Micalea Smeltzer is an author from Northern Virginia. Her two dogs, Ollie and Remy, are her constant companions. As a kidney transplant recipient she's dedicated to raising awareness around the effects of kidney disease, dialysis, and transplant as well as educating people on living donation. When she's not writing you can catch her with her nose buried in a book.
I was going to write a long ass rant but why bother when the author already did an excellent job ruining her book and the scene speaks for itself perfectly
This is he with another woman after being rejected by the heroine after claiming he loves her. He allegedly loves her and she is pregnant with his child. Mind you he is an alcoholic so i dont give a fuck how harsh she is, self preservation is a thing and she is the one carrying a kid whose father is s drunk. After she rejected him, he acted like a kid throwing a fit, refused to be next to her at the train and left her there to go on a two week drunk fest. She was right to fear his "love". She didnt even call to ask about the baby.
If he loves her he wouldn't have gone so far, he was attracted to someone else. He desired someone else. He growls looking at someone else lacy panties. He licked another womans nipples, after kising wildly that woman and thinking about how she is a good kisser. Later he still had the mind to notice how great her blow job skills were before stopping it. Kira deserves a real man not this piece of shit
"Though, the ass shaking in front of me is nice to look at. The girl lifts her dark hair up and gives me a flirtatious look over her shoulder. Her eyes are full of mischief. I like mischief. I drop my glass where it shatters on the ground. Nobody notices. I stand and wrap my arms around the girl. She grinds her ass into my dick, rolling her hips to the beat of the song. My hands slide down to her bare thighs, my fingers inching up her skirt and stopping there—for the moment at least. Her laughter is a soft vibration against me. She reaches one arm behind me, her fingers grazing my hair. Tilting her head back to look at me over her shoulder she says, “You can touch me.” I close my eyes, at war with myself. I’ve never felt this feeling before. Confliction. I’m confused. But the girl I love doesn’t love me back, never will, so what’s the point? My hands move back to her hips and I spin her around until she’s facing me. She’s pretty, with dark hair, tan skin, full lips and brown eyes. They’re not the warm brown of Kira’s. Darker, more like black. Kira. NO! I shove all thoughts of her out of my mind. Before I can talk myself out of it, or think twice, I kiss her. She kisses me back with fervor, her tongue finding mine. She’s a good kisser, but she doesn’t taste right. Not bad, but just … not what I was expecting. We kiss wildly, with no beginning and no end. There’s no control to it. It’s a frantic clash of lips and teeth. Before I know it, we’re stumbling down a hall. My mind yells at me to stop, but I don’t. I just want to lose myself for a moment. My back pushes into the restroom door and we stumble inside. Some guys cheer, but I pay them no mind, dragging her into a stall. She tears my shirt over my head, her fingers raking over my abs. “You’re so fucking hot,” she purrs. “Shut up.” I kiss her again to silence her. I don’t want her to talk. It ruins the illusion. I pick her up and her legs wrap around my waist. Her skin-tight, already too short dress slides higher up until her lacy black thong is exposed. I growl low in my throat at the sight of it and yank my lips from hers. She gasps as I pull down the top of her dress, exposing her pert bare breasts. They’re large, naturally so—I can tell—and I bend my head taking a nipple into my mouth. She throws her head back, and grips the hair at the base of my skull. “Yes,” she cries. “Oh God, please.” “Don’t talk,” I plead with her. When she speaks it ruins the illusion. I swirl my tongue around her other nipple, my tongue leaving behind a trail of wetness. “Put me down then.” I let her down, expecting her to slap me or leave, but instead she drops to her knees in the bathroom stall. She makes quick work of the buckle on my belt and slides the zipper down on my jeans. She yanks them down, along with my boxer-briefs, and takes my length in her hand. "Oh fuck,” I blurt when she wraps her mouth around me. She’s fucking skilled at giving head, but… But. BUT. I shove her away and she falls back on her ass, her tits bouncing."
