(ADDED Info about the extra epilogue!!)
Forgiveness review
This is the dedication: “To Rachel, who chose not to forgive him, and that’s okay” Good for you Rachel!!! 🫶
This book is only 119 pages. We can’t see the first 5 months after she asked for the divorce where he really starts to change. He goes to therapy, become celibate and realize that he not only cheated but was abusive and toxic towards her. I think that part should have been seen. At least a couple of scenes of him with his therapist talking about why he did what he did during that many years.
We get to see an email that the heroine sent to her lover (the guy that she cheated with that started all of this) and honestly I felt bad for the Hero (I never thought l will say that) She said that she was always thinking about him. Even during those 6 years that she was married and happy with H. And that she couldn’t stop to imagine what it will be like if he was the one with who she had her kids. She was postpartum depression but it was pretty fucked up anyway what she said. We can’t forget that she cheated physically too. So I will get in a toxic way that he wanted to revenge cheat but the thing is that 15 fucking years it’s a long long long time.
A thing I did like was when he found her with OM after she asked for the divorce and he can see that they just have sex. OM kissed h a goodbye kiss and when OM left H went and begged h on his knee for another chance. He said that she could continue to f OM and whoever she wanted and do what she wanted but to come back to his life in whatever form. I love a man begging on his knees.
Also, their kid (the H of purity) send him a picture of h dressed for a date with OM and he suffered. I liked that one too.
Another thing that I liked was that he was suffering. During all the book.
Things I didn’t like:
-There are things that are not resolve. Like does she come back to study? What happened with OM? She cheated to OM with H but she never felt wrong about it just bad that she gave H false hope. Did H continue to go to therapy?
-A think I didn’t like was that they never talked about safety info. Did he use condoms always with other women? Because in this book they have sex without protection without talking about it. Also, she slept with another man in this book (her divorce attorney) and we don’t know either if they were safe. Only that she regretted because it was too soon for her 😑
-He hardly had any interaction with the kids in this book. He used the kids and the kids saw the way he treated their mom. One of their kids (a Hero in another book) was pretty fucked up because of it. I think it should talked about. I don’t think he learnt in that regard. In fact, he said that heroine took care of the kids during the week while the kids took care of him during the weekend.
-There is a time jump. She decided to give him a date and then 6 months later(like an epilogue) she decides to forgive him. We don’t get to see what happened during those 6 months to make her forgive him.
-More talk about toxic masculinity. He grow up in a toxic masculinity household. It’s mention his dad cheated bc he thought he could because he was the one making the money. H compared himself to him but heroine thought it was not the same that H was less bad. Imo he is the same or pretty close. He thought he could cheat and should cheat because he was the one hurting, the one betrayed. He didn’t care about hurting his kids in the process. I mean his kid found him f some woman on a trip that he went with. And he continues to sleep with other women even after all of that.
So, do I think that he is going to cheat again? Not likely. Does he have grown as a person? Maybe a little bit. Is he still toxic, a bit manipulative and very selfish? I will say yes.
OPINION ABOUT THE EXTRA EPILOGUE:
The extra starts with H asking their kids for their mother’s hand. Apparently, the kids know about the 15 years of cheating because the older brother (H of purity) told them about it because H wanted them to know (honestly don’t get why H will want their kids to know that shit) Anyway, they are mad with him for hurting their sweet naive angel of a mother but will give the blessing if that’s what their mother wants. (The older kid was going to tell them about the mother cheating first but H didn’t want them to know) I mean I guess that’s supposed to be romantic, he assuming all the fault but honestly I don’t like the h either. And she was wrong for doing that. She didn’t deserve all the abuse and cheating that she suffered later on but she was wrong when she cheated on H first. And then when she used OM too. So I don’t think she’s a saint.
The part that I laughed was when their daughter said:
"You're our parents. We want you to be together. My biggest problem is that I don't trust you. I can't believe you had affairs, Dad." She grimaces. “It's so gross. Only creepy guys do that." Maddy's words wrap like a coil around my heart, squeezing it so hard it's hard to take a breath. God, I can't imagine what she must have felt when she found out. Her own father stomped all over her angel of a mother for fifteen years.
Yes, the kid called them AFFAIRS not ONS. Because that’s what he had. He was seeing some of them a lot of times.
