I was going to write a long ass rant but why bother when the author already did an excellent job ruining her book and the scene speaks for itself perfectly
This is he with another woman after being rejected by the heroine after claiming he loves her. He allegedly loves her and she is pregnant with his child. Mind you he is an alcoholic so i dont give a fuck how harsh she is, self preservation is a thing and she is the one carrying a kid whose father is s drunk. After she rejected him, he acted like a kid throwing a fit, refused to be next to her at the train and left her there to go on a two week drunk fest. She was right to fear his "love". She didnt even call to ask about the baby.
If he loves her he wouldn't have gone so far, he was attracted to someone else. He desired someone else. He growls looking at someone else lacy panties. He licked another womans nipples, after kising wildly that woman and thinking about how she is a good kisser. Later he still had the mind to notice how great her blow job skills were before stopping it.
Kira deserves a real man not this piece of shit
"Though, the ass shaking in front of me is nice to look at. The girl lifts her dark hair up and gives me a flirtatious look over her shoulder. Her eyes are full of mischief.
I like mischief.
I drop my glass where it shatters on the ground.
Nobody notices.
I stand and wrap my arms around the girl. She grinds her ass into my dick, rolling her hips to the beat of the song. My hands slide down to her bare thighs, my fingers inching up her skirt and stopping there—for the moment at least. Her laughter is a soft vibration against me. She reaches one arm behind me, her fingers grazing my hair. Tilting her head back to look at me over her shoulder she says, “You can touch me.” I close my eyes, at war with myself. I’ve never felt this feeling before. Confliction.
I’m confused. But the girl I love doesn’t love me back, never will, so what’s the point?
My hands move back to her hips and I spin her around until she’s facing me. She’s pretty, with dark hair, tan skin, full lips and brown eyes. They’re not the warm brown of Kira’s. Darker, more like black. Kira.
NO!
I shove all thoughts of her out of my mind. Before I can talk myself out of it, or think twice, I kiss her. She kisses me back with fervor, her tongue finding mine. She’s a good kisser, but she doesn’t taste right. Not bad, but just … not what I was expecting. We kiss wildly, with no beginning and no end. There’s no control to it. It’s a frantic clash of lips and teeth. Before I know it, we’re stumbling down a hall. My mind yells at me to stop, but I don’t. I just want to lose myself for a moment.
My back pushes into the restroom door and we stumble inside. Some guys cheer, but I pay them no mind, dragging her into a stall. She tears my shirt over my head, her fingers raking over my abs. “You’re so fucking hot,” she purrs. “Shut up.” I kiss her again to silence her. I don’t want her to talk. It ruins the illusion.
I pick her up and her legs wrap around my waist. Her skin-tight, already too short dress slides higher up until her lacy black thong is exposed. I growl low in my throat at the sight of it and yank my lips from hers. She gasps as I pull down the top of her dress, exposing her pert bare breasts. They’re large, naturally so—I can tell—and I bend my head taking a nipple into my mouth. She throws her head back, and grips the hair at the base of my skull. “Yes,” she cries. “Oh God, please.” “Don’t talk,” I plead with her. When she speaks it ruins the illusion. I swirl my tongue around her other nipple, my tongue leaving behind a trail of wetness.
“Put me down then.”
I let her down, expecting her to slap me or leave, but instead she drops to her knees in the bathroom stall.
She makes quick work of the buckle on my belt and slides the zipper down on my jeans. She yanks them down, along with my boxer-briefs, and takes my length in her hand.
"Oh fuck,” I blurt when she wraps her mouth around me. She’s fucking skilled at giving head, but… But. BUT.
I shove her away and she falls back on her ass, her tits bouncing."