Content Warnings: infertility trauma, loss of a child (stillbirth), sexual assault, domestic violence (physical and mental), classism, drug abuse, suicide attempt
Going into this book, I had a pretty clear image of what it would be, and I was completely right until the end, at which point… This book was honestly a little bizarre for me (but still ultimately an enjoyable read, despite the rough topics being covered).
Grace is the story of Amelia and Michelle, two women who at a surface level would appear completely different. Michelle has just given birth to baby Grace, and is set on giving her up for adoption, recognising that she is not fit to care for a child alone, and with serious misgivings about social service intervention, based on her personal experiences in care. Amelia and her husband have been dealing with infertility, something with which Amelia, who longs to be a mother, is particularly struggling. Amelia and Piers, her husband, become Grace's prospective adoptive parents on a fostering to adopt basis. The novel follows both women as Michelle decides ultimately to contest Grace's adoption.
I liked a lot about this novel. Amelia and Michelle - particularly Michelle - were very well written and developed characters. Neither of them were villainised by the narrative, and I really found myself very invested in them and their stories. As a very character focused book, this was a real selling point. I got so invested in Michelle in particular - even shed a couple tears with her towards the end of the book.
However, I did feel there were a lot of missed opportunities here. The book never explores why Michelle decided against an abortion, which I think could have really added to the discussion the book is trying to have. I also wished the author had done more research into how adoptees feel about adoption and incorporated that into the story. I understand that Grace is a baby here, and Michelle and Amelia are the protagonists, but the emphasis is very heavily on adoption as a means for Amelia to achieve parenthood, not necessarily as doing what is best for a child. I wished that had been a little more nuanced.
The main thing with this novel though, is how absolutely mad I feel like it went towards the 70% mark. Out of nowhere in this story which seems very grounded in reality, everything starts to get a bit soap opera-y, with LOADS of new, absolutely wild information being dropped. The novel's structure swaps between Amelia and Michelle's POVs, and towards the end I really felt like I was reading two totally different books - one a gritty courtroom drama, and the other a telenovela. I stayed invested in both stories (admittedly Michelle's more so) but it did catch me a little off guard and felt a bit weird and off from how grounded the story was for the first half of the book. Also, I hate Piers with everything in me.
All in all, this was a perfectly fine read. It's disjointed nature towards the end put me off a little, but it wasn't a bad book by any means. The ending really made me smile.
Thanks to NetGalley, the publisher, and Victoria Scott for the ARC of Grace.