So, the kids told H that they prefer their mother to him bc she always put them first so they put her first now too. After that the next scene is them in Hawaii sun bathing. AND THEN the Om (that h’s ex that she cheated with on the H) appears. The H acts not mad about it and doesn’t care (on the outside) about it. H obv cares but thinks that he won bc she is sleeping with him at the end of the day. H asked h if she has feeling for him and that he will understand her if she did bc it was a part of her life. She says no. And asks h to marry him again (this time with a ring that h will like not a big diamond ring that was not her style)
(OPINION BEFORE READING THIS BOOK)
REVIEW OF PART ONE OF THIS DUET WITH SAFETY INFO:
I wrote a review with all the spoilers and don’t know how it was eliminated all. This app need some adjusting. Anyway, long story short:
She cheated with ex fiancé after 7 years married to H. It was after the last birth of their kids. It lasted 2 months and maybe a little more because they started talking first. H and h married super fast and he knew she was still pinning for OM. He is 6 years older than her. She was depressed after birth and have a little problem with self esteemed. Doesn’t justify it. Just giving facts.
She told him and after that he cheated on her during 15 years with a lot of ow. Super young ow. Everyone knows about this. Even their son. He found him with ow in a trip for the two of them. This son is the H of purity and he is pretty messed out for this dynamic. He doesn’t know until later that his mom cheated first. H even has a beach house to make the cheating easier and told h how he would NEVER sleep with someone of their circle. BUT she found him a couple of times with ow in bed (not in scene) and even found him with a young ow in a supermarket buying h’s almond milk. SO, he is not hiding himself that well.
She asked for divorce after the milk incident and because their young child is almost 18. He doesn’t believe her but after a little bit. He realizes that he has pushed her too much and is leaving. He feels bad because he hasn’t been able to forgive. He told h that if she doesn’t divorce him he would stay faithful. She has had enough. They have sex sometimes BUT only in the almost last chapter she asked him if he is clean. He told her that he was checked the next day after she ask for the divorce. After that he hasn’t been with anyone.
IF HE LEAVES ANY OW PREGNANT IM OUT. Hope he uses protection but that is not even 100% so…
What else?
SPOILERS OF PURITY:
Their son was making out with ow and was going to have sex but she realizes that he is H’s son bc H brought her to their house to have sex. This ow has the same age as his son. And had sex with her in their house. Maybe in h and H’s bed in the 15th anniversary of the day that h told him about affair.
END OF SPOILERS OF PURITY
I have read some rumors that h was going to have a bf in the next book. Probably the hot divorce lawyer that we met in this book. I’m here for it. There is a scene where H kissed h in front of this lawyer. He acts like a caveman.
We don’t know what happened with her ex fiancé. He was going to talk with him after she told him about it.
Also, the author has said that we are going to have some painful flashbacks scenes of H and ow. I think they are flashbacks because if he touches another after trying to bring her back. I’m out.
I found super disgusting all of the ow drama especially knowing that they are super young and that has also been super painful for her self esteem. With all this, we have to add that she doesn’t have a job and doesn’t have an income because he didn’t want that. Everyone knows about him cheating and feel petty for h. EVEN THEIR KIDS. He has messed out his own kids with all this instead of breaking up and divorcing. He thinks she doesn’t love him until the last scene where after they have sex (and he called her whore btw) and she told him about seeing him with ow in supermarket and how much her heart was breaking. How she didn’t have any heart left because he just took and took. He realizes that she loves/loved him but is leaving. He broke down and started to cry and beg but she leaves.
About the whore thing, he always thought she was an angel and all that crap. After the after he calls her whore and stopped calling her his darling girl. He called her that when they were having sex and he started to think of her with OM. It’s not the first time that he does this. She permits this during the times that they have sex. Didn’t use protection but she asked him about being clean. Does he use protection with ow?
I don’t really understand why he would sleep with so many ow. He even says that he doesn’t know why he did it. He could have avoid it. But he kept doing it over and over again. He is selfish and they are super toxic. This story explains perfectly why sometimes divorce parents are better for kids that to have to live with this dynamic just to “be a family”
For me, the worst is that all this messed up their kids, her self esteem and could have been avoid. He wants to be the only one to have her and is super mad at her.
TW: after she confessed he grab her by the neck and said that he understand why some husbands kill their wife’s after this.
Self note with spoilers
So, I have seen that the parents are going to have a book. I’m in shock. A part of me wants to read it but another is so scared. He cheated on her for years after she had a ons with her ex boyfriend. I would want to see if he is able to redeem himself after all the cheating. Especially the one in their house in their bed with a girl of the same age as his son (the H of purity)
It’s going to be a duet so, I hope to see some major grovel and maybe she moving with her life a little bit, maybe find OM (or ex boyfriend) IMAGINE A REUNION BETWEEN H AND OM
Self note with spoilers
So, I have seen that the parents are going to have a book. I’m in shock. A part of me wants to read it but another is so scared. He cheated on her for years after she had an affair with her ex boyfriend. I would want to see if he is able to redeem himself after all the cheating. Especially the one in their house in their bed with a girl of the same age as his son (the H of purity)
It’s going to be a duet so, I hope to see some major grovel and maybe she moving with her life a little bit, maybe find OM (or ex boyfriend) IMAGINE A REUNION BETWEEN H AND OM