Excerpt from my Frontline Internship reflection paper:
This is the second time in attempting to read through Concise Theology, the first time being in Frontline’s Leadership Development Cohort last year. This book has proved yet again to be more difficult to bring myself to sit down and read due to its academic writing style and quick, dense theological teaching. But with this second reading being within the internship program, and having a dramatic increase of time to devote to reading overall, I was able to digest larger chunks of the book. At first, the book’s chapter flow made it difficult to retain teachings as I read, but once I developed a consistent reading rhythm, the logical trajectory was much more manageable and I was able to better process the theology as I read.
Some real benefit came from the stretch of chapters covering who Christ is and what He came to do. One profound realization is of the strong link between the Trinity and the Incarnation (Ch 39). This may have more to do with my reading of Delighting In The Trinity, but this book’s overview of the Godhood and the humanity of man, as expressed in these two concepts, has served to aim my view of Jesus in a more human way than I thought. This aim then created a more firm groundwork for His role as a faithful High Priest (Mediation) who has been tempted and tried in every way humans have, and deeper than I had originally thought. This most likely comes from a long-standing view I have of Jesus being this lofty, distant concept of a being rather than a living, present, active person that actually loves and feels and moves through the Holy Spirit.
As dense as this book is, this second reading helped me realize the benefit of how detailed it is in such a short amount of time. It’s especially helpful in how it illuminates the nuance of important concepts of the Christian life that are often conflated. A particularly insightful section of the book started with its third part on how God is revealed as the Lord of Grace. A couple examples are the concepts of Justification and Adoption – as Packer states, “adoption is the crowning blessing, to which justification clears the way”. This highlights an importance of justification being the means to the ultimate end of God’s work: a relationship as a loving Father. The chapters on Regeneration and Sanctification likewise brought distinction to this process: a loving Father wants his adopted children to bear his character using implanted desires to love Him back (Regeneration), yet there lies the “working out” of our own salvation to fulfill those desires (Sanctification), which is a “conflict and frustration” in sinful Christians as long we are in the body. Having this detailed knowledge of the process of how God works is a lot to handle all at once, but upon processing and internalizing it over time, I feel confident it will grow my love for God and for how he works.
A quick aside: one chapter in particular I recall feeling particular strain over was on the Inward Witness (Ch 5). I have a tense feeling when I ponder that the heart of Scripture won’t make sense until the Holy Spirit reveals the wisdom to a person. I can probably attribute why I feel this to how often I value wisdom and logic of the world on its own, rather than trusting the wisdom Jesus gives, which could honestly make me look like an idiot to a number of people that don’t trust Him. There’s definitely some pride in wisdom I have there that still needs to be sanctified out of me…
Overall, keeping up with the weekly readings of Concise Theology has honestly been a battle, and I admit that I’ve lowered it as a priority compared to other tasks and readings. I have never been particularly diligent with reading heavy theological books before giving up, which is something I want to improve in myself going forward. Hopefully the reading rhythms I’ve put into place in the last few weeks will help me grow in that way and gain deeper insight from extremely wise authors and theologians who love Jesus.