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With All My Broken Pieces

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He’s the man of my dreams... but he's lost in a nightmare.

They say first impressions are everything, and my first impression of Ares Sinclair is that he's an ass.
A crying, drunken, messy, cocky, beautiful ass.
I can't believe my brother would suggest I move in here with the two of them, even if he is trying to help me finish my book.
On the surface, Ares is a smoking hot audiobook narrator who might be the foot-in-the-door that I need to really make a go at being an author — but under those soft curls and playful blue eyes, he's got tragic secrets and skeletons that can't stay in the closet forever.
He's mentally, physically, and emotionally off-limits.
It doesn't matter that he wears his heart on his sleeve like I do or how good it feels when he holds me, I'm not supposed to want him.
I shouldn't want him, because if I'm not careful... those secrets and skeletons might just drag me down, too.
First impressions are bullshit.

307 pages, Kindle Edition

Published December 1, 2022

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Octavia Jensen

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Octavia Jensen is a coffee addict, a tale-spinner and a hopeless romantic, usually in that order. She spends her free time chasing adrenaline rushes or writing steamy, romance novels, and sometimes, those feel like the same thing.

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773 reviews184 followers
November 15, 2022
thank you Octavia for an arc! this book releases december 1!

4.5⭐️ after moving to seattle to get a well deserved break and pursue her dreams of writing a book, Ivy’s first interaction with her new roommate, Ares, isn’t all sunshine and rainbows. he’s a crying, drunken mess, but the only question is why? after learning about the tragic secrets and skeletons he has in his closet, she still can’t bring herself to steer clear of him, even if those secrets and skeletons have the possibility of dragging her down too

prior to this book, i knew the author for her ’11 Hours’ series which are some fun and spicy novellas👀 so i wasn’t too sure what ball park we were aiming for with this book but it absolutely did not disappoint.

the best word i can use to describe this book is raw. even though, yes, we had great banter, necessary comedic relief, and amazing spice, we faced plenty of difficult topics and you can tell that the author really handled the story with care

as for our characters

ivy really took her time with ares and handled him with such love and care. she never shied away from him through all the ups and downs of his journey of healing. that’s more than anyone can truly ask for

my heart goes out to ares😭 i truly couldn’t fault him for the way he was handling his situation. after getting the reveal of what happened in his past, it was more than understandable. even so, seeing him wanting to become better and slowly working towards that, gave me such a sense of hope
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871 reviews134 followers
November 4, 2022
Thank you to the author for providing an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

I binged this book in one day and it's not a short book, by any means. But something that Jensen does beyond well is write spice. Whew. I had to drink two water bottles today because the hotness that was Ivy and Ares almost exploded my Kindle.

To be honest, I sort of went into this book blind and I think that worked out in my favor. I was intrigued by Ares's past and his relationship with Ivy was relatively stress free. There is a lot of external angst in this book, but not a lot between the couple. I was hoping for a tad more drama (because I'm a drama whore, okay? Don't judge!) but overall this was an enjoyable read. Check your triggers before going in though. It does have some tough subjects like alcoholism, addiction, and death of a loved one (off-page). But it also has great sexy scenes and Ares's growth was so great to watch from the beginning of the book to the end.

I actually think this is my first Octavia Jensen book but I'm going to immediately raid her backlist so... Do with that what you will heh.
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855 reviews299 followers
March 21, 2024
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5 🌶🌶🌶/5

TW - alcoholism, recovery incl rehab, death of an aunt (off page, mentioned), death of a sibling (twin, off page - skydiving, plot point), grief (plot point), survivor’s guilt, death of a pet (guinea pig, mentioned), fear of flying, depression, suicide ideation, nightmares, parental abandonment, manipulation (by a parent, brief but mentioned), cheating (scs, mentioned), death in a car crash (sc, mentioned once)
CW - cockwarming, biting, public play, edging, light hand necklaces

Tropes - Roommates to lovers, they dance in the living room together, they wash each other’s hair, truth or dare, brother's best friend, forced proximity, mental health rep

