"Strip everything away from us and love is what’s left. It’s what we get to keep."
We thought things couldn't get worse but the passing days proved us wrong. I could handle the public backlash and the cops at my door. I could handle the doubt and disbelief of our friends. As long as we were together, I thought I could handle anything. As the threats loomed closer, our days together dwindled away. After losing everything that mattered to me, I had to ask myself how much sacrifice was too much? How far would I go for him?
S.M. Shade writes spicy romantic comedies and steamy contemporary romances with relatable characters. Whether it's a good laugh or a good cry, she likes to grab you by your emotions and make you feel. An unashamed Croc enthusiast and poetry nerd, she can usually be found listening to Indie Rock on repeat and watching birds.
Now that I've finished this duet, I'm keeping my rating the same. There were good parts to the story and I liked the plot twists but I just feel like it wasn't executed well. I still found myself skimming thru so many parts that didn't matter. The writing just didn't do enough to make me have any deep feelings for any of these characters. Everything that happened was just so matter of fact, I needed more depth. Although the story wasn't your typical storyline, it came across as predictable. I needed so much more angst. I wanted to root for Ella and the situation but I just found myself not caring which way it went. And then at the end, do we really even know the truth?? I think this would've wrapped up nicely with a Stokes brother POV as the epilogue to answer all the unanswered questions we're left with
This story had me shook! Like I honestly still don’t know what to think. Like my heart thinks one thing but my brain still isn’t sure. I’m completely blown away by this story. The way the author crafted it, with turns I didn’t see coming. There were even a few times I wanted to throw my kindle because of it. I honestly thought so many times I came to terms with situations, and Bam the author dropped a bomb…
This is a story where you have to follow your heart and trust that love is enough and will find a way in the end. I honestly am keeping this review short and sweet because I feel like anything I say could spoil it. Just know that the ending is worth it… even though I didn’t get all the answers, the journey and the love within these pages is worth it.
These books are hard to rate. I think, overall, they were pretty well written and the story was compelling enough. I think there were a few things holding it back though. The characters could have used a little more personality IMO to make them more memorable and relatable. There was a lot of little filler too, that could have been cut (IE, too much talk about food or organizing offices, etc).
Although the plot was interesting and kept me reading, I still didn’t get all the answers I wanted!! I know that happens in real life too, but this isn’t real life. This is crazy, fictional, soap opera life. What was Oliver thinking?! I’d pay money for a chapter or two from his POV to get closure on all that. At the end we learn that Oliver ALSO had a rabies shot and I was convinced something else was going to happen, but… nope. I knew this was going to be a HEA, but how great of a twist would it have been to learn that it really was Oliver and he was aware of everything/planned it? I mean, yeah, that would lead to a depressing ending, but it would have been kinda awesome.
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Okay this one was wild!! Between all the tears and the confusion, I ended up really liking this! Plus that little *twist* in the end?? I definitely recommend this duet!
I'm not really sure how i feel about this book...whilst I enjoyed the angst and could kind of guess the big twist, I feel there are so many questions I needed answers too due to the ending.
I didn't think it was necessary to include what she found in the apartment, and if you're going to add that then why??? Now I'm doubting everything!!!
I saw the “plot twist” coming from miles away. I don’t have doubts that it’s really Alden and the receipt for the rabies vaccine is unfortunate coincidence. It was unnecessary detail to include at like 80%, if you’re gonna go for a ‘Gone Girl’ or ‘Inception’ vibe, then commit and end the book on that note. But ultimately ending with an HEA makes the overall read stressful and not in a satisfying way. But also, if Oliver was dumb enough to have bank account easily traceable and then hire two looney toons who ultimately killed the wrong guy? I have zero faith he would have been able to fake a personality and memories/amnesia for 13+ years.
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After "Almost Him" gutted me, I took a little break before beginning their story's conclusion. They believed things couldn't get worse but each day was more difficult than the last. As long as they had each other, they could deal with anything coming their way. When does sacrifice become too much? When should you give up the fight?
It's been quite some time since a story took up so much time in my mind. I rode this emotional rollercoaster while constantly questioning and wondering. The author wrote this in a realistic way which meant some parts slowed while others kept coming in heart-pounding fashion. I don't know that I could have handled things the way Ella did. Even though this was a relatively fast read, any time I wasn't reading the book it was still on my mind. It still is even now. Looking at reviews, opinions on this duet are rather varied but I definitely think it is worth a try. I enjoyed it. This is my honest opinion, freely given.
First, I recommend going into this book blind and trusting the process. At first, I wasn’t sure where this was going and then twist after twist occurred.
This is hands down one of my favorite romantic suspense books. I was so connected to the story and the characters.
