Mindwebs audiobook 46 contains this 1973 story “Weep no more, old lady” Charles L. Grant. Not sure what to make of this. Perhaps I am too close to the main character, as like him I’m an only child, privileged to have been born to a couple of super smart and loving parents very close to the ones described, who gave me everything including a great education. Although not a genius by any means I was also fairly precocious, and at 17, had similar problems relating to the opposite sex.
I wasn’t force fed brain enhancement pills though, and even though I occasionally exhibited signs of intelligence by becoming a programmer I feel in some respects I have managed to fritter away my life and waste my latent skills, even including an occasional minor brush with the law. Conversely I’ve lead a varied and complex life, with far more ups than downs and a greater range of experiences than average. But I’m now 62, skint and in debt, but fairly happy despite my ominous future and yet I still don’t know what to make of this story and it’s IMO inconclusive ending. Still I enjoyed the journey so ....