The way Octavia Jensen broken my heart with this book is not even funny. With All My Broken Pieces??? More like the broken fucking pieces of MY heart omfg

Ares (33M, MMC) is dealing with the loss of his twin sister and his grief consumes him. He deals with it by drinking but he can't seem to escape the constant sorrow. Ivy (31F, FMC) moves in with Ares and her brother and wants to get her book written and out into the world. Her and Ares grow close and she becomes somewhat of a support system for him in the absence of her emotionally stunted brother.
“We’re all just pieces, Ares.” I dump the dustpan and start again. “All of us. We’re just pieces of random energy and atoms all strung together and filled with water. But sometimes, you find other pieces that fit with yours, and suddenly you make something new.” He hums, sniffling as he wipes along his face and stares up at me. “Your pieces can fit with my pieces.” That sounds way too sexual to be cute, but I glance at him anyway. “You think?” “Mmhm—” his head falls back against the fridge “— I like your pieces.”
like are you kidding me right now?? just tear my heart out why don't you

Ivy refuses to quit on Ares, even when it gets hard and I think that's something everyone wants - to have someone that won't give up on you even if it is the easier option. I feel like a lot of the messages in this book are relatable whether you have dealt with grief or not; the characters go on an amazing journey and it really is nice to read.

On the flip side.............. these two were hot together lmao and that is no surprise coming from an Octavia Jensen book AND Ares is a contemp romance audiobook narrator sooooooooo do with that what you will 😉

Scale:
⭐️ - would've DNF'ed / continued out of spite
⭐️⭐️ - shit, but whatever
⭐️⭐️⭐️ - meh, could've been better
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ - lit 👅
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ - loved it, inject this shit into my veins 🤪

🫑 - no smut
🌶 - no point
🌶🌶 - mediocre at best
🌶🌶🌶 - standard smut, hot
🌶🌶🌶🌶 - 🥵 okay, some CW
🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶 - fuck me 🥵🥵 CWs / filthy with a side of filth - see Poison / Room Twenty-Two: Hide and Seek/ The Naughty List
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1,614 reviews2,261 followers
August 2, 2026
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Type: Standalone
POV: First person - dual
Rating:
3.75 Stars



Tired of her dead-end life, Ivy Foster finally took the plunge and moved to Seattle to finish the book she had always dreamed of publishing. But she never anticipated her roommate and brother’s best friend Ares Sinclair to be more than a simple distraction.



One word to describe Ares: trainwreck. I sympathized with what happened to him but he was a mess that no one but Ivy was willing to handle. I liked Ivy and her big heart, but I wished she put herself first more.

I wish I could bottle his pain and drink it down myself so he wouldn’t have to feel it anymore, but I can’t. All I have are empty, useless words, small arms, and the ability to hold him up as he slumps.


This book had the skeleton that drew me in, but at times felt repetitive, which lessened the overall impact. Even the steamy scenes became repetitive after a certain point. While I wished for more, I still enjoyed the story as a whole.

With All My Broken Pieces is a story of inner turmoil and transformation. It would appeal to readers who enjoy emotional romance.





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Profile Image for Sarah | Retro Girl Reads.
1,677 reviews93 followers
November 3, 2022
Holy. Freaking. Crap. Octavia Jensen has done it again, but I think “With All My Broken Pieces” might be her best one yet. Ares and Ivy’s love story was extremely angsty, but it was also heartbreakingly beautiful. This might be her darkest book yet, so please check the trigger warnings before you start. But if you do decide to read it, I promise you won’t be disappointed! I had so many emotions as I was reading this book, and I honestly fell in love with these characters right from the start. Ares goes through so much in this book, even though he doesn’t think he’s strong, I do. And Ivy!!! She’s such a sweetheart, and I love her sass and kind heart. Ares and Ivy’s banter was so freaking funny, and I loved how natural their chemistry felt. And the steamy scenes were just *chef’s kiss.* All in all, I completely recommend!
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2,919 reviews
January 3, 2023
Omg! My first experience with this author and I’m hooked! Octavia Jensen made me feel as if I was right in the middle of all the laughter, grief and love! It left me feeling so warm and fuzzy! Scorching moments! Phenomenal book!!
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201 reviews6 followers
November 6, 2022
4.5/5 stars!!