This kept my attention the entire time. Absolutely brilliant!
Oh my god. Where do I even begin with this one? Other than to say it is fantastic of course.
After the way the first book ended, I was not sure what I was in for starting this one. To see the way Ella handled this new situation she was in and how strong she was through it all was so inspiring. I can't imagine having the courage to get up every day and be supportive under those circumstances. With so many unknowns in one hand and so many facts lining up (and not really in a good way) in the other, how it didn't drive her mad I'll never understand. I would have been constantly second-guessing everything and the anxiety from that would have been almost crippling.
But that moment when everything comes out in the open and the truth is revealed... Wow. I had my theories even if I was going back and forth on what I thought was true. I had talked myself up for a big reveal that would blow her world to pieces all over again either way it went. Nothing could have prepared me for how it went down though. Sitting there and reading the words I had been waiting to hear, knowing they were true, I was wrecked all over again. The emotions from book one, every single one of them, came rushing back at me and I can't even tell you all the ways it had me reacting. It didn't matter if I could or couldn't have seen it coming in order to brace for it. It was just so perfectly written. Ella and the shock she was in leading up to it. The questions and pain she was feeling only to realize that the truth she had been so desperately fighting all along was pointless. Ugh, I just can't. My heart is all out of sorts and racing just thinking about it again.
The trials that life throws her way following are so shocking yet at the same time they aren't. Shocking because you want to think how can this sort of thing happen to such innocent people. People who have already been through so much more than anyone should ever have to. But not shocking because we see the exact same thing happening every time we turn around in our own world today. Facts get stretched and manipulated into narratives that fit someone else's agenda or how society/social media catches wind of something and instead of helping matters it just perpetuates drama. It made it all feel so real and current, not like I was reading a book. Which ironically enough pulled me even more into the story.
The ending was wonderful and I couldn't have asked for more for these characters. Although the author managed to sneak in one more little heart-attack moment before the end and I questioned everything all over again. Talk about panic setting in - I was sweating bullets not even going to lie lol! By the time I was completely done my face was so sore from smiling and my eyes still burned from all the tears I shed but I couldn't have been happier. This duet will put you through so many emotions, keep you in the dark until the last minute, and make you bust out laughing one reaction right after the other. It is such a fun ride to go on because you never know how you're going to feel turning to the next page and yet somehow you don't mind that.
One last thing - I did feel the spice was hotter in this one and once you read it you'll understand why. There's something about discovering your desires with someone you love and trust and finding out unexpectedly that you enjoy things you never thought you would before. It just makes it a little steamier in my opinion. Not to mention the level of feelings involved which took their connection to the next level. Gah, I just love both of these characters so much and this man... he is literally perfect.
So don't hesitate on reading these books. It was for sure the best way to start my reading for the year.
I liked the second book of the Almost duet better than the first. The first book must be read prior though.
Ella has received a lot of hate for sticking by Oliver after he is accused of conspiracy to murder his brother. She has had protesters at her photography business and been ridiculed online, among other things.
I wasn't surprised by any of the plot twists, but it was still a good read.
Tropes: Friends to lovers, Amnesia Story: ⭐⭐⭐️⭐️ Heat factor:🌶🌶🌶 Enjoyment: 4/5 Series: Duet Cliffhanger: No Single POV 🆓️ on KU
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If Almost Him by S.M.Shade was an emotional rollercoaster, Almost Us is on a whole new level. This was one unputdownable read. It sucked me in from the first page, kept me glued to page till the very last word and gave me a serious case of book hangover.
You have to trust me and the author in this journey because I seriously don't know how to review it without spoilers. Just know that Ella will find her happily ever after. Who, how, why...all questions will be answered but in due time. Poor Ella..she was taken through a raw journey of heartache, secrets, twists, pain and finally...happiness. This one has a great romantic suspense element. It was much better paced than first book. You won't be able to stop once you start. I did guess the big shocking twist at the initial stage of the book but the way everything got unfolded was so amazing. Just know nothing is what it looks like.
Angsty and full of twists this story will pull you in all kinds of directions and keep your emotions running high!
Ella and Alden's hearts were on each other's radar since childhood. The inevitability of their love was clear from the start but not without its share of hurdles, theirs was not an easy fate. As Alden rebelled and struggled Ella seemed to always find a way to bring him the peace he needed. This couple's interactions were emotional and heartfelt. The involvement of the other characters in this work with Ella and Alden fleshed this story out giving it dimension. The devotion and caring this pair had for each other was monumental and its intensity was felt throughout this work. There were times when things felt predictable in this story but at no point ever were this book not absorbing!