Lemme just preface this review by saying that this 2 star rating is for Kira and Kira ONLY. I am so proud of this woman and the incredible growth and maturity she's shown throughout the story. I feel like she's an exact replica of me and reading about a FL who had gone through 90% of the same shit as me made it all the more deeper and personal. I'm in awe of this mama's strength and how she let herself open up and let go of her past. With that being said, I also feel like she deserved better than Rush. Maybe that's the stubborn part of me talking, but I wouldn't have forgiven Rush for the stunt he pulled. I mean, he did heal, he did work on himself to try to be a better man but that don't mean shit when you've already fucked up big time. Props to Kira for forgiving him and moving past it because I sure as hell wouldn't have been able to do that. Look, I'm not saying that she was perfect or that she never made mistakes - because she did. But what she did was NOTHING compared to what Rush did. I'm sorry, but I'm never gonna get over it. If I were her, I woulda kicked him to the curb and only allowed him to be a part of the baby's life if he wanted to. The thing that makes it worse is that I genuinely DID like him and I was rooting for him at least until the 50% mark. Everything was going so good...until it wasn't. Because he fucked up. It would have been nice if miss author would have included a TW so I probably would have been aware/wouldn't have read this book. Regardless, I have no complaints about this author's writing style and I'm really anticipating Cannon and Fox's stories. Also, get you a bestie like Mia...we love to see some positive female friendships!
- accidental pregnancy - rockstar romance - emotional + angst + trauma - monogamously casual to lovers - OW scene (described on page) + cheating (yes, I count it as cheating because which man lets his dick into a random woman's mouth AND almost fucks her just mere weeks after admitting that he loved the FMC????) - alcoholism/alcohol addiction, death of loved ones, abandonment issues, self destructive behavior, abuse (pff page), DV (off page), mention of cancer
*Thank you to Valentine PR and Micalea Smeltzer for providing me with an ARC!
I have mixed feelings on this one -- on one hand it was filled with empty sex jokes no matter the situation on hand that got old FAST, but once these two let down their walls and actually started to voice what they felt for one another, and had actual conversations, I truly enjoyed it. Kira and Rush are so similar in the way that they keep others at arms length and mask that they are OK, and the way they deal with their childhood trauma is very similar too -- but they both have incredibly big hearts. So watching them fall, when they really fought against it for so long, was really amazing to me.
But then it happened. The scene that turned me off Rush forever. I won't spoil it, but had that scene not have happened, this book would have been close to perfect in my opinion. I just can't believe he did that, I can't believe Kira took him back as easily as she did -- just all of it was so wrong. If my other half did to me what Rush did to Kira, I would have thank you next his booty clear off. There's really no excuse for it. That's not to say how Kira handled some things before the big event happened was ok, because it wasn't. But the point was they were trying so hard to overcome their pasts and become different people, then they completely detailed their own selves. Ugh. OK, mini rant over.
So had this gone in a different direction, yes, it would have easily been a five stars for me. And I'm not trying to be mean or rude to the author because I happen to adore Micalea and I'm really excited for the next book in the series.. but this just wasn't what I hoped it would be.
**I received an ARC of this book and these are my my opinions**
Gostei tanto. Não pensei mesmo gostar tanto, a sério. Estava à espera de gostar, mas não assim. Paço a explicar os meus motivos.
1. ACCIDENTAL PREGNANCY! Não é realmente a minha trope favorita, mas quando ela é bem feita opa acabo a adorar. Guess what, adorei este livro e adorei que ela estivesse grávida.
2. A KIRA! Adoro a Kira. Gosto mesmo muito dela, acho que a ela tem imensa força e apesar de ter pensado que seria diferente a forma como ela iria resolver as coisas, gosto bastante de como tudo se resolveu. Gosto que ela também seja segura de si no que toca à sua sexualidade.
3. A RELAÇÃO DO RUSH E DA KIRA! Gosto bastante de como eles desde o início têm bem assente o seu acordo e gosto que mesmo assim eles falem abertamente de tudo. Apesar de haver nuances de que claramente que não são apenas friends with benefits, acho se nota que apesar de todo o sexo, os dois também conseguiram mesmo criar uma grande amizade.
4. RUSH! A forma como o Rush estava e nem se apercebia deixa-me preocupada, da mesma forma como deixava o Cannon e o também o Fox. Notava-se que precisava de resolver as coisas por ele e especialmente por ele e só depois conseguir pensar na Kira e no bebé.
