2.5/5 stars.
I really wanted to love this book, I really did! The author is a really sweet woman and I want to support her and Dutch books in general, but this book just didn't work for me. I did not hate it or anything, but I also didn't love it.
The storyline felt very predictable to me and all the characters just realized or found the important information right before they needed it. They also just had all the usefull skills or interests (a religion student who happens to know about this relevant obscure religion, or our main character having learned swordfighting and remembering that just before there is a battle? A bit too much of a coincedence for my taste). The ending was poor and has been done before. I missed some more sibling dynamics and adventure, it started of great and then the siblings just became unimportant.
There was no real tension in the story, it just kind of continued, untill the last forty pages when a sudden time limit was thrown in. This book was pretty short so I would not have minded to see some more struggling. A lot of times the text or a character literally said something was bad, while to me as a reader everything was pretty underwhelming.
The writing style was not my thing, but I'll just blame my personal taste for that. To me it was just a bit to plain, very simple and to the point, but with barely any descriptions of scenery or appearance or anything. Like I said, might just be my taste, some people will definetely prefer this.
Last but not least I just have two general issues;
1. The only non-straight characters are the alternative witch-y types. I like having inclusion of different sexualities, but this was poorly done and I'd rather have no representation than this stereotypical bs.
2. Quiting any type of medicine is not an easy decision, and the decision should be made with the help of a doctor. Here our MC has no side effects of quitting and barely seems different (except that she now is more creative). In the end the quitting was also combined with a different diet, but I would have loved to see this issue adressed more. Now it was just "You don't need these pills, you are strong enough to live without them", like, no!? Some people aren't and mystery dream man doesn't decide that. You and your doctor do. There is no shame in taking medicine if you need it.
Anyways, it might seem like I hated this book, but I just think it's easier to phrase what I dislike than what I like about a book. I still read it in just three days and definitely enjoyed some parts, I gave it 2.5 stars for a reason, if I would have hated it I would have DNF'ed it or rated it 1-star.