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Love You Always.
After suffering a heartbreaking tragedy, nursing graduate Bailee moves away to start over, trying to fill the void in her heart with a man. But when she finds herself battered and bruised, Bailee is determined to take charge of her life. Along comes Ben, a hot and charming police officer looking to keep things casual after his divorce. But when he meets the dazzlingly witty and charming Bailee, all bets are off. Ben must find a way to help Bailee get past her fears and learn to trust in the possibility of love again. Can their fantasy become a reality or will Bailee's insecurities keep them from taking the plunge?
"The perfect blend of sadness, sensuality, spice, and even humor that will have you laughing, crying, and swooning all at the same time." A.
"The perfect blend of sadness, sensuality, spice, and even humor that will have you laughing, crying, and swooning all at the same time." A.
458 pages, Kindle Edition
Published September 23, 2022
About the author
Ajay Howarth
13 books36 followersI am a 36-year-old Australian author with a deep passion for reading and writing. I am particularly fascinated by human psychology and delving into the forbidden desires of the heart and mind through my written works. As a self-published author, I embrace a multitude of responsibilities. From the initial stages of writing and editing to the intricate tasks of cover design, uploading, marketing, and soon expanding and distributing. My ultimate goal is to create stories that not only leave readers feeling satisfied but also leave them hungry for more.
I am thrilled by the progress I have achieved thus far in my journey as an author. Each step forward brings me closer to fulfilling my aspirations. The satisfaction of having complete control over my work is unparalleled, allowing me to explore my creativity and connect with readers on a deeper level. As I continue on this literary path, I eagerly await the challenges and triumphs that lie ahead. With each new story I write, I aim to push the boundaries of imagination and touch the hearts and minds of readers around the world. My journey as an author is a lifelong commitment, and I am excited to see where it will lead me.
Writing has been a lifelong passion for me, rooted in my early days of reading and crafting whimsical tales during my childhood. I even had the joy of receiving a few accolades for my literary endeavours. During my teenage years, my creative expression took the form of poetry, a medium that allowed me to delve into my complicated emotions and explore the depths of my soul during hard times. However, as life unfolded, life got busy. Really busy. My focus shifted towards pursuing my dreams of becoming a chef and a nanny. The demands and responsibilities of these pursuits consumed my time and energy, leaving little room for writing. It seemed like I had put my literary aspirations on hold indefinitely.
However, in 2022, after finding myself in a dark place, I rediscovered my passion for writing. The idea for a book had been lingering in my mind for years, and it finally took shape as Love You Always. Once I started writing, I became consumed by it, and it became a lifeline for me. Surprisingly, it took me only three months to complete my first manuscript. Buoyed by this accomplishment, I began working on the second book in the series, titled I Do Always. During this time, I also realised the importance of seeking help for my mental health. Proactively addressing my well-being improved my overall state of mind. As a result, I felt better and more motivated to continue pursuing my writing career. Fast forward to the present, two years later, and I have successfully published four books. The joy and fulfillment I derive from writing has propelled me forward, and I am excited about the many ideas I have for future projects. The journey of writing has not only saved my life, but also opened up a world of possibilities for me.
I am thrilled by the progress I have achieved thus far in my journey as an author. Each step forward brings me closer to fulfilling my aspirations. The satisfaction of having complete control over my work is unparalleled, allowing me to explore my creativity and connect with readers on a deeper level. As I continue on this literary path, I eagerly await the challenges and triumphs that lie ahead. With each new story I write, I aim to push the boundaries of imagination and touch the hearts and minds of readers around the world. My journey as an author is a lifelong commitment, and I am excited to see where it will lead me.
Writing has been a lifelong passion for me, rooted in my early days of reading and crafting whimsical tales during my childhood. I even had the joy of receiving a few accolades for my literary endeavours. During my teenage years, my creative expression took the form of poetry, a medium that allowed me to delve into my complicated emotions and explore the depths of my soul during hard times. However, as life unfolded, life got busy. Really busy. My focus shifted towards pursuing my dreams of becoming a chef and a nanny. The demands and responsibilities of these pursuits consumed my time and energy, leaving little room for writing. It seemed like I had put my literary aspirations on hold indefinitely.