5. OS AMIGOS DA BANDA! Queria mesmo falar sobre eles. Apesar de já termos a história do Hollis e da Mia, eu realmente gostei bastante de ver mais também do Cannon e do Fox - acho que a forma como eles se preocupam com os amigos é de louvar. Uma das coisas que eu mais gostei foi especialmente de que apesar de estarem a trabalhar no álbum e de trabalharem na carreira deles, o facto de eles focarem de que acima de tudo estão eles... opa adorei. Also a irmã do Cannon, eu mal posso esperar para o que ela nos vai trazer!
6. OS DOIS! Os dois precisam claramente de trabalhar neles próprios e consigo ver o quão teimosos são, mas gostei de ver o trabalho que fizeram. Além disso, acho que a gravidez também ajudou a que os dois entendessem que, apesar de falarem e de terem uma boa comunicação, havia demasiadas coisas que não diziam um ao outro e que gostei de ver que aos poucos os dois conseguiam baixar as suas próprias muralhas.
A lot of repetition in this book and I don't find either characters likable. I wanted to enjoy it since I was looking forward to Rush's book, but I just can't. Other readers may enjoy it, but this book wasn't for me.
Trigger Warnings include: mentions of spousal abuse and sexual assault of a minor, sudden death (partially in detail), grief, trauma, alcoholism, AA, grief counseling
I can’t get enough of him, though. I’m like an addict. Addicted to the rush he gives me. How funny, Rush is a rush.
My heart was ripped out during the prologue. I figured that after suffering a 180 in chapter one, my heart was in the clear. Boy was I WRONG! It continued to shatter until there was nothing left. Kira and Rush managed to have a platonic friends with benefits situation. At least they thought they did. Even though they didn’t communicate their demons to each other, they found comfort in their kindred spirits. Their banter was SO good. It was dripping in sexual tension and it was DELICIOUS! I loved that we got the chance to fall in love with their connection before the pain truly set in. I cried for the first time around the 20% mark. And then it was just continuous for the rest of the book. When they started admitting the truth to each other, to themselves, I had to take a breather. Especially when Kira didn’t fully accept his and shut him down because she was unable to accept her own yet. I was ready to just give them my heart as a sacrifice, since they kept breaking it anyway. When Rush officially hit his breaking point? I cried on the floor right along with him. It was such a beautiful moment when Kira realized the weight she’s been carrying for years, ready to shed it and move forth. Cried with her then too. They needed to each grow before they could grow together. Their apologies, truly full acceptance, was like a breath of fresh air. And lots of tears. And just when I thought the tears were done, I found an all new reason to cry. I should have known better. I need to start buying boxes of tissues in bulk when Micalea has a new release! Thank goodness for this band. Because if I didn’t have their fantastic comedic relief, I don't even wanna know what kinda shape I’d be in! Though, Kira and Rush’s ending mended my broken heart entirely.
My Favorite Quotes: • “The way your body surrenders to me tells me everything I need to know.” • “Maybe not forever, but right now, you are and I’m yours.” • “My vagina is a fickle bitch. Only the best for her.” • “You’re fucking gorgeous. A goddamn temptress.” • “You make me want things I’ve never wanted before.” • “I’ve never heard any sound more amazing.” • “I respected you. We just have the same taste in debauchery.” • “For a minute, just let me feel like I’m not a complete and utter screw up.” • “Until you.” • “If I could love anyone it would be you.” • “I never could’ve predicted you.” • “Let me love you until my dying breath.” • “I don’t need to worry about cooties when I already caught feelings.” • “You gave me something to fight for.” • “You’re my dream.” • “You lit up my world.” • “It guides me to you every time.”
8/10 Dirty Birdy 10/10 Second Chance 9/10 Tearjerker 8/10 Series
Rising by Micalea Smeltzer made me laugh, made me cry, broke my heart, healed me and made me an emotional mess! Rush and Kira have an exceptional journey. The c0cky rockstar drummer who hides his pain behind his colourful, charming and flirty mask. The sassy bada&& woman who is scared of falling in love. And then the surprise that turned their world upside down. This frenemies to lovers romance was sometimes sweet and funny, sometimes angsty and heartbreaking..and my heart is so full of all kinds of feels!