S.M. Shade's writing is enveloping. From this author's opening sentence to their last word they know how to not only capture their audience but keep it. With well-devised twists that often lead to earth shattering revelations they are always one step ahead of their readers. Hold onto your seats S.M. Shade's Almost Duet starts the year off for an invigorating unforgettable ride!
*I was given an advanced copy. All opinions expressed are my own.* *This story is in two parts, ending in a cliffhanger in book one, readers should read book one first*
I just had another what the f…moment with this book. I thought the ending for book one was a twist but then we get another one and my head was totally blown. Although I did have small moments of doubt at times, I just didn’t realized that it would really happen. I was a little disappointed about one of the twist because I really wanted to know if he really did do it but I’m happy that we did get a HEA.
This book!!!!!!! Right when you think you know what’s going on, another curve ball gets thrown at you. Is it him, is it his twin??? We will never really know and that’s what the authors wanted. She wanted you to decide on your own which brother survived. Although I usually hate books that leave you guessing, this book was perfect to end the way it did.
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This is a review of the FULL DUET so stop here if you haven’t read it all yet.
Almost Him / Almost Us by SM Shade
Ok…how can I convince you to read this without spoilers? Lol.
If you do not want to go in blind, here is what I knew going in: I received a copy of this duet as part of a promo tour. The trope listed were: angsty, friends-to-lovers, second chance. The triggers were: alcohol, drugs, d3@th, illegal fights. Immediately I was like yes I will love this.
Ok now take whatever you’re imagining and throw it in the trash bc this ain’t it 😅😅 This was well written, especially for such short books that never felt rushed with so many things crammed in. It was emotional. I always felt connected to each character. It was UNEXPECTED. Like never in a million years would I have guessed a single thing that happened just from the description alone lol. I cried. I laughed. I said WHAT THE FUCK out loud so many times my husband thought there was an actual emergency alert on my phone. No, just this effing book. 10 ⭐️ I loved it loved it.
If you need books to compare it to…. I really hate to even give you this much of a hint but…. SPOILER FOR THE VIBES BELOW…. . . . . . I would say there are elements and/or emotions/vibes of Devils Playground by Ashley Jade, Transcend/Epoch by Jewel E Ann, Ravenhood by Kate Stewart (don’t let this one scare you off lol). I can’t think of other ones off the top of my head just know this is a plot driven book with great characters. Maybe a little love triangle. It’s a lot of things. It starts off as one thing and by the time you’ve finish, it was something else entirely. In the best way.
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I stink at writing reviews so stay with me guys. Books 1&2 are both fast-paced. There wasn't a lot of unnecessary fluff to fill up pages which is a plus. I would rate this duet 3.6 to 4 stars but went with 5 stars because of one reason.
My 5 star reason: SPOILER ALERT. I'm left with an IDK instead of an I knew it. Both books followed a very predictable story line. I wasn't surprised by the plot twists because they were a natural progression. I expected them. What I wasn't expecting was freaking chapter 17 to come in and mess with my head.
"Alden", El, and the lawyer are trying to find medical records to prove that Oliver is really Alden, and it was all a big mistake. However El and "Alden" couldn't seem to find anything to prove it except for a rabies vaccination Alden had gotten. "Alden" has amnesia...(but does he?) And El somehow forgets the only medical record that'll prove if Oliver is really Alden. So Alden obtained a lawyer for DNA testing to determine paternity when his ex booty call was pregnant claiming she was carrying his baby. Now El was the one who told him it was possible. Identical twins don't actually share identical DNA and the paternity lab would still have Aldens DNA on file. Let's not forget that El forgot this fact even though it was less than 2 years prior. So they went with a rabies vaccine thinking Oliver never received one. Only we learn he did get one while out of the country.
It's possible that Oliver had thought of everything to get the girl. From ensuring they both got vaccinated for rabies, amnesia, remembering just enough to pass as Alden, and it was implied Oliver had been able to take on Alden's mannerisms before, so it's possible that Tori was correct about Oliver faking being Alden to get out of murder charges. Why else at the very end when El explains "Alden" doesn't remember a lot of their moments together. Perhaps it's because Alden never told Oliver those moments.
It's clear Oliver was really good at hiding. How else do you work with your twin daily, but never talk about important events in your life?
So I give it 5 stars because it's possible that Alden is alive AND it's possible that Oliver had it all planned and Alden did in fact die and Oliver took his identity.