However, in 2022, after finding myself in a dark place, I rediscovered my passion for writing. The idea for a book had been lingering in my mind for years, and it finally took shape as Love You Always. Once I started writing, I became consumed by it, and it became a lifeline for me. Surprisingly, it took me only three months to complete my first manuscript. Buoyed by this accomplishment, I began working on the second book in the series, titled I Do Always. During this time, I also realised the importance of seeking help for my mental health. Proactively addressing my well-being improved my overall state of mind. As a result, I felt better and more motivated to continue pursuing my writing career. Fast forward to the present, two years later, and I have successfully published four books. The joy and fulfillment I derive from writing has propelled me forward, and I am excited about the many ideas I have for future projects. The journey of writing has not only saved my life, but also opened up a world of possibilities for me.
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September 26, 2023
From abuse to affection
Not my usual book choice but one I enjoyed despite the harrowing scenes of abuse. To see a relationship blossom after that is heartening and sends a positive message to those in such situations. Love can be found, even after trauma.
Not my usual book choice but one I enjoyed despite the harrowing scenes of abuse. To see a relationship blossom after that is heartening and sends a positive message to those in such situations. Love can be found, even after trauma.
June 4, 2025
Heartbreakingly sweet!
Ajay has crafted a beautiful tale of second chance love and romance. After Bailey is almost destroyed by a horrible abusive relationship. She has to start over and maybe find a way out of her grief.
Ben is there to love and support and allow her to be herself.
I look forward to book 2
Ajay has crafted a beautiful tale of second chance love and romance. After Bailey is almost destroyed by a horrible abusive relationship. She has to start over and maybe find a way out of her grief.
Ben is there to love and support and allow her to be herself.
I look forward to book 2
March 8, 2024
Worth The Read
This books starts with a bang, and you dive straight into Bailee's struggles. She's lost her best friend and just left a horrific relationship.
And then she meets sweet, sweet Ben. I have to say, I am a sucker for a really good cinnamon roll.
The rest of the story is about them learning how to be together, a lesson in patience and love. It's heartwarming despite Bailee's darker struggles.
I'm looking forward to reading the next installment, but it may be a bit, because if there is a downside to this book, it's that it is a long one, with a lot of parts that, while entertaining and relevant, aren't necessary for the plot.
This books starts with a bang, and you dive straight into Bailee's struggles. She's lost her best friend and just left a horrific relationship.
And then she meets sweet, sweet Ben. I have to say, I am a sucker for a really good cinnamon roll.
The rest of the story is about them learning how to be together, a lesson in patience and love. It's heartwarming despite Bailee's darker struggles.
I'm looking forward to reading the next installment, but it may be a bit, because if there is a downside to this book, it's that it is a long one, with a lot of parts that, while entertaining and relevant, aren't necessary for the plot.
March 14, 2024
A lovely romantic story, with much of it being told in texts between the two main characters, Bailee and Ben, providing an unusual aspect. As Bailee struggles with the death of her best friend and putting an abusive relationship behind her, the last thing she is looking for is a new partner. However, she soon finds herself falling in love with the new man in her life. An enjoyable, easy read with plenty of steamy scenes.
May 30, 2023
This is a great book for anyone who loves spice and reading about a relationship over time as it grows. It is a slow burn, then bam! Here comes the spice. You will also enjoy it if you are a foodie because this couple loves to eat !
April 20, 2025
I found this author by chance and as the blurb intrigued me, I wanted to give it a read.
The only negative I had reading this was that I found it quite long, and at times it got repetitive. This by no means meant it was a bad book or badly written, this is simply personal preference (I enjoy shorter books).
The author created a great character, I adored Ben and I was invested in his story and I really wanted to see how it all worked out in the end. The author created characters you wanted to cheer for and get a happy ending!
