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SPEAKING OUT!: My Life under and Escape from Satanic Ritual Abuse
Chantal Frei (pseudonym) who grew up in the French-speaking part of Switzerland, was only six years old when Satanists decided to make her into a Mother of Darkness. At that time, she had already survived massive torture – which was the reason why the cult considered her to be strong, smart, and intelligent enough to be trained by the Illuminati.
Today, Chantal Frei is able to speak out about her experiences as a survivor of satanic ritual abuse, spiritual abuse, and mind control in order to help others by providing insight and knowledge. The information provided in this book is by far not complete as the author can only share what she herself has experienced and understood. She "More and more I realize, that with my book, I can only scratch the surface of this topic." Nonetheless, her personal account is unique and important. Chantal Frei is the first survivor with a German-speaking background who has been this deep in the inner circle of the Illuminati and has mustered enough courage to speak out about it. During cruel rituals, she met with heads of state, nobles, and celebrities. Therefore, she was taken to well-known places – such as the White House and a famous Spanish basilica – but also got into secret military facilities and a remote castle in Belgium. These places and people, some of which are also mentioned by other survivors, illustrate the terrifying extent of an abysmally dark phenomenon known as ritual abuse.
Chantal Frei wants to help bring light into this darkness.
Today, Chantal Frei is able to speak out about her experiences as a survivor of satanic ritual abuse, spiritual abuse, and mind control in order to help others by providing insight and knowledge. The information provided in this book is by far not complete as the author can only share what she herself has experienced and understood. She "More and more I realize, that with my book, I can only scratch the surface of this topic." Nonetheless, her personal account is unique and important. Chantal Frei is the first survivor with a German-speaking background who has been this deep in the inner circle of the Illuminati and has mustered enough courage to speak out about it. During cruel rituals, she met with heads of state, nobles, and celebrities. Therefore, she was taken to well-known places – such as the White House and a famous Spanish basilica – but also got into secret military facilities and a remote castle in Belgium. These places and people, some of which are also mentioned by other survivors, illustrate the terrifying extent of an abysmally dark phenomenon known as ritual abuse.
Chantal Frei wants to help bring light into this darkness.
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Published July 5, 2022
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September 10, 2025
Very useful insight into the inner dynamics of regional, national and internationally connected cults. Originally written in German, so some of the writing reflects that. Some pretty wild testimony in here, despite no names being explicitly given. Incredibly interesting to see how the same themes come up again and again from independent survivors of mind control and satanic ritual abuse.
Chantal has also been interviewed by Anneke Lucas. I recommend listening to that conversation as one will be able to ascertain who some of the unnamed figures in her book really are. Cough cough… Jimmy Savile’s close friend Margaret Thatcher is one that comes to mind - yikes.
Chantal has also been interviewed by Anneke Lucas. I recommend listening to that conversation as one will be able to ascertain who some of the unnamed figures in her book really are. Cough cough… Jimmy Savile’s close friend Margaret Thatcher is one that comes to mind - yikes.
February 18, 2025
I came to this book via the interview Chantal Frei did with SRA survivor Anneke Lucas.
To say it is a harrowing book is an understatement. I kept thinking of that Bible story about Jesus sitting with the devil for three days and I presume nights resisting every temptation on offer, for make no mistake, the participants in this heinous cult are in it for the goodies: the money, the power, the homes, the positions and ultimately, the network. That the network holds incriminating footage of people participating in the most hideous and frankly, mind-numbing evil, is their guarantee of both loyalty and silence...and advance.
I was tempted again and again to close the book and pretend it was just some nightmare fantasy in the mind of the author but something kept nagging at me to read on and join the dots if there were any and ultimately I did see a pattern of abuse that resonated with my own experience in a world addicted to the most insidious forms of control.
Daily we are subjected to images of genocide and violence on mainstream news, the content disturbing and triggering.
Daily we are ambushed by social media accounts of torture and murder and an alarming redistribution of wealth and resources and opportunities to the elite and/or the well-connected. Opportunities are stripped from the worthy and handed out like bonbons to the chosen few.
