I had to read it in the quietness as I could not concentrate with any noise around. Please, please read your TWS, there’s a lot there.
The men are very loving towards Meghan. The trials and tribulations that she has to, to get out of the darkness and come into the light.
I found this book very good, I had to read it in the quietness as I could not concentrate with any noise around. Please, please read your TWS, there’s a lot there.
The men are very loving towards Meghan. The trials and tribulations that she has to, to get out of the darkness and come into the light.
September 29, 2023
I went into this book blind. I saw on TikTok it was a MFM, so I thought I would give it a go. It started with so much promise, but I could not STAND the baby girls and sweet girl EVERY OTHER SENTENCE! The story itself was okay and very sad, but I couldn't get back the cringe of it all the sweetness.
August 22, 2025
Wat een verhaal. Er gebeurd zo veel in z’n korte tijd. Mijn hoofd liep gewoon over. Het had echt een hele leuke serie kunnen zijn want de onderwerpen zorgde er voor dat ik niet kon stoppen met lezen. Maar het constante aanvoeren van gebeurtenissen en de eindeloze herhalen van de koosnamen zorgde er voor dat ik blij was dat het boek afgelopen is.
December 4, 2022
This was entertaining but allot darker and deeper than I imagined. It heavily focuses on mental health.
I did feel like she had way more chemistry with one of the guys and it prevented me from really believing that this was a true menage romance.
I did feel like she had way more chemistry with one of the guys and it prevented me from really believing that this was a true menage romance.
October 23, 2022
Loved it! I love all things from this author!
Great characters! Great storyline!
Triggers so proceed with caution.
Definitely a must read!
Great characters! Great storyline!
Triggers so proceed with caution.
Definitely a must read!
April 19, 2023
One of the best books I’ve read this year! This book was so perfect! ❤️
June 5, 2023
I enjoyed this book. It was not as spicy as I was expecting though. The book started off strong and kept that crazy, fast pace throughout the rest of the book
June 22, 2023
Didn't like it.
I ended up DNFing this book at 11%. I didn't like it and couldn't make myself keep reading it. It just wasn't for me.
I ended up DNFing this book at 11%. I didn't like it and couldn't make myself keep reading it. It just wasn't for me.
February 25, 2026
This book is interesting, talks a lot about mental health issues.
February 5, 2023
This book took my breath away! Meghan is a college dancer who catches the eye of Julian and Axel. Meghans past comes back to haunt her and threatens her relationships. This story touches on multiple trigger warnings that should be looked at before reading!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
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