I love the cover.
I thought the texting was great, fun and flirty.
It was refreshing to read something different. I read a lot of paranormal romance and thriller. This was a lot of day to day, making it a read you could relate to as many of us have a routine and do similar things. It also included some great food which I want to try!
This is perfect for those that like longer reads and it explores subjects such as sexism, anxiety, DV, loss, grief, finding yourself, favouritism, disconnecting with family, and finding new love. It was done very well.
Overall, it is well worth a read and I would read more from this author.
The only negative I had reading this was that I found it quite long, and at times it got repetitive. This by no means meant it was a bad book or badly written, this is simply personal preference (I enjoy shorter books).
The author created a great character, I adored Ben and I was invested in his story and I really wanted to see how it all worked out in the end. The author created characters you wanted to cheer for and get a happy ending!
I love the cover.
I thought the texting was great, fun and flirty.
It was refreshing to read something different. I read a lot of paranormal romance and thriller. This was a lot of day to day, making it a read you could relate to as many of us have a routine and do similar things. It also included some great food which I want to try!
This is perfect for those that like longer reads and it explores subjects such as sexism, anxiety, DV, loss, grief, finding yourself, favouritism, disconnecting with family, and finding new love. It was done very well.
Overall, it is well worth a read and I would read more from this author.
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October 11, 2025
Firstly I love supporting fellow Aussie authors. Secondly, its even more exciting when you have things in common such as a love for depicting complex human relationships and a wee bit of shock factor and spice thrown in!
I devoured Love You Always by Ajay Howarth on a lazy Sunday as once I started I had to keep going. Bailee is the MC who has been through a lot of late and unfortunately is not immune to life's tragedies. Bailee has lost her best friend and escaped a DV relationship.
The story does have scenes that arent for the faint hearted but they depict the realities of domestic violence and the darker side of passion that trauma experiences can bring. Deliciously juicy with a satisfying end given Bailee meets her knight in shining armour who finally brings her hope and joy.
I devoured Love You Always by Ajay Howarth on a lazy Sunday as once I started I had to keep going. Bailee is the MC who has been through a lot of late and unfortunately is not immune to life's tragedies. Bailee has lost her best friend and escaped a DV relationship.
The story does have scenes that arent for the faint hearted but they depict the realities of domestic violence and the darker side of passion that trauma experiences can bring. Deliciously juicy with a satisfying end given Bailee meets her knight in shining armour who finally brings her hope and joy.
May 22, 2025
Love You Always, by Ajay Howarth.
This book is not my usual genre choice. Expect romance building into a steamy love affair.
The story begins with a terrifying car accident that leaves our female protagonist, Bailee, grieving the loss of her best friend who dies from her injuries.
Traumatised, and struggling to cope with an abusive boyfriend, Bailee finds the courage to leave him. She befriends Ben, a police officer. The story centres on the pair and their growing relationship.
Amid the repetitive love scenes there is an intriguing story of compassion and family bonds. Bailee has a plan and the desire to help homeless people live in safety and unity. She has the means to do so, but will she succeed?
A tender love story to warm your heart.
This book is not my usual genre choice. Expect romance building into a steamy love affair.
The story begins with a terrifying car accident that leaves our female protagonist, Bailee, grieving the loss of her best friend who dies from her injuries.
Traumatised, and struggling to cope with an abusive boyfriend, Bailee finds the courage to leave him. She befriends Ben, a police officer. The story centres on the pair and their growing relationship.
Amid the repetitive love scenes there is an intriguing story of compassion and family bonds. Bailee has a plan and the desire to help homeless people live in safety and unity. She has the means to do so, but will she succeed?
A tender love story to warm your heart.