As I read on I became aware of the clandestine way the cult organises itself and hides in plain sight and I realised that we, the general public, are also victims of abuse of a satanic and monstrous kind. Genocide is normalised and people of colour, the LGBTQ community, women (Karens) and Muslims are demonised and stripped of equal opportunities to participate in the decision-making processes that stream to the elite and glut the coffers of the wealthy globally. Obviously there are exceptions but as a general rule we are being taught to passively acquiesce to violations of an obscene nature against the most vulnerable threads in the fabric of humanity.
When government funding is given to Sport rather than Science or Art, to the Military ahead of the environment, to bail out banks rather than provide welfare, to enrich the Oligarchs over the proletariat you know you are the victim of Satanic abuse at a societal level and you know you are being silenced by a little bit of bread and amphitheatres worth of circuses in the form of troglodyte male-oriented sports, preferably with a bit of blood and horn-locking thrown in.
The reality is that these clandestine cults that serve the few at the expense of the many have existed for hundreds if not thousands of years. When sacrificing virgins was built into a system of harvest assurance and demonstrating loyalty to a psychopathic deity it was out in the open and culturally accepted. But when human and animal sacrifice became politically incorrect the practise went underground. Hard to believe that there are sadists extant in our societies who honestly love the taste, smell and letting of innocent blood and when such practices are reconstructed between the covers of a slim volume of tortured recall on the part of one brave woman we are cushioned by a literary buffer zone but when we strip away the veil of insouciance and brainwashing and see that these practises of sadistic sacrifice are being carried out in plain sight by the military of every flag worldwide and sanctioned by the elite and the unelected we are lacerated and forced to speak up if we dare. It is incumbent upon all of us to speak up and raise the consciousness of humanity so that all can enjoy psychological freedom from the kind of state oppression that numbs us into complicity and fosters an atmosphere of malevolent greed that gives rise to these secret societies who play Russian roulette with the economy and the borders whilst silencing the participants with acts of cruelty so barbaric they are forever stained with shame and complicity.
And don't imagine your elected officials are not visiting Epstein Island or Chateau des Amerois. According to Chantal Frei they have been participants in this filth for decades. If the ordinary person was freed of the anxiety of survival and allowed to expand into autonomy over their own soul contract the oppressors and purveyors of abuse whose gifts are limited by a lack of creative inspiration and genuine faith would be forced to occupy the appropriate lower rung of the social ladder. But while humanity is kept in a state of distraction by poverty and medicated by sport and celebrity worship and hobbled spiritually by simplistic punitive religion that pretends bias and favouritism we will not benefit from connection with the benevolent Divinity that imposes individual responsibility and facilitates personal power.
As Chantal Frei began to reclaim autonomy over her soul she made a startling discovery: "If you can't live with people reacting negatively when you say "NO" you are open to manipulation."
She cautions us not to worship the faux hierarchy of Royals, Celebrities, Politicians and the Oligarchy whose temporal power is both nepotistic and unearned. Frei also points out that victims often become perpetrators but adds that there is always the component of free will and each victim can make a choice not to become a perpetrator. For those willing to take the easy road and turn a blind eye to the corpses beneath the tar there is always an opening in the cult because the vainglorious and deluded upper echelon are in need of lackeys and drones.
Speaking Out is not a comfortable book. It asks too many difficult questions and provides too few answers so I cannot recommend this to anyone who is easily triggered by child abuse or child sacrifice or the raw footage of people whose souls are so forfeit to evil that light will only penetrate through exhumation after a millennium incarceration in the grave. I do not consider the soulless monsters who people the Satanic cults extant globally and sanctioned by robes of blackmail fit for office or human connection and yet, many of these horned aberrations occupy the very highest offices on earth.
Recommended only if you are ready to face the very darkest corner of the collective human soul.
To say it is a harrowing book is an understatement. I kept thinking of that Bible story about Jesus sitting with the devil for three days and I presume nights resisting every temptation on offer, for make no mistake, the participants in this heinous cult are in it for the goodies: the money, the power, the homes, the positions and ultimately, the network. That the network holds incriminating footage of people participating in the most hideous and frankly, mind-numbing evil, is their guarantee of both loyalty and silence...and advance.
I was tempted again and again to close the book and pretend it was just some nightmare fantasy in the mind of the author but something kept nagging at me to read on and join the dots if there were any and ultimately I did see a pattern of abuse that resonated with my own experience in a world addicted to the most insidious forms of control.
