Grey Super-agent or mind control victim? What happens when a child is programmed at a psychiatric hospital for secret projects? This collection of experiences delves into the covert nature of programs such as MK-Ultra, systematic torture, sexual manipulation training, and psychological abuse. This process creates an altered personality to execute missions on this world and others for violence, sex, space wars, the occult, and espionage. What results is a lifetime of the unknown, with fractured memories, lost personalities, and a double life.
So this book just wasn't for me. Mostly because it's supposed to be nonfiction and a lot of it just goes against what I personally believe. The story however was well written and interesting, when a story was being told. A lot of it is just telling about different personalities or as she calls them alerts and to me they all started to sound pretty similar after awhile. It also to me had many inconsistencies mostly with the ages things were said to have happened seemed to change. I don't really believe it's exactly not true, I just don't believe it's reality. I think it's more possible it's schizophrenia or something from past trauma that she believes is real. All in all it's a very sad, kind of interesting, read.
Grey Mouse by Olivia James is a deeply personal and intense read. It touches on psychological experiments, secret programs, and shifting identity.
The writing is strong, and the emotional weight is undeniable. But for me, it was simply too much. There were so many elements layered on top of each other: MK Ultra, Stargate, “20 and back”, that I struggled to stay connected.
This doesn’t make the book any less valuable. I believe this is Olivia’s lived experience, and I admire her for putting it on paper. It just wasn’t quite the right fit for me.
Everything about this book is truth. The greatest form of slavery was not the Jews or the Blacks. It has always been the government agents, and human trafficking. Also all of humanity is subject to programming. Slavery needs to be abolished on all levels.
The damage that is done to government agents is the most difficult to heal. It can be done but takes a lot of discipline, courage, and just plain belief.