2 stars and it’s a stretch. English isn’t my first language so sorry about any mistakes. Truth to be told, I had high expectations from this book because I loved Eli and Haruka in Psync and I loved Briar and Isa in Quiet, but this book, in my opinion, should’ve never been written. it ruined Haruka and Eli for me, especially Eli.
The book started really good and I was delighted to see that unlike the others in the series, this one was fast paced with the plot. In terms of plot: Amazing, I loved it. So creative and unique. But there was one thing that ruined the ENTIRE book for me: the situation with Kamakura. SO unnecessary. Eli was practically cheating (yes, sitting in another man’s lap and cuddling him while you’re in a relationship is cheating, especially when you know that man has romantic feelings for you) for half a book, and then lied to Haruka about Kamakura not ‘touching him inappropriately’. I was so pissed every time Kamakura was mentioned. He could’ve been a great character if he hadn’t gotten the Eli flu and fell for him as well, and he kept repeating throughout the book that he ‘knew his place’ yet he still never gave up on trying to touch Eli romantically?? But what annoyed me the most was that Eli didn’t set clear boundaries. He always told himself he didn’t want to hurt Kamakura, but what about Haruka? You practically cheated on your boyfriend because you didn’t want to hurt your bodyguard’s feelings? And the situation with Jace, ugh, don’t even get me started. Why did Eli keep being his friend?? Haruka had EVERY right to hate both Jace and Kamakura, but Eli just ignored it or brushed it off. I understand that Eli loves only Haruka, but in my opinion he cheated on him and THAT is unforgivable. After they reunited and Eli kept calling Haruka in pet names I screamed at him that he does not have the right to call him that anymore. Also, why did no one do anything? Like man was cheating right in front of all his friends and none did anything, except for Isa, god bless him. Speaking of, he and Briar are the only reason this book is not a 1 star. It wasn’t even their book yet they saved it, them and the wonderful plot.
Also, at some point in the story I got tired of being reminded how small and weak Eli was. Totally unnecessary, just like Jace and Kamakura. Without these three, this book would’ve been an easy 5 stars for me, but they just ruined it so much for me that now I’m not even able to look at Eli the same way without thinking that he’s a cheater who won’t even admit his mistake.
**I want to clarify that this is NOT hate to the author, but rather how I enjoyed the book and some advices for the next ones. I will definitely try this author’s other books because I LOVE the creative plots and tropes the author is going for in their books.