This book should come with warning in bold neon letters: " Caution: Emotional Damage Ahead". When the book starts, I didn’t expect it to turn into such an angst fest. Rush and Kira were so much fun together. Rush is the drummer from the band The Wild that has been signed by Kira's best friend Mia's father( another music legend) and also Mia's boyfriend's best friend! They were having a no strings attached friends with benefits thing going on..but they didn't know when they started care for each other. Rush and Kira both have ugly traumatic past so none of them wanted to fall in love. Rush is the first one to accept he is in love but Kira is not ready at all..till a little surprise comes. She is not sure if she wants to include Rush in the baby's life. They both have a lot of work to do on themselves..and so the story begins to break my heart. Rush doesn’t let anyone see his anger and grief. He is always joking, always flirting, always doing reckless inappropriate things because he isn’t attached to life a lot. His friends and bandmates failed to get inside his head. But Kira could. She is a bada&& feisty heroine! She tells herself she doesn't need anyone. She is afraid of getting hurt and so she pushed Rush away but inside she has a lonely hurting soul that needs love too. They had to work through their own issues..heal their own scars..before they can love each other. It was messy chaotic gut wrenching tale of two brilliant but broken Souls!
“Rush is a rush. He gives me a high no one and nothing else can.”
“It’s not often dreams come true, but when it does it shatters walls, walls you’ve built to protect your heart from the fact that you might never reach them.”
“Love is the only thing capable of redeeming even the darkest of souls.”
“You can choose to focus on the bad, all the wrongs that have been done to you, or you can rise from the ashes like a phoenix and choose a rebirth instead.”
When we first meet up with Rush and Kira, they’re both looking for a no-strings-attached fling. But when Kira winds up pregnant, their no-strings fun quickly gives them a reality check they never saw coming. If they ever want a chance at a real future, Kira and Rush must face the demons from their pasts…
Rush and Kira’s story is nothing short of a wild and emotional ride. From the moment you meet these two, their chemistry just oozes off the pages and no matter how stubborn or how hard they try to fight it, they can’t deny the feelings they have for one another. Too scared to face the intensity of their feelings, mistakes are made and devastating words are said. All of this leads Rush to spiral and do the unthinkable. Before he knows it, he hits rock bottom. Hitting rock bottom was ultimately the best thing that could have happened to Rush and Kira. At the time, it didn’t seem that way. Both Kira and Rush were stubborn and thought they could handle everything that life threw at them. But it wasn’t just about the two of them anymore. They had a lot of growing up to do and they had to face their pasts. Their journey to happily ever after definitely wasn’t an easy one. It was frustrating and filled with lots of bumps and heartaches. Despite their mistakes, I loved watching Rush and Kira evolve as characters and wild horses couldn’t stop me from rooting for them to find their way back to one another.
Rising is a beautiful story of grief, love when you least expect it, overcoming your past, and second chances. This story deals with tough moments that will tug at your heartstrings and leave you with all the feels. Rising is a fabulous addition to the Wild series and I can not wait to get my hands on the next book in this series!
*I was provided an ARC copy of this book, in exchange for an honest review*
i knew from book 1 that i was going to love this book but i really didn’t expect how much i would.i had the best time reading this book. i love the accidental pregnancy trope and this was done so well. i fell in love with Rush and really resonated with Kira’s story. I need the next books in this series asap!!
Truama- alcoholism, death of loved ones, abandonment issues, domestic violence (off page), mention of cancer, self destructive behaviour
Cheating - OW scene described on page
Now going in I did not know the trigger warnings which did lower my rating, as I personally probably would not have read this without preparing myself better. It did take me longer to push through due to this. I'm also not a huge fan of Accidental Pregnancy tropes and I absolutely loathe Cheating in books. I still went with 3.5 stars as it is really well written and the character depth and redemption stories are lovely. But for me personally I really struggled through it. For others who don't have any triggers or love a good Accidental Pregnancy story this one is for you. The traumas that both main characters had a handed really well and we get a good understanding of what they both went through to shape them and then to see them both work so hard separately so they could work together as a couple was well done.
I was so nervous reading this considering it’s an accidental pregnancy but it surprised me so much. I felt for the characters, both as individuals and as a couple, and seeing them get their happiness was so special.
I cannot wait for the next books in this series…let’s for for the daddy kink in cannons book !
Hold on for one hell of an emotional rollercoaster with Rush and Kira! Rising is the second book in The Wild series by Micalea Smeltzer and trust me when I say that this book is best enjoyed after reading the first book in the series.
