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Thank you to the author for giving me a digital ARC in exchange for an honest review!
Rating:
4⭐️
TWs:
Autistic meltdowns from the perspective of 1st POV MC, attack of a dog by other dogs, mentions of child abuse/domestic violence, mentions of drug and alcohol abuse
Synopsis:
He's all about change. She's not.
Senior year-not the biggest deal in the world, right? Except that it is, because everything is changing. Most seniors worry about their dates for school dances, soaking up final memories with friends, and planning life after graduation. Seventeen-year-old Dinah Finaylson has other worries, like students brushing against her and her autism service dog, Higgins; like winning board game matches in the disability classroom; and like opening up to a new student, Maverick Wright.
Maverick asks too many strange questions and Dinah is scared of everything that could go wrong by letting this mysterious guy become part of her routine. That is, until he becomes her first best friend. But the moment Dinah makes Maverick part of her schedule, he disappears, changing everything in Dinah's life and sending her into a downward spiral. Was the risk of letting change enter her life worth it? Now that senior year is ruined forever, Dinah can't possibly imagine braving the halls of high school for one more day, let alone finishing senior year-or can she?
Review:
I feel that I went into this book with the wrong expectations. I was expecting a romance with some autistics (and service dog!) representation, whereas it was more of a story about autism and service dogs with some romance in it. For this reason, I feel that my rating was lowered than what it would typically be and I intend to read this book again in the future, and adjust my rating/review.
With that being said, this was an emotional and relatable coming-of-age story about an autistic seventeen-year-old girl, Dinah. She goes through many ups-and-downs, including making new friends, her friend leaving her, having to get a new aide, as her old aide is moving away, her service dog being attacked, graduating high school, being in her first romantic relationship, etc. We get to go on a journey with Dinah, watching how she handled the endless changes that seem to dump into her lap suddenly and we get to watch her grow as a person.
Overall, I really enjoyed this book. I could relate to a lot of the struggles Dinah faced, and I love how she was given the support to get through all of those struggles. I could really empathize with her.
The only negative to this book that I could think of (and why my score isn't quite 5⭐️) is that there are certain times where I feel that Dinah is infantilized and it isn't ever resolved. For example, there is a scene where they are trying to push Dinah to take a shower, despite the fact that she would prefer a bath. I feel that, were she a neurotypical 17-year-old, she would have just been allowed to take a bath instead, no questions asked. Or a time where she states she wants to play video games, and told no because "that's a reward." Again, if she was a neurotypical 17-year-old, I feel that she would have been allowed to just play video games. This could be nit-picky of me, though.