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318 pages, Paperback
First published May 11, 2006
'And she didn't teach you anything, not even one recipe?' She continued without answering the question. 'She first worked in Grand Bourg for the Jovials, some relatives of ours. That ended badly. Very badly. Then ...then she migrated to La Pointe and hired out her services to the Walbergs, a family of white Creoles, right up until she died.'
Sometimes I would wake up at night and see her sitting in a corner of the room, like a reproach, so different to what I had become.
'What are you doing running around from Segu to Japan to South Africa? What's the point of all these travels? Can't you realise that the only journey that counts is discovering your inner self? That's the only thing that matters. What are you waiting for to take an interest in me?' she seemed to be telling me.
'The story is, of course, about my grandmother but the real problem was my mother. I lost my mother when I was very young -- fourteen and a half. And during the short time that I knew her I could never understand her. She was a very complex character. Some people -- most people, the majority of people -- disliked her. They believed she was too arrogant, too choleric. But we knew at home that she was the most sensitive person and I could not understand that contradiction between the way she looked and the way she actually was. So I tried to understand as I grew up and I discovered that it was because of a big problem with her own mother. She seems to have failed; she had the feeling that she was not a good, dutiful daughter. I had to understand the grandmother and the relationship between my mother, Jeanne, and her mother, Victoire, to understand who Jeanne was, why she was the way she was, and at the same time understand myself.'