4.5 ⭐
There is some content in this book that might not be for everyone- death of loved ones, abandonment issues, alcohol addiction, mentions of spousal abuse, emotional/sexual assault of a teen as well as a "gray area" moment of on page cheating.
Rush and Kira's story packs quite the punch. The journey from their strictly sex arrangement to a somewhat friendship that took a turn when Kira finds out she got pregnant before everything explodes had me all over the place in my feels. Rush and Kira are so similar in their humor, behavior/mindset, kinks and ultimately the way they both have unresolved trauma that they are this odd combination of perfect and toxic for each other. I had moments that I loved about this book and moments that had me screaming in frustration and sympathy- but one thing is for sure, the character development in this story is huge. I love the banter and fun that these two can have together as well as the intense heat that they create that just steams off the pages. The angst and emotional punches that this story throws though- that had me glued to every word.
Both Kira and Rush are super stubborn characters- Rush was more accepting of his change in feelings for Kira but he was in denial about the coping habits he adopted after his injury and life got too hard- which often lead to him to act without thinking of the consequences. Kira was stubborn in the fact that she couldn't fathom ever being anything other than completely independent- any kind of emotional connection was weakness and a disaster waiting to happen in her book. I was frustrated with the way that she guarded herself by completely shutting out Rush without explanation even if I could understand why it made sense to her.
Neither of these characters were perfect and they both had so much to work on for themselves and their baby before they could even manage to have any kind of connection with each other again. And that journey was HARD. Hard on me, emotionally, as the reader and hard on all the them as well as the guys and Mia as they had to stand by and watch these two crash and burn. I hate cheating in books and unfortunately there is a moment of that but it's kind of a gray area. When Kira and Rush first fell into their pattern of sleeping together they agreed on monogamy until one of them decided they were done. They don't necessarily call their arrangement off but they also kind of pause things between them. So while they were not *technically* a couple, Rush was making his intentions toward Kira known. But add in a broken heart, hurt feelings and too much alcohol- it was a recipe for poor choices that didn't lead fully to sex but just enough happened that I hated every moment of it.
But y'all it's worth all the ups, downs and pain. Rush working on himself, finally seeing the destructive habits he was caught up in and really digging in to lift himself out of that hole was such a beautiful journey. Similarly, Kira facing her demons and working on her own trust issues finally put her in a space where she could be open to Rush, his relationship with their child and ultimately his relationship with her.
I can't wait to see how Micalea is going to top this one with Fox and Cannon's stories- I'm excited to see Fox and Cannon's sisters relationship and the waves it causes but ultimately I am most excited for Cannon. That man is just an enigma of grumpy but so loyal and caring and I want the "dad" of this group to get that HEA of his own.
“I’m going to kiss you until you’re begging me to fúçk you—then I’ll finally, blessedly, fúçk you until your legs are shaking, the neighbors know my name, and the only man you ever remember is me.”
IF YOU LIKE 😏 Friends with Benefits 🥁 Rockstar Drummer 😭 Angsty 🤰🏻 Accidental Pregnancy
He loves sex. I love sex. He likes it rough. I like it rough. He doesn’t want a relationship. I don’t either.
I've been dying for Rush and Kira's story, and IT DID NOT DISAPPOINT!! I love how they're all "this is just sex, doesn't mean anything", yet it does mean a whole lot to both of them.
“If I could love anyone it would be you,” I whisper.
I love how realistic this story felt when it came to healing from addiction and grief. My heart broke so many times for these two beautiful souls. It’s not an easy road for them; it’s why this book is so chunky. But, as always, the author handled it all with grace and had me in sobbing so loudly, I scared my dog! My heart almost burst when I noticed the cameo that the characters from Bring Me Back did! This is a book Micalea wrote years ago, and it's one of my faves by her! Having these two world collides, especially for Rush's journey, was a pleasant surprise (and had me crying again).
“You gave me something to fight for. And I have to thank you, because in fighting for you, I finally fought for myself.”
I also just loved being back with The Wild band. They're all just one big family, and I wish they were real! The friendship between Cannon and Rush grabbed a hold of me and choked me up. The support they all have for one another is so beautiful to read about.
Overall, Rising has a mix of spicy, sweet, and angsty romance, with an added second chance after the journey of healing comes into play. It’s heart-wrenching, yet so beautifully written.