Thank you to Octavia for sending me this ARC <3

"𝙸'𝚖 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚙𝚒𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚜."
"𝙸 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚙𝚒𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚜." ❤️

Firstly, pls read trigger warnings because this was quite an intense read. But, with that being said, I haven’t read something this heartbreakingly beautiful that is written with so much love and care in a long time. Octavia has clearly put in a lot of emotion and consideration towards the characters and the things that they all go through. I found myself constantly rooting for Ares and Ivy because they both have a lot of internal struggles yet manage to support one another and pull each other out of their spirals.

The character development is so raw and unique with hints of comedic relief and you can’t help but fall in love with them more and more as the story goes on. I’m very big on character development and this did not disappoint. I was a bit sad to find there wasn’t much use of the side characters but they definitely did add to the story so no harm done.

It was also really nice reading something where their careers aren’t often written about. The characters were definitely written in a way where they actually seem real to me. Ivy is such a strong and bubbly person and she brings out a side of Ares that he thought was lost forever. It also wasn’t difficult at all for me to place myself in a scene because of how well Octavia has written the settings.

There were some things that weren’t my cup of tea but I’m still obsessed with it and it’s become one of my favourite reads this year! It had me laughing and sobbing and ripped my heart out while putting it back together again. Thank you again for allowing me to read this beautiful masterpiece 🥰
Profile Image for Beth Roger aka Katiebella_Reads.
765 reviews47 followers
February 4, 2025
3.5⭐️

One of the things I love about Jensen is that she isn't afraid to write older characters. The FMC in this book is 31. Struggling with being an adult. A feeling most of us feel at 30. The idea that being thirty is this magical number that will make us a true grown-up with all our ducks in a row and life evened out. That isn't the case in life, and it isn't the case for Ivy.

Ivy needs a fresh start in life. She needs time to follow her passion for writing. She just needs a break. So she picks up and moves to Seattle to stay with her brother and his roommate while she takes a year off work to finish writing her steamy romance novel.

Ares is broken. He has suffered a tremendous loss and dived into the bottle. I loved how the author portrayed alcoholism. I appreciated how real and raw she got with the characters. Both sides. How everyone wanted to turn a blind eye and pretend it wasn't a problem. This is real. This is how families behave often until they can no longer deny. Ares vulnerability shone threw as he went through the stages of denial to exceptance. Being lost to finding hope. I loved that he wasn't afraid to cry.

Word of advice.... don't read at work. I laughed out loud so hard people stared. What was worse was when they asked me what was funny 😳
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74 reviews4 followers
September 19, 2022
This one was a heartbreaker about grief, and tragedy and the aftermath along with a fantastic love story about when home isn’t a place, it’s a person. I loved every minute, even the ones where my heart was breaking for Ares right alongside Ivy. Also included a couple of fan favorite romance tropes, brother’s best friend, and forced proximity. I really enjoyed this one, and as always can’t wait to see what Octavia does next.
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103 reviews9 followers
November 5, 2022
Thank you to Octavia for providing an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

This book made me feel some thaaangs. Holy moly did I ever go on a rollercoaster of emotions reading this. My heart ached for Ares and his journey with grief, I giggled through their truth or dare games and man oh man, did I ever need a cold shower reading those spicy scenes 🥵

This book was so heartbreaking but also showed such a great love story. I would highly recommend this book, but please check TW’s before diving in.

I can’t wait to see what Octavia gives us next 🥰
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34 reviews
November 18, 2022
So far this has taken the top spot of my favorite books that Octavia Jenson has written! The angst, the plot, the spice oh my its sooo good! Good lord the the dining room table scene...holy hell. There are some triggers so check those first but this book is so good!!
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105 reviews3 followers
November 6, 2022
So great full to have been given an ARC of this story. Definitely check the trigger warnings as it deals with some heavy topics. But the cute, heart warming romance is also there in full force. If anything this book has now made me want to read all of her other books.