January 27, 2026
The Hope of a Blossoming Relationship
I came away from reading Love You Always with a gratifying feeling of hopefulness. This is a straightforward story of a developing relationship. Bailee brings the scars of her past to her relationship with Ben. The loss of her best friend and having escaped a physically and emotionally abusive relationship left her afraid to trust. I enjoyed Ben as a character, a down-to-earth good guy and just what Bailee needs whether she realizes it or not. It’s full of flirty text messages, a unique approach to dialog. I’m not one for steamy scenes, but those who like them will be pleased. I struggled to embrace Bailee as a character as she seemed a bit spoiled despite all her philanthropic measures. The story’s focus waned in parts, and the book could use some editing. In the end, this story will leave you feeling hopeful.
I came away from reading Love You Always with a gratifying feeling of hopefulness. This is a straightforward story of a developing relationship. Bailee brings the scars of her past to her relationship with Ben. The loss of her best friend and having escaped a physically and emotionally abusive relationship left her afraid to trust. I enjoyed Ben as a character, a down-to-earth good guy and just what Bailee needs whether she realizes it or not. It’s full of flirty text messages, a unique approach to dialog. I’m not one for steamy scenes, but those who like them will be pleased. I struggled to embrace Bailee as a character as she seemed a bit spoiled despite all her philanthropic measures. The story’s focus waned in parts, and the book could use some editing. In the end, this story will leave you feeling hopeful.
December 17, 2023
Satisfying “non- fluffy” Romance Read
The book follows the main character on her journey from the trauma of losing a close friend, through surviving an abusive relationship (trigger warning) and finally the tough task of letting go of the trauma and allowing the beauty and peace of love into her life. A well-written, tense, but satisfying read for lovers of explicitly erotic Romance – and so much more.
The book follows the main character on her journey from the trauma of losing a close friend, through surviving an abusive relationship (trigger warning) and finally the tough task of letting go of the trauma and allowing the beauty and peace of love into her life. A well-written, tense, but satisfying read for lovers of explicitly erotic Romance – and so much more.
May 15, 2024
This book was fire. I had some moments where the characters had me rolling my eyes, but what good book doesn’t have that? Bailee has a heart of gold and I can’t wait to watch her dreams al k fall into place. Ben is hilarious, their banter is the best! There’s no shortage of laughter from this book. Collin reminded me of my own father and that made the book the most bittersweet read I’ve had in a while. I’ve already added the next one to my TBR and can’t wait until I knock some off my list to get to it!
December 11, 2024
Love You Always was amazing. I loved Bailee and Ben. I love how he gives her space to be friends while she figures things out, and how their relationship progressed. I can't wait to find out what comes next!
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November 23, 2024easily main character relatable with well paced steam
easily relatable with well paced steam and a story that’ll have your rooting for her right from the get go!
easily relatable with well paced steam and a story that’ll have your rooting for her right from the get go!
March 13, 2025
Romance with trauma and the usual misunderstandings.
January 3, 2024
A Story of Healing & Love
Bailey is dealing with a lot and has to heal from the loss of her best friend. Not to mention holding on to an abusive relationship. Sometimes, the unexplainable has to happen to shake someone up so they can heal from the inside out.
Ben came into her life at a time when she needed a true friend and truly showed unconditional love. It was a beautiful story and I really enjoyed reading about it.
Bailey is dealing with a lot and has to heal from the loss of her best friend. Not to mention holding on to an abusive relationship. Sometimes, the unexplainable has to happen to shake someone up so they can heal from the inside out.
Ben came into her life at a time when she needed a true friend and truly showed unconditional love. It was a beautiful story and I really enjoyed reading about it.
April 8, 2023
This story revolves around the enduring relationship between Bailee and Ben, who tentatively become friends despite all the odds-having to deal with trust issues and demons from Bailee's past as she struggles to come to terms with the tragic death of her close friend Isabelle and then her subsequent toxic relationship with Ryan, a drug addict who repeatedly abused her physically and mentally. Over time Bailee eventually opens up to the ever-patient Ben who slowly gains her trust and draws her into his world until a heated altercation between Bailee, Ben's sister, and his ex-girlfriend threatens to force the couple apart. Bailee's thoughts of a happy ending are dashed as she gives in to her insecurities. The banter between the two main characters was witty and engaging. Ben's unconditional love for Baille was touching and endearing. The plot is well-crafted, and the pacing is excellent. The author did a fine job building the sexual tension and keeping the story alive until the end. The book highlights -the author's character development of Bailee and how she portrays her relationship with Ben in such a heartfelt and complex way—well done.