She’s the destination I’ve been driving toward for nine years and I’m finally home.
Throwing this out there first that this is a pregnancy trope. I know a lot of people don't like that trope, but I thought this was an amazing book and I'm also not the biggest fan of this trope. This is the second book in The Wild series but it can be read as a standalone. There is a lot of trauma that these two characters have gone through in this book. There are some TWs so please check those out.
I think this book, while yes has an amazing romance story, really focuses on how our trauma in the past, if not addressed, can become this toxic presence in our lives. Kira and Rush both have trauma from their pasts that they both just pushed under the rug. They also both cope with that trauma in a very similar way. They decide that they want to be F buddies with absolutely no feelings involved. And this arrangement works great, until they start realizing that they actually like each other. Now throw in a positive pregnancy test to the two people who never wanted to let anyone into their hearts and let the down spiraling begin.
Both Kira and Rush take the news hard, but Rush really hits rock bottom in the book and this part of the book was really hard to read. It makes you not like Rush and you do feel like Kira could do better. And I was so proud of Kira for putting her baby first. Smeltzer does an amazing job with the redemption arc for Rush. The healing process for both Kira and Rush was amazing and I loved that she normalized therapy, counseling, and many other things that people need to do to better their lives. I also loved Cannon being there for Rush and showing that he cared for Rush more than the band.
You know that saying? "People say all the time 'I'd die for my children.' Okay, but would you live for them? Actually live. Make better choices. Try practicing sobriety. Take better care of yourself mentally and physically. Your kids don't need you to die for them. They need you to live." I feel like this book encompasses this saying.
Overall this was a hard read because of what Kira and Rush have to go through, but it is well worth it to see them get to the other side. Definitely recommend this book!
Snippets of Kira and Rush’s story made me want to start these books but I actually liked Wild more than this one. This book is definitely longer so at times it took me a minute to get used to what was happening, Kira and Rush had some demons from their past so there was a lot of back and forth between them. They didn’t want a relationship so at first they were just friends with benefits and I really loved their banter in the beginning, Rush was a cocky guy and Kira wasn’t afraid to say what she wanted so despite not wanting to be together they had a lot in common.
Kira was very independent and thanks to her parents it was hard for her to trust new people to be there for her so she always kept Rush at arms length even after realizing she was pregnant. She never thought she wanted to be a mom but I loved how she realized she wanted to be better than her parents and actually give her kid the unconditional love she didn’t get in the past. She still had some things to face but she had Mia’s support and eventually Rush’s and while they took some time to fix themselves, everything between them happened as it should be in order to get better and give their baby the family and love he needed.
Rush never overcome his parent’s death so he usually drank and partied a lot to forget everything he lost. Being with Kira was just to have fun so he never imagined he would catch feelings for her, and when he did everything came crushing down. They both still were fighting over their demons so it took Rush some time to realized he had to move on and really prove to himself that he could be better and show Kira he could be the father their kid deserved. Their journey was a long and hard one but that time apart helped them to work out their issues and the things they needed to fix so they could finally be in a healthy relationship.
Kira and Rush had some ups and downs but I loved how their friends supported them and I loved reading the banter between all the bandmates, they’ve been amazing since the previous book so I can’t wait to read Fox and Cannon’s stories and all of their interactions in the future.
It’s so good to be back in this universe again. I knew I was going to the this one with how well Micalea set it up in Wild and I was indeed correct!!
Rush is top tier book boyfriend material. He works so hard to fight for what he loves and is the most caring soul. He has a lot to work through before he can truly love Kira but it just motivates him more. Kira is one of the strongest fmc’s I’ve ever read. She’s feisty and resilient and her journey was so beautiful to read. Them learning to move on from their past together and apart, were written so well I felt like I was living it in an out of body experience. Also, the fact that their form of grovelling was through healing themselves to love each other was all I could’ve asked for and more.
The side characters (as always) were written so well. Not too much but not too little and added so much to the story. I was hooked from the very beginning!! I also adore how Micalea weaves the plots of the next book throughout the story in little sprinkles and not just plonking it in the epilogue. It makes it feel more natural.