Should also mention I have binge read this book and definitely should be sleeping but I’m far too amped right now ;)

Favourite line: “It makes me wonder why the phrase is "fall in love," because it doesn't feel like a fall at all.
Falls are scary, falls hurt. This feels like I've finally landed... like I'm finally safe.”
Profile Image for Amanda.
176 reviews3 followers
November 8, 2022
This was my absolute favorite of Jensen's stories. It was complex, emotional and angsty but also so fucking sweet. The MMC was so vulnerable and didn't pretend he wasn't or that he wasn't hurting, especially with her. I loved this story sooo much and cried a few times. It had it all for me:steam, tears, angst, hilarious banter.
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277 reviews2 followers
November 1, 2022
I absolutely loved this book and it’s definitely one of my top favorite reads of the year. It was beautiful and heart wrenching and overall just a wonderful book about grief and love. Seriously just so good. The last half of the book was just me in tears I loved it so much. This is definitely Octavia’s most powerful book and I’m so incredibly lucky to have been an ARC reader for it, definitely will have to read again just utter perfection. I want to rate it more than five stars!
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617 reviews42 followers
November 25, 2022
If you are looking for a love story that takes you on a journey of life after tragedy and loss and learning to overcome obstacles then 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐌𝐲 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐏𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐬 should be added to your TBR.



Ares is grieving after tragedy and is just a shell of his former self. Spiralling into a pit of self loathing and addiction is the only thing that helps numb the images and memories of his past.

His best friends sister, Ivy needs a place to stay so she moves in with him and her brother who are roommates.
What she finds is her brother spending more time at his girlfriends house to avoid Area and leaving Ivy to see how destructive Ares gets nearly every day and night.

Ivy is a writer and soon finds out that when Ares is sober he isnt actually a bad person. When she also finds out that he is an audiobook narrator well she is amazed. When she overhears him for the first time especially when it’s a spicy scene, well 🥵🥵🥵

Over time they open up to each other and Ivy become fierely loyal to helping Ares get better but Ares succumbs to his drowning grief and doesn’t know how to get back out.



This was a heartbreaking read. It was raw and real and makes you think how many people around you could be suffering in silence.

Beautifully done and a little fast paced in the love connection but overall a lovely read if you are looking for something to pull at your heart strings 💜

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5 / 5 stars (rounding up to 5 for Goodreads)

If you like:

💜 Brothers best friend

💜 Forced Proximity

💜 Mental Health Rep

💜 Fierce Loyalty

💜 Caretaker

💜 Grief and Loss

💜 Character Growth After Addiction

💜 Super Spicy

Thank you @authoroctaviajensen for the ARC opportunity in return for an honest and voluntary review 🫶🏻
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223 reviews17 followers
October 13, 2022
Octavia Jensen outdid herself on this magnificent book! I had a hangover for DAYS. Every time Octavia releases a book I jump on it because I know I'm going to love every minute of it!

There is just something I love so much about brothers best friend, but when you add angst an immediate connection, and a troubled past, you get a masterpiece. And that's evident here.

This book broke my heart over and over, but it was so well done. There are some tough subjects to read about, but man it's worth sticking it through. The character development over the course of the book is absolutely amazing. Of course, there is also off the charts spice, because it wouldn't be an Octavia Jensen story if it didn't have amazing "bedroom" scenes.
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62 reviews80 followers
January 12, 2023
Book Info:
Standalone 🥇, HEA 🥰
First Person Narrative Dual POV👩‍❤️‍👨
Sub-Genre: Contemporary Romance❤️, Er0tic Romance💓
Trope: Brother's Best Friend
Category: Angsty🎭, Roommates, Secret Relationship🤫
Burn Rate: Medium burn🔥
Spice Rating: 🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶
D@rkness Rating: 🖤
Review:
She has done it to me again. I have fallen hard for the characters of Octavia Jensen. This was such a great book. So much grief and heartache, but so much hope and love. Parts of this book were hard, but the never-failing love of the characters was so wonderful I couldn't stop reading.

