Hold on for a bumpy ride
This is book two in this new series, but it’s got characters that cross over from other series. I read and love the Rollin On series, but for some reason never read the Checkmate series. In the first book there were more Rollers, but this one has more Checkmates. I will absolutely be going back to read their stories, but you won’t be lost if you didn’t.
This story is Preston (from the first book in this series) and Nicole’s story. Preston came from a rotten traumatic childhood, and is a tech whiz that is trying to move in from the life of a thief and thug. He’s offered a job at Checkmate, which lives in that gray area of legality. He has a one night stand with Nicole after his best friend’s wedding, and finds himself in some insta-lust with her. She is a single mom who divorced her abusive dirty cop husband. He continues to hurt her regularly, as well as their precocious daughter as a punishment to Nicole for angering him. The first half of the book was hard for me because of it. I honestly almost quit and moved onto the next book. Not because the writing was bad. Quite the opposite. It was real, and very accurate for what battered women face all the time. I’ve been in similar shoes, so maybe that made it too real. She spent the first half of the book being harassed daily, and placating him constantly, always trying to deescalate every conversation. It was an ingrained reaction, but so hard to read. I also wanted to shake her and tell her that while she was telling herself she was protecting her daughter, she was actually teaching her his behavior was OK and that the responsibility for his behavior fell upon them. Ugh. So hard. Domestic violence is so so hard, and with a police detective ex she certainly felt her hands were tied.
Moving on. Preston was a saint for continuing to pursue her in that first half. She pushed him away hardcore, shoving that baggage between them. I love that her brother encouraged Preston not to give up. The second half moved much better for me, and I loved the relationship he developed with Juniper. I love that all of these books focus on “found family” as all of the characters have plenty of emotional baggage. I know that I will enjoy any book by this author, but also know it’s going to be a rough ride to that HEA.