Overall, I adored this with every fibre of my being and I cannot wait to read about Fox & Cannon in books to come!! Thank you for this ARC, this is my honest review ♡
Another hit in the rocker series! Micalea takes you on a journey that will have your heart aching, yet falling in love! 5 rock stars for this one! Rush has had quite the life, after losing his parents, his basketball scholarship, he's had a hard time finding his way. If it weren't for his bandmates and childhood friends, he probably wouldn't still be here. But thanks to his friend, he's met the one girl who helps all the hurt disappear. Kira is just that, both not looking for a relationship, just all the benefits from one, and boy do they both benefit! Kira has had a rough life also, if it wasn't for her bestie she probably wouldn't be where she was. But this girl has a lot of fight, because she's afraid of letting anyone get close, this way her heart is safe. When she finds out she's pregnant, she has no idea what to do, she didn't want kids, she doesn't want to be like her parents, but she's got a great support group in her bestie and her family. These two had a lot of hurt baggage they carried, and both needed to heal before they could be together and raise their child. And Micalea did an amazing job having them each work through what they needed to, to be able to get to the point they could love! I loved this story so much, all the feels! Grab this one asap!
This book...this book. I thought I was prepared going in but I wasn't. This is book two in The Wild series. It follows Rush and Kira's story. You are introduced to them in book one but it's not an absolute must to read it...Micaela does such a beautiful job of introducing you to these flawed humans.
I'll be honest the first couple chapters are steamy in the best possible way but you need to buckle up for the rest of their journey because it has ups and downs and twists and turns.
Kira has always relied on herself...and only herself. Growing up with absent and emotional abuse parents ingrained that into her at a young age...she doesn't do relationships or feelings....ever.
Rush has his own demons...and unfortunately he uses a substance to quiet those demons and a certain recreational activity as well...he is always one and done until Kira. They agree on a benefit sort of situation...both hesitant to even be friends.
But the universe has plans for these two and it is going to require a lot of internal reflection and work...you are routing for these two separately even more than together because they both deserve to be happy and loved.
A note -some topics are really heavy so take a look before you dive in.
I’ve been looking forward to rush and kiras book since I finished wild and I was not disappointed. this was much more emotional than I expected but I loved it.
kira and rush both have so much personal growth which I loved to see, not only did they grow as individuals but that then helped them thrive as a couple and even more as parents. I found them both relatable and inspiring and it was so heartwarming to see them get their happy ending.
this does have the accidental pregnancy trope which I already like but I did like how this one was written. although they were going through stuff individually, I thought how rush was towards her during the pregnancy was so sweet and they both were just trying their best & his name choice 🥹
the only downfall for me was the ending, I wanted the epilogue to be more then just a month later, but I’m sure we’ll see more of them as the series continues.
from what we saw of fox and callie in this book, I’m excited for their story next!!!
"Some things are meant to be, they go together without an explanation, that's us. We're a truth that can't be denied."
Amazing!! I love a good rockstar romance and this one hit perfectly! We follow Rush and Kira and how they handle their past demons, the here and now and what will happen in their future especially when there will be a baby involved.
Micalea sure knows how to pull at the heart strings just in the prologue alone! Rush has been living with the pain of his past for so long and struggles to deal with it. While Kira didn't have the quite the same past still didn't grow up with the best situation either.
They thought being casual was working for them, but then feelings started happening and a accidental pregnancy came along with it. It definitely scared them both. But Kira getting pregnant was the best thing for both of them in the long run.
Did Rush make a mistake? Yes. Did Kira get extremely mad at him? Also yes, but it definitely made them both grow up, work on themselves, and then come back together when it was the right time and be stronger than ever!!
If you like accidental pregnancy, Rockstar, emotional story pick this up.
what really made this book stand out for me was the characters development. micalea did an incredible job of building complex, layered characters who grew and changed throughout the story.
neither of these characters were perfect, and they both had to heal their own issues and scars before they could love each other. i really appreciated that the author didn’t just make their problems disappear with the wave of a wand, but instead showed the hard work and dedication it takes to heal from past traumas.
this book is not just about romance, but about finding how to move on, dealing with the past and the stages of grief. the characters are real, flawed and thats what makes this book so special.
This is one of the rawest, most emotional books I’ve ever read. Coming off of how we met Rush in Wild, I was not expecting his story to be what it was. It just goes to show that what we see is not always the whole picture.