I'd like to first say that I agree with Ares and Aaron that I want to be Ivy when I grow up. She is one of the better FMCs I've read in a while. She is genuinely strong and loving. She cares for people, and she doesn't give up on anything. The way she handles all the issues Ares is having and how she chooses to be there for him even though they just met is wonderful. And also……that girl is dirty, and I love it.

Ares is so broken. I have to give props to Ms. Jensen though, she could have made him overly bitter and mean to everyone. I have read several authors that went that route which the traumatize character taking their heartache out on everyone around them, which would make sense so I'm not mocking it. I found this refreshing because Ares isn't like that. You get to see the good guy he was and can be again very clearly. Does he mess up? Yes. But not in a way that isn't understandable and easily forgiven.

The spice in this one was off the charts for me. These guys get down and dirty. The dirty talk from both characters is hot hot hot. Ivy gains so much confidence in this relationship and she lets her dirty little freak flag fly, and I was so on board and took notes. I highly recommend this to anyone who doesn't mind a little heartache, a hilarious FMC, and so much chemistry you will light you kindle or book on fire.

K!inks and Tr!ggers:
Hair Pulling, De@th of Family Member, Praise🗣️, D!rty Talk🎙️, An@l S3x🍑🍆, Ment@l He@lth I$$ues, Alcoh0lism🥃, C0ck Warming 🌭, PT$D, Phone S3x☎️, Facef*cking😵, Queening👸
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1,340 reviews40 followers
December 1, 2022
With All My Broken Pieces is so much more than a love story. It’s a story about grief, healing, and finding yourself. I absolutely loved this emotionally powerful and spicy journey.

Ivy is in her early 30s and not quite where she thought she’d be in life. After her aunt passed away leaving her some money, she decides to take an uncharacteristic risk and move in with her brother, and his best friend, Ares, in Seattle to finally pursue her career as an author. However, things aren’t quite what she expected. Ares is going through a devastating personal trauma. After making a terrible first impression on each other, Ivy and Ares find themselves in a complicated and precarious situationship.

Ares is a beautiful disaster. He is an honest to goodness mess, but I can’t fault him for it at all. He is experiencing a deep and awful grief and isn’t coping well. He breaks my heart. For him, Ivy is a light spot in a really dark time. His trauma is consuming her and has already impacted all the other relationships in his life. Ivy is very sensitive, anxious, and cautious. Ares’s mess should be a terrible match for her, but he has managed to bring out a new adventurous side. She is finally taking risks, but Ares could crush her.

Despite the heavy darkness found in the plot, there were so many light and funny moments. I found myself cracking up during their games of adult truth or dare. There is also some really funny banter. Anyone who has read the Eleven series, knows that this author can bring the spice. Multiple scenes from this book will continue to live in my head rent free. They literally break a dining room table.

This book was so different from anything this author has published. It was such a brave and fantastic risk to release something so emotionally raw. I loved it so much and highly recommend this book!
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1,007 reviews2,279 followers
February 9, 2023
4 Dare You Not to Stop Stars ⭐

I’ve been saying it for a while that this author is truly underrated; an undiscovered gem. And this book All My Broken Pieces just confirms it. I laughed and I despaired. I guess it reminded me of somebody I know, and it really hammered these feelings home.

He wants nothing from me but a little comfort. No strings, no expectations or judgements, no sex. We’re just two people who don’t want to be alone.
And tonight... we’re not.


Taking a hiatus from life to write a book and rediscover herself, Ivy moves in with her brother and his roommate for this new escapade. However, her brother could have given her the heads up to what she was walking into. A minefield of sorrow and suffering.

The roommate and her brother’s best friend is a gorgeous drunk. Numbing his pain with booze, Ares is barely existing. Nobody wants to feel like this, but what’s the alternative? Everyday is a struggle surviving what he's lost, but now there is Ivy.

Being with her feels like fresh air after suffocating, like your pillow after a long day, like a light at the end of a long dark tunnel. When I’m with her, I don’t feel like I died two months ago, I feel like I want to live.