Daily we are subjected to images of genocide and violence on mainstream news, the content disturbing and triggering.
Daily we are ambushed by social media accounts of torture and murder and an alarming redistribution of wealth and resources and opportunities to the elite and/or the well-connected. Opportunities are stripped from the worthy and handed out like bonbons to the chosen few.
As I read on I became aware of the clandestine way the cult organises itself and hides in plain sight and I realised that we, the general public, are also victims of abuse of a satanic and monstrous kind. Genocide is normalised and people of colour, the LGBTQ community, women (Karens) and Muslims are demonised and stripped of equal opportunities to participate in the decision-making processes that stream to the elite and glut the coffers of the wealthy globally. Obviously there are exceptions but as a general rule we are being taught to passively acquiesce to violations of an obscene nature against the most vulnerable threads in the fabric of humanity.
When government funding is given to Sport rather than Science or Art, to the Military ahead of the environment, to bail out banks rather than provide welfare, to enrich the Oligarchs over the proletariat you know you are the victim of Satanic abuse at a societal level and you know you are being silenced by a little bit of bread and amphitheatres worth of circuses in the form of troglodyte male-oriented sports, preferably with a bit of blood and horn-locking thrown in.
The reality is that these clandestine cults that serve the few at the expense of the many have existed for hundreds if not thousands of years. When sacrificing virgins was built into a system of harvest assurance and demonstrating loyalty to a psychopathic deity it was out in the open and culturally accepted. But when human and animal sacrifice became politically incorrect the practise went underground. Hard to believe that there are sadists extant in our societies who honestly love the taste, smell and letting of innocent blood and when such practices are reconstructed between the covers of a slim volume of tortured recall on the part of one brave woman we are cushioned by a literary buffer zone but when we strip away the veil of insouciance and brainwashing and see that these practises of sadistic sacrifice are being carried out in plain sight by the military of every flag worldwide and sanctioned by the elite and the unelected we are lacerated and forced to speak up if we dare. It is incumbent upon all of us to speak up and raise the consciousness of humanity so that all can enjoy psychological freedom from the kind of state oppression that numbs us into complicity and fosters an atmosphere of malevolent greed that gives rise to these secret societies who play Russian roulette with the economy and the borders whilst silencing the participants with acts of cruelty so barbaric they are forever stained with shame and complicity.
And don't imagine your elected officials are not visiting Epstein Island or Chateau des Amerois. According to Chantal Frei they have been participants in this filth for decades. If the ordinary person was freed of the anxiety of survival and allowed to expand into autonomy over their own soul contract the oppressors and purveyors of abuse whose gifts are limited by a lack of creative inspiration and genuine faith would be forced to occupy the appropriate lower rung of the social ladder. But while humanity is kept in a state of distraction by poverty and medicated by sport and celebrity worship and hobbled spiritually by simplistic punitive religion that pretends bias and favouritism we will not benefit from connection with the benevolent Divinity that imposes individual responsibility and facilitates personal power.
As Chantal Frei began to reclaim autonomy over her soul she made a startling discovery: "If you can't live with people reacting negatively when you say "NO" you are open to manipulation."
She cautions us not to worship the faux hierarchy of Royals, Celebrities, Politicians and the Oligarchy whose temporal power is both nepotistic and unearned. Frei also points out that victims often become perpetrators but adds that there is always the component of free will and each victim can make a choice not to become a perpetrator. For those willing to take the easy road and turn a blind eye to the corpses beneath the tar there is always an opening in the cult because the vainglorious and deluded upper echelon are in need of lackeys and drones.
Speaking Out is not a comfortable book. It asks too many difficult questions and provides too few answers so I cannot recommend this to anyone who is easily triggered by child abuse or child sacrifice or the raw footage of people whose souls are so forfeit to evil that light will only penetrate through exhumation after a millennium incarceration in the grave. I do not consider the soulless monsters who people the Satanic cults extant globally and sanctioned by robes of blackmail fit for office or human connection and yet, many of these horned aberrations occupy the very highest offices on earth.
Recommended only if you are ready to face the very darkest corner of the collective human soul.
January 10, 2026
Great book on SRA. It is difficult to read at times but it provides a lot of insight into a world that people don't believe exists. Check out her interview with Anneke Lucas
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