I read a sample of this book in 2022 and it had all the hallmarks of a promising pageturner: a coming of age protagonist, a women-only cult and fiction written in the style of non-fiction. I was suitably intrigued and looked forward to reading the finished book. Unfortunately, it didn't live up to expectations and I disliked it.
On Emilia Morris' 13th birthday, her mother Rachel decamps to the garden where she sets up a tent and takes a vow of silence, effectively cutting herself off from everyone around her. Although we never get Rachel's perspective, we understand from Emilia that Rachel believes that nobody is listening to anyone, and by becoming totally silent, Rachel will be listening to those who cannot be heard/need to be heard.
Rachel's protest leads to hordes of women joining her at her camp, and to the set up of "the Community", a group of women committed to listening by being silent (in reality, a cult, though this isn't explored in any real detail).
Ultimately, Rachel's silence leads to "the Event" eight years later, where she and countless women worldwide self-immolate in an apparent act of protest. This isn't a spoiler as we are told about it in the early stages of the book.
There are so many elements of this book that did not work for me.
While the premise is interesting, the execution of the story was pretty superficial.
I felt on reading the book that it was more likely that Rachel suffered from chronic depression or schizophrenia. This isn't explored at all and feels like a wasted opportunity.
There is a lot of telling, not showing (ironic given it's about a silent cult) and very little character development. Rachel is pretty hidden to us; the format of a faux memoir allows only for Emilia’s perspective. This non-fiction as fiction format and the numerous fake footnotes and citations wore thin pretty quickly.
Emilia's detachment from her mother from a very early age, and her horror at the Event, means that the second half of the story is just not in any way credible. Why on earth would Emilia make the decisions she does?
While the book starts off promising, it very quickly becomes repetitive. Silence as a metaphor is so heavy-handed throughout.
Emilia's actions and motivations, and her move to the Congo are explained away all too easily, and the love story lacked depth for me personally.
Most of all though, the worldwide support that flows to the Community in the aftermath of the Event felt totally unbelievable - I think it is far more likely that most people would have looked on Rachel as completely and utterly deranged, and the Community would have gone down in flames with her!
Lastly, the subject of euthanasia comes up in the latter third of the book and it seems to flow from the contraceptive injection storyline as some sort of natural consequence. The book began to feel like religious propaganda! There is mention of the Catholic Church objecting to the Community, when the Community alleges that the Church historically used celibacy as a means of population control and then covered it up. I think it more probable that the Church used celibacy as a means of obscuring its homophilic tendencies - it has committed innumerable (and far worse) atrocities and cover ups over the years, so this was a curious insertion in the book. I struggled to decipher what point the author was trying to make.
It takes a lot to write and publish a book, and I really do not like writing such a negative review, but this book was not for me. The author is a protegee of Bernardine Evaristo and this is a BBC Radio Book Club Pick so what do I know? If you were looking to read a book about a cult, this isn't one I'd recommend personally.