This story is terrifying in the sense of how realistic it is. Grief is inevitable but how our psyche deals with it is individual. There is something special about Ivy. She’s genuinely good and really likes Ares. Her intent is not to change him but to help him, and there’s the difference. And I guess that’s why it eventually works.

There were some fantastic light-hearted moments that this story desperately needed and many sensual moments between Ares and Ivy that got me warm and tingly. This author should be very proud of this story. It's beautifully tragic and somehow extremely steamy. It’s a reminder that love and compassion go a very long way.
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1,264 reviews2 followers
December 4, 2022
Though this book has some heavy feelings, I really loved the sweet characters and how Ivy was totally there for Ares.

Ivy has lived in a small town and while she has a job, her dream is to be a writer. She's been pretty stagnant so far, so when her mother suggests that she goes to live her with her older brother in Seattle so she can take a break and focus on her writing, she surprises even herself for agreeing. When she comes, her brother Aaron spends most of his time with his girlfriend, though Aaron's roommate Ares is always home. Ivy and Ares are attracted to each other, though Ares himself is struggling with some heavy stuff. After a traumatic experience, Ares find it hard to move on and he's wracked with pain, guilt, and deep sadness. Ivy really helps him to open up and admits he has a problem. I'm super impressed at her maturity and helpfulness, and how she really wants to be there for Ares without wanting anything in return. You can tell that Ares wants to be better, but he just doesn't know how. I really love how patient Ivy is with him, and how she doesn't judge or yell at him, but is really a safe place for him to land.

I did wish we see more of Ares' POV. There is some of his thought process in here, but I would've loved to see more since he's such a cool character too. The book has some heavy themes and triggers, so beware before you read. There is mention of a sibling's death and alcoholism.
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539 reviews16 followers
December 1, 2022
“‘You can be cheesy all you want with me, but I will always top you. Like how my favorite color is brown now because of your eyes. They’re not just brown, there’s layers to them, layers I could get lost in. My favorite taste is your kiss, my favorite smell is your—‘“ I trail off, walking my fingers down her lower belly before I finish “— hair.’”

The way I ate up this book. I’m honestly not even shocked. Octavia knows how to draw you in and make you FEEL. I had so many feelings reading this. The angst was giving exactly what needed to be gave.

If you read Ugly Love and hated Miles but liked the forbidden, brother’s bestfriend and emotional trauma aspects - you will enjoy this. Ares is EVERYTHING. I really enjoyed reading about the MMC not only wanting to be better for his leading lady, but himself too.

I loved Ivy and how she was there for Ares. You could tell they cared about each other and wanted to heal and grow together. And the SPICE!!!! Holy. Hell. It was HOT. Octavia can write a spice scene that will have you wanting some ✨ self care ✨ time.

I loved this book and literally everything I’ve read by Octavia. I won’t stop ranting about her books, sorry not sorry. Looking for some emotional damage and hot ass spice? Look no further.

Thank you, Octavia for the ARC!
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64 reviews5 followers
December 9, 2022
This book is an emotional rollercoaster of sorrow, angst, finding yourself amongst your broken pieces when life has shattered them and left them scattered around you. This is not like what Octavia Jensen usually writes, but she manages to somehow incorporate her usual scorch factor into the story without it feeling at all out of place!

Ivy has reached a point in life where she is unhappily existing so far away from the vision she had of what her life would be at her age. Deciding to take a chance she puts everything on the line to follow her dreams. Ares is her brother's best friend and roommate she has never met and when she moves across the country to stay with them she is unprepared for what she will face. He's been living in a state of loss and despair unable to face his new reality.
The two main characters Ares and Ivy have such a BEAUTIFUL connection and sizzling chemistry, but will it be enough to get them through all pain and fear of the unknown future? Definitely go read this book! It's available now for purchase and in Kindle Unlimited. If you have troggers check the content warnings. This book deals with serious topics including death (off the page), loss/grief, and alcoholism.
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189 reviews17 followers
January 28, 2023
"𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙥𝙞𝙚𝙘𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙛𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙪𝙙𝙙𝙚𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙣𝙚𝙬."

I've read and enjoyed quite a number of books by Octavia Jensen. But this, this is my favourite.

