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350 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 25, 2023
10 things i love about Hayden Parker
✦ the way all april has to do is bat her eyelashes and he'd do anything for her jsdjjajdn love it 🥰
✦ the way he wants to make her laugh and smile forever and that brought him to his knees <3
✦ the way he did practice kissing with her to "help" her out 🥺💕
✦ the way he helped her when she got stood up and cheered her up gahh 🥰
✦ the way he fought for her for a second chance 💞
✦ the way he listens to everything april says and can't help but follow through with 👉👈
✦ the way she was his first kiss ❤️
✦ the way he punched tyler in the face and broke his phone - it was ✨i c o n i c✨
✦ the way he proposed to her so easily like he knew they were meant to be 🥺
✦ the way he did a whole-ass speech for her even tho HE HATES SPEECHES - now that is love 🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️
April shakes her head, trying not to smile. ❝You're an idiot, Hayden Parker.❞
❝Maybe.❞ I take her face between my hands and start kissing the life out of her. April laughs into my mouth and my pulse soars. ❝But I'm your idiot, April Moore.❞
❝Theo?❞
All three of us turn to the far end of the corridor and the source of that voice.
Holly Moore. Wearing her baby-blue satin maid-of-honor dress.
I look at Theo and he hasn't moved an inch, almost as if Holly's presence has set him to stone somehow. His stare is so intense, so fierce, that I'm almost convinced if a meteor hits this very corridor right now, he still wouldn't budge.
Holly walks towards us, her frown deepening with each step, and Theo goes on looking at her like she's the best sight in the world.
❝Looking like an actual human being for once,❞ Theo drawls, looking her up and down. His tone is soft and crisp. ❝You clean up nice, Hollister.❞
❝April?❞
❝Yeah?❞
❝You're the prettiest girl I know.❞
My lips resolve in a soft line and I smile. ❝Yeah?❞
He slides his hand down and wraps his fingers around mine. My smile creeps out, full power, and he kisses the corner of my mouth. ❝By a long shot. Wherever that smile goes, I follow.❞
”The second you start falling back in love with me, you have to let me know.”

She laughs into her coffee. It’s a nice sound.
Sweet and light.
I did that.
I want to do it again.
”I know the world gets too much at times.” I brush a few strands of her hair away. “But in here”—I point a single finger to the side of my head—“in here, it’s just us. You and me. Forever.”

”Guess you don’t know me that well,” I reply with a shrug, and start walking toward the door.
He calls my name.
I turn around.
Slowly, he sits up and leans his head against the wall, smiling so hard that I’m pretty sure his cheeks hurt.
“What is it?” I ask, confused.
“I do know you, April Moore,” he says. “I know you by heart.”


”Let me look at you for a second, yeah?” His eyes travel down my teal pantsuit, then back to my face.
“I can’t do this right now,” I whisper.
“I thought I’d never see you again. I’m just trying to take it all in.”
Every time we look at each other, the string connecting us grows stronger. A conversation takes place. Hundreds and hundreds of them. No one else can hear them, but I like it that way. When we look at each other, we form a secret place—a safe haven to go to.

”And I think it’s because I was in love with you even before I knew you. Meeting you was just putting a face to the feeling I’d been harboring for you. You’re my person, April Moore. My entire soul.”
”One of these days, love”—with his eyes locked on hers, Theo lifts the glass to his mouth and downs every last drop—“someone’s really gonna put you in your place.” Holly scoffs and Theo slams the empty glass on the countertop. “Keep up that attitude and it might just be me.”
“I do know you, April Moore,” he says. “I know you by heart.”