**Many thanks to NetGalley, Atria, and Adam Hamdy for an ARC in exchange for an honest review! Now available as of 10.11!**
"Lately it occurs to me
What a long, strange trip it's been..."-'Truckin', The Grateful Dead
It's been two days since I finished 'truckin' through this one, and I'm still not quite sure how I feel about it...other than frustrated.
To start, the publisher has asked to keep things on the hush-hush side in terms of plot, but to set the stage at least...We begin by meeting David Asha, who is reeling from the loss of his son Elliot. He warns the tale he is about to tell will sound like fiction, but is entirely true. After this initial intro, we meet Harriet "Harri" Kealty, a former police officer who has had to leave the profession after a tragic mistake during her time on the force. This blow leaves her without purpose, but things seem to take a turn for the better when she meets Ben Elmys, a stranger with a poetic soul who sparks her attention immediately. They begin a courtship, but Harri is devastated when Ben breaks it off and is left puzzling as to what she did wrong.
Harri is in a bookstore, just casually browsing, when she finds a book with a disturbing message scrawled on one of its pages: "Help me, he's trying to kill me." Harri's detective instincts kick in, and she winds up at the home of Elliot's guardian...but it isn't David Asha. Rather, it's a face she thought she might never see again: Ben Elmys. Ben and Elliot are bonded in a strange way, though...they share a dangerous secret. Elliot tells Harri he can't reveal it. But can Harri piece together what REALLY happened to David Asha, her relationship with Ben...and what about David's wife? What role does she play in this tangled mess of players...or is SHE destined to discover this dangerous secret all on her own?
This is such a strange book to try to review, and I mean that. I went into it expecting a mystery/thriller with a big twist...and then basically had to sit on my hands and hang in there for about 80% of the read waiting for that twist to happen.
The start was compelling enough, and I enjoyed Harri's character and her story, although it felt a bit long-winded to me at times. probably because I just keep waiting for things to pick up. We are given breadcrumb after breadcrumb, but after a while, I was getting hangry and just wanted some answers! This book honestly reads pretty much like a 'standard' crime thriller, and while I wasn't enthralled I thought it was leading somewhere interesting, so I held on hope for that AHA moment.
And then...the BIG twist (so to speak).
So at this point the book basically jumps from mystery to sci-fi/fantasyland and doesn't look back. All is revealed and 'makes sense' (after the big explanation) through referencing a bunch of very specific plot points, none of which I can discuss in any fashion without spoiling the entire book. Not only does this require a HUGE suspension of disbelief, but I was a bit bored with the explanation and accompanying mental gymnastics required just to piece everything together.
I also felt like the author went a bit off the deep end waxing philosophical at this point, probably to 'elevate the narrative', but I don't think TONS of rhetorical questions about life and all that lies beyond were needed in this one. Normally, I love books that make me challenge my perception of life and the world, all that came before us and all that lies beyond, but I honestly got frustrated after a while with all of the pondering because it seemed more like the author was fixated on trying to make a point for the sake of making one rather than leaving the reader with a more specific takeaway.
All in all, my experience with this one was like going to an art museum to see a much hyped painting where the artist's technique was intricate and respectable...but the resulting artwork was just a bit too OUT OF THIS WORLD for my taste.
3.5 stars