When we first meet Ivy, she's tired of her job and looking for a change. Her mom convinces her to take a break, go stay with her brother and finish writing the novel she's been working on.

So that's what she does. What she doesn't expect though is to be thrown into the deep end with her brother's housemate and bestie, Ares. Their meeting is turbulent. He's recently experienced a tragedy and it has broken him into a million pieces.

The relationship that blooms between these two is beautiful. Ivy is a light in Ares dark world. She picks up his broken pieces and loves him despite his shattered soul.

Their relationship is not without heartache though. There is a definite push and pull, especially when Ares retreats into his darkness. But Ivy is strong and their love is stronger.

I enjoyed the dialogue between these two characters. Their talk in the spicy scenes is something else! Hot and steamy.

Please check your triggers - this book deals with the topics of loss, grief and alcoholism.
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224 reviews18 followers
December 4, 2022
Octavia never fails to disappoint when it comes to her stories. She’s always delivers and when she told me this story is more angstier than usual with that signature Octavia smut.. I signed up real quick 😮‍💨.

I absolutely loved this story! Ares is going through a really rough time and Ivy meets him right when he’s down bad and from there a relationship was forming. I loved the fact that Octavia doesn’t shy away from all the pain that Ares is going through and how it was really effecting him. I was definitely feeling that pain in my chest 😅. Ivy really helps Ares despite knowing she could’ve left him. These two were literally made for each other because despite all the pain their pieces fit perfectly.

*Check CW/TW as is there is mention of death of a loved one, alcoholism, grief, etc. Check your triggers!*
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806 reviews7 followers
November 12, 2022
Whew, this book was amazing! I started it and absolutely could not put it down until I finished it! Such an intense and beautifully written story of 2 people that come together to support each other and put their broken pieces together to make something amazing. I love how Ivy immediately supports Ares when they have a not so meet cute, and even more when she learns his past. The character development was so flawless, and I loved getting to watch them come together, and grow together, and grow closer as they battle some hard issues, like Ivy's brother, Ares' drinking, and all the other little things happening in their lives. All in all, such an amazingly hot, and well written book that made me feel like I knew the characters, and had me completely immersed in the story. 5 stars!
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123 reviews6 followers
February 23, 2023
gosh, why doesn’t this book have more reviews and ratings? i enjoy a good steamy novel, and i loved octavia jensen’s work after reading the whole 11 series. i thought this book wouldn’t really be my type of book, a man going through loss and a girl just getting through life. though, this book blew my expectations. i swear i will recommend it to everyone i know. it’s steamy, it’s hot, it’s heartbreaking, it’s frustrating. it portrays someone going through loss so well; the falling down, getting better, falling down again, then getting better. i just can’t believe i finished this book so soon, i loved every bit of it. this book will not be leaving my mind, i loved it so much
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110 reviews1 follower
August 22, 2023
Ares and Ivy

Brothers best friend
Forced proximity


Loved this angsty, deep ride between these two souls. I loved the journey of healing that Ares found himself on. The spice was top notch. The writing was fantastic. I truly felt the love, passion, and obsession between these two. It was a look into grief, addiction, and the people left in the wake of it all. Beautiful story!

Overall: 5 stars ⭐️ ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Angst level: 4/5
Spice level: 3.5/5
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16 reviews
November 26, 2022
Form start to finish, I was ABSOLUTELY HOOKED! I’ve been in a reading slump but the moment I started reading, I couldn’t stop and I just want to know more about Ares’ and Ivy’s lives.

Dark and delicious, whilst being sweet and funny - I don’t know how Octavia does it.. but wow!

And the spice 🌶️ 🌶️ 🌶️ 🌶️ 🌶️
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460 reviews11 followers
April 26, 2023
4.5⭐️

This was such a beautiful story.
1st time reading this author and definitely not the last!!
Amazing writing, good flow, and honestly very well-developed characters soooo 10/10 reading experience.

The only thing that I didn’t love was the ending…
-I felt like the epilogue didn’t give me closure it was supposed to give:(
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