March 27, 2023
Loved this book
I was cheering for Bailey every step of the way. She experienced a huge loss with the unexpected death of her BFF. Then, to make things worse, she ended up in an abusive relationship that she knew she should have left a while ago. With so many bad experiences, it is to be expected that she is hesitant to jump into a relationship with Ben.
I loved that Ben was so patient with her. I loved that the author showed that healing is a rollercoaster ride. It has its ups and downs. Ben was 100% by her side through the entirety.
I'm happy Bailey got got her HEA. Highly recommend this book. I loved it.
I was cheering for Bailey every step of the way. She experienced a huge loss with the unexpected death of her BFF. Then, to make things worse, she ended up in an abusive relationship that she knew she should have left a while ago. With so many bad experiences, it is to be expected that she is hesitant to jump into a relationship with Ben.
I loved that Ben was so patient with her. I loved that the author showed that healing is a rollercoaster ride. It has its ups and downs. Ben was 100% by her side through the entirety.
I'm happy Bailey got got her HEA. Highly recommend this book. I loved it.
June 24, 2023
Fall in love!
If anyone deserves true love, it’s Bailee— sexy, sassy, deserving Bailee.
After losing her best friend in a car accident and surviving an abusive relationship, mutual friends introduce Bailee to Ben at a dinner. The Bailee-Ben friendship starts off with flirty texts, but it’s clear from the get-go that Ben is falling faster than Bailee’s insecurities can handle.
This author has a talent for writing about romance from the very first butterflies in her female character’s stomach. I loved reading this steamy romance, cheering for Bailee until the last page. Highly recommended.
E.S.
If anyone deserves true love, it’s Bailee— sexy, sassy, deserving Bailee.
After losing her best friend in a car accident and surviving an abusive relationship, mutual friends introduce Bailee to Ben at a dinner. The Bailee-Ben friendship starts off with flirty texts, but it’s clear from the get-go that Ben is falling faster than Bailee’s insecurities can handle.
This author has a talent for writing about romance from the very first butterflies in her female character’s stomach. I loved reading this steamy romance, cheering for Bailee until the last page. Highly recommended.
E.S.
September 18, 2023
Sweet Story
After the suddenly death of her best friend Bailey had a hard time, which was sadly followed by an abusive relationship with that she had no right staying in.
She was hesitant at first to enter a relationship with Ben but he was so wonderful with her.
This was a pleasure to read, I would recommend to any hopeless romantic out there who is looking for a sweet afternoon read. The author did well in showing us a real relationship that has patience while our MC is working through her healing process. Good pace and a sweet ending.
After the suddenly death of her best friend Bailey had a hard time, which was sadly followed by an abusive relationship with that she had no right staying in.
She was hesitant at first to enter a relationship with Ben but he was so wonderful with her.
This was a pleasure to read, I would recommend to any hopeless romantic out there who is looking for a sweet afternoon read. The author did well in showing us a real relationship that has patience while our MC is working through her healing process. Good pace and a sweet ending.
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August 10, 2023This is my first time reading a Romance so I didn't really know what to expect. I love how the author placed the in-between narratives during Bailee's dialogue. Throughout the story, my mind and my body remained activated, stimulated, and contemplating the climax within each sex scene, which are many. I was really impressed with Ben's "redo" to Bailee. Good love story, well-written, great sex, and I even learned a bit about what missing in my own relationship. If you're a hopeless romantic, I highly recommend this book.
December 21, 2023
Enjoyable read!
Love You Always by Ajay Howarth follows the story of Bailee after a disastrous relationship, the death of her best friend, and then the meeting of the hot cop, Ben.