Rush and Kira have a simple agreement. Hot bedroom action, hanging out, no feelings involved. Everything is going great until Kira sees those 2 pink lines. Both characters are dealing with tragic pasts, and the thought of a new baby scares them both. Not only do they have to face their unsettled feelings from growing up, but they’re also left trying to sort out their feelings for one another.
This book deals heavily with loss, depression, abuse, abandonment, and addiction. Rush and Kira have a lot of self-reflection to do on their own in order to see if they can save their quickly growing family. I was rooting so hard for them.
Micalea always hits the mark for me. I am really loving this series and can NOT wait to see what Fox and Calista have been up to behind closed doors…and how Cannon is going to react to it!
After Wild, I was left with needing more, specifically with Rush and Kira and seeing the dynamic of their “friends with benefits” type of dynamic. Both coming up from troubled or traumatic pasts, but both closed and unwilling to let those traumas ever surface. Micaela once again creates these amazing dynamic characters with such depth and navigates us through the evolution of their relationship, all the while, throwing an unexpected surprise into their lives. This surprise and their connection, force them to dig deep, uncover and heal the trauma and neglect they went through, to better themselves, so they can ultimately be better for each other. The twists and turns of Rush and Kira’s relationship was definitely a rollercoaster of emotions, in which I felt every single emotion. Micaela has the gift to put so much emotion and depth to her books and I’m never left disappointed, just left with wanting more. Which is hope I am able to read about Fox and Calistas relationship and dynamic soon, because I need it like right now! Thank you Micaela for providing me with an ARC of Rising, I truly loved this and can’t wait for more!
Rush Daniels, drummer for The Wild, and Kira Marsh, a college student working toward a nursing degree, are two damaged characters just getting through life. Both come from tragedies, intense and life changing. Although neither are looking for a relationship, or love, things don't always work out like they plan. I loved these two characters, both together and apart. As damaged as they were, they needed the other to heal. I loved this books the first time I read it as Wild Flame, but even more so now after the updates and changes. It’s definitely a must read.
Holy smokes, did this story take me on an emotional journey. Kira and Rush both grow so much in this story, and watching them heal and face their separate trauma like adults was an important part of the journey.
Rush grows so much in the book from the quintessential playboy to the man you would be proud to bring home to meet the parents. He has some serious baggage to deal with, and an unplanned pregnancy forces him to deal with his demons and face them head on.
Kira goes from the girl who is down for a good time to deal with her unplanned pregnancy seemingly overnight. She is faced with challenges and obstacles that help to shape her onto the mom she can be.
This book was a beautiful story of second chances, redemption, and healing. It's a beautiful story.
This has been an intense, deeply emotional read. It deals with major issues and problems, not shying away from their impact or toxicity to a happy life. Throw in an unexpected pregnancy and you have the ingredients for a steep fall from grace and a mountain to climb for redemption. From the very start you are made aware that Rush's life was filled with love and hope, until it wasn't. Having met Kira in Wild, I was aware of how she was leading her life. She is a strong, spirited young woman and I loved her growth in this book. This has been, at times, a tough read. Following an individual's journey to rock bottom is never going to be easy and Rush is often hard to love, but, ultimately, the circle completes the promise of the first few paragraphs. 💖💖💖💖💖
While I enjoyed Wild, the first book in the series, I can not say the same for Rising. I did finish the book, but it just did not hold my attention, and I had a hard time identifying with the characters. There was repetition that would pull me out of the book as well.
Rush and Kira fear commitment and have plenty in their pasts to warrant their walls. Their story does have much emotion, and there are warnings if you need them. But this was not the book for me, I will continue the series.
Thank you to the Author for the advanced copy; this is my voluntary review.
I've tried to write this review a few different times now, but nothing will do justice.
Micalea just knows how to grab you by the shirt and hold on. Kira and Rush story is filled with angst, lust, and soul-crushing love that you will need tissues.
Will they be able to move past all of the demons they carry, or will it crush them before they can even start? I promise you will want to read to find out. So grab all your comfort drinks and snacks and hold on.
i knew i was going to be obsessed with rush and kira from the first book and these two did not disappoint!
there story was not just a romance, but finding how to move on, deal with the past, the stages of grief, and growing. i am so proud of how far these two have come. i love them so much.. i teared up reading this book so many times😭