My current rating is due to the inclusivity. A non-binary main character is an incredible step, and I love to see it. But pretty much everything else fell a little flat.
Starting with Neelo, I loved the inclusion of this character from meeting Neelo in the first book; and was so excited to read a book about them. And I was more surprised it was in their perspective and not Talhan's, as I expected, since the prior book was Bri's perspective. I felt Neelo's character was built well, and I loved the bookworm/neurodivergent/introvert of them. Neelo's personality was also fun in prior books, so I was excited to have a whole book to delve deeper. And while I did enjoy a lot about Neelo, the whole woe is me, I'm not worthy got old, real quick. The character turned into a 14yo tween mentality real quick. Neelo is praised for being so observant but missed clues right in front of their face. Also, all the talk of baggy clothes and Neelo not being comfortable in their body was so weird and felt incessant. I'm a curvy female who had her formative years during the "Victoria Secret Model is How Every Woman Should Look" Era. I KNOW what if feels like to be uncomfortable in your body. I am still not comfortable in my body. I went through multiple years in middle school wearing baggy clothes because I was so oddly shaped and didn't know how to wear flattering clothes. I promise you I didn't, and don't, think about my body, or my baggy clothes, as much as Neelo did. I felt like having a non-binary character was such a big opportunity, and Neelo turned into a whiny brat with mommy issues rather than the introverted, intelligent character I expected them to be.
The romance: it really tried to be a slow burn, and I appreciated that, but it just wasn't there for me. Neelo's attitude and disrespect for Talhan was too much and not well done. It turned me off to Neelo, honestly. And was also extremely childish of Neelo. I get Neelo is an introvert and socially awkward, but this behavior was extreme, especially from someone who grew up in a court and observing people interacting at court their whole life. It's just not believable. And Talhan just willingly taking it? Just no. When Neelo finally stopped whining and gave in to their feelings for Talhan, the romance moved so quickly. I guess it kind of gets a pass since they were friends their whole lives, but the reader is only told, never shown, so it just felt so quick, especially since most of the book leading up to that Neelo was ignoring Talhan so they barely had any bonding scenes. I just felt this could have been done so much better and was really disappointed.
The plot: I really enjoyed the continuation of the plot that was set up in the prior books, though I wish it had a bit more prominence. It was mentioned and somewhat underlying the beginning through the middle of the book, but really didn't come into play until the end. Then everything was happening, and all the action was over in basically a page. (Not really, but maybe 3.) The big bad is only bad for 2 seconds, and it makes it boring, and once again, I just expected more.
Overall, I really expected more from every aspect. I think Neelo's constant whining about not being worthy and the many, many strange and seemingly constant thoughts about their body and baggy clothes could have been cut/cut down, and other aspects, like the plot, the relationship between Neelo and Talhan, and Talhans character, all could have been built up and expanded more. This book really read YA, and not in a good way.
I will say I loved the inclusion of Indigo and that Neelo actually thought about the cat and what was best for the cat. It's really rare for cats, or any animal, to be so well included and not just an after thought. The amount of times I've read a book and a pet is mentioned and then never mentioned again is insane.