Bailee struggles with her past and because of this, she is reluctant to let Ben into her world. Needing to revalue her life and her job, she takes on a new project. All the while Ben is determined to break down the walls that she has built.
This is a lovely romantic story with great characters and plenty of steamy scenes.
I thoroughly enjoyed it!
Love You Always by Ajay Howarth follows the story of Bailee after a disastrous relationship, the death of her best friend, and then the meeting of the hot cop, Ben.
Bailee struggles with her past and because of this, she is reluctant to let Ben into her world. Needing to revalue her life and her job, she takes on a new project. All the while Ben is determined to break down the walls that she has built.
This is a lovely romantic story with great characters and plenty of steamy scenes.
I thoroughly enjoyed it!
June 9, 2023
Great Read for Romance Lovers
The book follows the main character on her journey from the trauma of losing a close friend, through then surviving an abusive relationship and finally the tough task of letting go of the trauma and allowing the beauty and romance of love into her life. A delightful read for lovers of Romance novels.
The book follows the main character on her journey from the trauma of losing a close friend, through then surviving an abusive relationship and finally the tough task of letting go of the trauma and allowing the beauty and romance of love into her life. A delightful read for lovers of Romance novels.
July 4, 2023
An easy read with all the right elements for a nice romance (once Bailee overcomes her trauma at the beginning of the book).
The characters are believable and everyone wants a hero like Ben. So glad that Bailee gets away from her past and finds happiness.
Texting between the two main characters added something different to the book.
The characters are believable and everyone wants a hero like Ben. So glad that Bailee gets away from her past and finds happiness.
Texting between the two main characters added something different to the book.
August 30, 2023
an emotional and moving book
I really enjoyed the story and found myself rooting for Bailey from the start. I felt the deep emotions form her right away and I wanted to badly to see her get her happy ending. Her journey was very emotional but very moving. Highly recommend! I can’t wait to get into book two very soon!
I really enjoyed the story and found myself rooting for Bailey from the start. I felt the deep emotions form her right away and I wanted to badly to see her get her happy ending. Her journey was very emotional but very moving. Highly recommend! I can’t wait to get into book two very soon!
September 22, 2023
written with love
I’m new to this author , but I was not disappointed. It was well written with love. The story evolved with ease and you feel for the heroine. No spoilers, you will have to read it to find out , why? You will root for her. I did . Well written and well formed story .
I’m new to this author , but I was not disappointed. It was well written with love. The story evolved with ease and you feel for the heroine. No spoilers, you will have to read it to find out , why? You will root for her. I did . Well written and well formed story .
May 22, 2023
a tale of love
This book has it all. The story takes the main character on a journey of surviving an abusive relationship though letting go of the trauma and then opening up to the beauty and romance of love.
A delightful read full of passion.
This book has it all. The story takes the main character on a journey of surviving an abusive relationship though letting go of the trauma and then opening up to the beauty and romance of love.
A delightful read full of passion.
June 2, 2023
Nice Read
After her best friend died suddenly, Bailey had a a very hard time, and staying in an abusive relationship certainly only made it worse. The book was good to read, but I struggled slightly with the flow. Besides that, everything was fine.
After her best friend died suddenly, Bailey had a a very hard time, and staying in an abusive relationship certainly only made it worse. The book was good to read, but I struggled slightly with the flow. Besides that, everything was fine.
May 24, 2023
This is the first novel that I have read from the starter and it will not be the last. It has an age old concept, but it’s how it’s executed is what makes it done well. I only enjoy some love stories and this is one of them. Bailey is believable and not cliche.
May 26, 2023
It's about a love story but the focal point was lost at times which disturbed the flow. while reading. There was lots of drama which was amusing. It was about her lover but the message spoke a lot about herself.
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August 7, 2023
watch as the page count just dissipates
watch as the page count just dissipates.
Domestic violence intrigues as a true coming of age story blesses the 400 hundred plus pages you’ll just fly through!
watch as the page count just dissipates.
Domestic violence intrigues as a true coming of age story blesses the 400 hundred plus pages you’ll just fly through!
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