💫4.25 STARS💫 This book, Part 2 of this emotional second chance romance duet begins after a 𝐌𝐀𝐉𝐎𝐑 cliffhanger in book 1. It’s full of emotions, very unexpected events and there’s big consequences. I’m going to be vague because I don’t want to spoil anyone’s enjoyment. There are so many things I can’t say. There are things people assume about this duet and a lot of them are mistaken. I’d advise you to stay away from spoilers. 𝐈𝐟, you enjoy unique stories and are open minded with fiction this is a fantastic story for you. 𝐈𝐟, you want something a bit different that pulls your heart and mind around this is for you. I loved so many aspects of this story, I was so happy the story *went* certain places. It’s 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲, it’s really emotional and full of so much mixed feelings for the characters themselves. There’s confusion, grief and 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. There’s steam, chemistry and really HOT, sexy scenes. I guessed some 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬, I’m not sure that the author didn’t expect that. If you’re paying attention the clues are there. Whether you want to look for the clues or just enjoy the ride is up to you. I loved this even more than the first book. I fell in love with the characters and their 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐜 𝐣𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐲. What an a entertaining, interesting and heartfelt story. I really enjoyed this tumultuous and beautiful story.
I am not quite sure what to think at the end of this duet…
So he could still be Oliver?? I guess we are to really think it’s Alden because of his memories and the connection between them too. But the big reveal at the end reminded me of Verity by Colleen Hoover and made me think we are supposed to wonder if it could really be Oliver the entire time.
I had very mixed feelings through a lot of this duet and kind of just felt ehhh about it. The ending would have really messed me up had it been Oliver the whole time and would have made a heck of a twist and thriller if he had been able to pull off such a switch.
I felt VERY torn on how to rate this book. I will always wonder the answer to the question that lingers in the end. I like that the ending was different than most books you read, but ugh. Hard to not know the definite answer.
I guess the hardest part is accepting Ella knew he possibly was Oliver and was lying and that HE, OLIVER, was responsible for the death of Aldean if it wasn’t truly him! How could she want her happy ending more than wanting justice for the love of her life!? I just can’t really wrap my head around that.
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"I've learned that everyone is damaged. Everyone is struggling. Most of us just distract ourselves from it."
When book 1 ended on that cliffhanger, I was so glad that I had book 2 already. I only gave this one 4.5 stars because I saw the plot twist coming. It was a bit obvious to me, but that doesn't mean I didn't like the book! I really did like it.
Like book 1, this one is also an emotional rollercoaster, so get strapped in and ready to ride. Book 1 absolutely rips your heart out, but this one puts it back together. Though I still have a question or two that I need answered!
Thank you to The Smuthood and S.M. Shade for letting me be a part of this tour.
Ok, listen… I don’t write reviews anymore, but I’m compelled to tell the world that you must read this story. Don’t read reviews or blurbs, avoid all spoilers. Just jump into this one blind, buckle up and enjoy the ride. Wow, this is my first experience with this author and they hooked me! I hope the rest of their work is this good. Read this duet, you won’t regret it!
I won’t lie, yes, I did correctly predict every single twist but this is still getting a five stars because of that one last twist at the end that wasn’t really a twist but I still hated for a second cause it almost gave me a heart attack. This duet is a pseudo love triangle because it was always Him, but the other guy got some face in the triangle in a roundabout way, so a love triangle it is. And no, that whole seeing your bride in a wedding dress is bad luck thing is still B.S.
First book had me in tears and eager to get on with the second book! Again, my emotions were all over and the ride was great! SM Shade is one of my favorite authors for a reason. Once you think you know, turns out you don't! Don't miss out - read this duet!!! You won't regret it!
“How I feel about you is the only thing I know is right.”
It’s not every day that a romance comes along and wows you, owning your body, mind, heart, and soul as you become the book you’re reading. Almost Us is brilliant, broken, and beautiful … it blew me away!!! This love story full of heartbreak and healing pulled me into its powerful and suspense-pulling prose where I felt every word and everything, my emotions surging like a storm. I was transported to a close-knit Indiana cul-de-sac, and a crew of family and friends that became a part of me, as I lived and breathed the characters S.M. Shade so seamlessly and stunningly brings to life.
Oh my did the last story leave readers in a whirlwind of a shocker of an ending. If you’re a desperate reader like me, you not only wanted but needed Almost Us, the sequel to this heart-pounding duet. I fell hard for this coming of age romance where two soulmates must battle the past and perception before they can become one. I could feel the hero and heroines’ undeniable connection and chemistry through the pages in this all-the-feels tale threaded with friendship, fate, and forever love.
Almost Us is a heart-hitting, soul-searing, roller coaster of romance that will make your emotions fly as you fall for the hero, heroine and their spellbinding love story. I fell fast in love with this duet that’s heartbreakingly beautiful and brilliantly told. This must-read romance full of friendship, fire, and forever love is special … extraordinary … unexpected … and unputdownable … it’s everything!
I must bestow all the kisses to this top 2023 must-read romance for all the feels lovers.