4 ⭐️
I enjoyed this story, it was touching and had a plot that kept me interested throughout. I really felt for both Marion and Tristan, Marion for the pain of losing and then finding her husband again, and Tristan for the immense struggle of coming to terms with his blindness and how it affected his sense of worth. While I understood why Tristan kept pushing Marion away, it was still difficult to see how much that hurt her.
For me, it felt like they were more apart than together during the whole story. I would have loved to see a bit more in the epilogue about them as a family, how they were together toward the end of the pregnancy and with their baby.
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Summary;
(Spoilers)
Lady Marion and Tristan have known each other since childhood. Tristan serves in the Royal Navy, and after a heroic act, he is granted the title of Baron by the royal family. When he sees Lady Marion at her coming-out ball, he is immediately captivated. Marion, too, only has eyes for her childhood friend. He courts her, and within two months they are engaged, marrying a month later. They are madly in love and cannot get enough of each other.
After a few blissful months of marriage, Tristan returns to work with the Navy, but suffers a terrible accident. Marion is told that her beloved husband has died, leaving her heartbroken. She hardly leaves her room for two years, mourning the future with her one true love that was so cruelly taken from her.
But Tristan survived the ship explosion, though not without consequences. He was left blind by the blast. A month after the accident, his memories start returning. While in the hospital, he befriends a man and his mother, Mrs. Gibbons. When the man dies, Mrs. Gibbons takes it upon herself to care for Tristan and keep him company. They grow close and decide to live together as companions. Tristan tells Mrs. Gibbons about his great love, Marion, but believes he can no longer be a good husband or father in his condition. Over the past two years, he has become bitter and angry. Mrs. Gibbons decides to take matters into her own hands and secretly arranges for Tristan to purchase a house near Marion. Tristan believes he is living somewhere quiet, far away from her.
At a gala, Marion faints when she sees her supposedly dead husband on the arm of another woman. She is brought home, and the next day, her brother Drake visits Tristan to demand an explanation. Tristan tells Drake everything, and Drake immediately notices that Tristan is blind. Tristan insists that he cannot be a good husband to Marion and that she deserves someone else.
Drake returns home and tells Marion, who has been crying nonstop since the night before, everything. She cannot understand why the love of her life has pretended to be dead for two years. But when Drake explains, she is overjoyed. He may have chosen to stay away from her, but at least he had a reason. Marion, however, is determined to show him that she will not be cast aside so easily. As their wedding vows said: in sickness and in health.
Marion visits Tristan and can hardly believe her eyes, he is alive. Now that she has a second chance at love, a home, and a family, she refuses to let it go, especially not with the man she loves. But Tristan tells her she must move on, to marry someone who can truly be a good husband to her. Marion doesn’t listen. The next day, she arrives at his new home with all her belongings and moves in. Mrs. Gibbons and the staff are delighted, but Tristan is far less so. Still, he cannot bring himself to send her away. He is determined to prove to her that they are not meant to be together. Yet this proves difficult, as his body still responds to Marion’s presence just as it did at the start of their marriage, her scent, her voice, her very being consumes him.
Marion begins trying to seduce Tristan with small touches, but he resists for days. One night, however, he can no longer hold back. He hasn’t been with anyone for two years and had resigned himself to the idea that he never would again. For him, it is Marion or no one. They make love, and Tristan finishes inside her. Immediately, he panics, fearing this could result in a pregnancy. Marion, however, is overjoyed at the thought that she may be carrying his child. She wakes up radiant and full of hope, believing she can conquer the world now that Tristan has let her back in. But then she learns that Tristan has gone to London and has no intention of returning. Heartbroken, she packs her things and goes back to her family.
Soon, Marion discovers she is pregnant and knows she must tell Tristan. After a few days, Tristan begins to regret leaving and decides to return, but moves into a different house. Marion finds out and moves in there as well.
Tristan consults his lawyer, who tells him that the only way to divorce Marion is to move abroad. Marion’s devastated reaction breaks his heart, and he abandons the idea. He accepts that they will remain married and live under the same roof as friends. He tells her this clearly, making it known that he has nothing more to offer her, as he truly does not want children. Marion now finds it even harder to tell him the truth.
They move to their house in London, where, after months, Marion finally tells Tristan she is pregnant. He is furious and demands that she leave. He storms off to his club, expecting her to be gone when he returns. Although it pains her deeply, Marion decides she is done running. She will stay by Tristan’s side for the rest of her life, with their child, until he accepts them.
That evening, a fire breaks out in the house while Marion is still inside. Elsewhere in London, Tristan is speaking with an old Navy comrade who tells him how lucky he is to still have the love of his life by his side, someone who fully accepts him as he is. Realizing how foolish he has been, Tristan orders his coachman to take him home as quickly as possible, hoping Marion hasn’t left yet. On the way, they learn that the streets are congested due to a fire. Tristan and the coachman continue on foot, rushing toward his house. When they arrive, his worst nightmare becomes reality: the house is ablaze, and Marion is trapped inside.
The firefighters warn him not to enter due to the thick smoke, but Tristan, already blind and knowing every corner of the house by heart, rushes in and rescues Marion from the burning building.
The doctor examines Marion, and Tristan is beside himself with worry, desperately asking about her and the baby’s health. Marion doesn’t understand why he suddenly cares when he previously wanted nothing to do with her or the child. But Tristan approaches her, admitting how foolish he has been and that there is nothing he wants more than to be with her and their baby.