My love for this series continues. Another absolutely beautiful segment. The writing is still technically annoying—pages and pages with no paragraph breaks. I did not personally relate to this one as closely, because it focuses on Edouard, the gay uncle, whereas the prior two books focused more on the female characters. But despite all this, another 5-star book!
“She wrapped her arms around herself as if to hug or rock herself, rested her chin in the hollow of her shoulder, and died—sitting up and radiant with joy. Marcel rushed to her, put his arms around her,
sniffing the old woman’s neck, peering, sniffing, visiting the wrinkles and folds with his eyebrows, his mouth, placing his ear against the old heart that was no longer beating. He didn’t find what he was looking for and he turned towards the four women whose heads were still bowed. ‘You lied to me! I didn’t see a thing! I didn’t see anything at all! Her soul didn’t fly away! It’s still inside her!’.... Rose, Violette and Mauve moved away from Victoire’s bed and sat on their coats while Florence reached out her arms towards Marcel. ‘Keep your hands off me!’ Florence ran her finger over Marcel’s forehead. ‘Come here! I’ll explain...’ There was such tenderness in her eyes that Marcel threw himself into her arms the way he often took refuge in the arms of the fat woman, his aunt, when he was too unhappy. Rose, Violette and Mauve raised their right foot at the same time, then the left, and the distant rhythm of a jig rose in a little room, tenuous, frail nearly timid, while from Florence’s mouth came a melody from another time, a lament, rather, that soared above the syncopated rhythm of heels on hardwood. Marcel picked up Duplessis and took off, raised by the music, carried by it, straddling it as if it had to be tamed, whirling in this wave of sound that he recognized perfectly but whose existence hadn’t even been hinted at till now. All at once there was a smell of pine resin, of wild roses and rutting bear, of pipe tobacco to drive mosquitoes away and of slowly simmering beef soup; the laundry had been done and a dog was rummaging in the white sheets spread out in the dew; you could hear its joyous barking blend with the music that was becoming more and more present until it merged with the heartbeats of Marcel who was holding his cat against him, astonished swooning, overwhelmed with happiness. A flight of whippoorwills crossed a lemon sky and Marcel cried out: “A birds’ wedding!” dropping Duplessis who began to float at his side. A woman was singing as she kneaded her bread, another was baking pies that scented the air. Rose (or Violette, or Mauve) began to warble an old song and whole landscapes filed past Marcel’s eyes: sunrises that could break your heart, flash storms that dried up as quickly as they’d come, and nights so transparent that you could simply reach out your arm and unhook the moon; snowstorms that swooped down on silent forests or floods that made the wildlife run away; and most of all, motionless middays filled with the buzzing of flies, when the mountains vibrate in the suffocating heat and eyelids grow heavy. All that was turning, spinning, jigging, and Marcel could call all those things by name and even—yes, if he forced himself a little he could have sung them. And when Florence added words to her song a great void appeared; Marcel could see slipping by beneath his feet an entire section of the country, from Duhamel to Saint-Jerome from Papineauville to Saint-Andre-Avellin, and, in the distance, shining there bright as a threat but still so lovely, Montreal with its Cross, with all its crosses. When the music stopped, Marcel felt his head spin and he held out his arms to Duplessis. ‘I’m falling!’ He opened his eyes. Rose, Violette and Mauve had taken their knitting from their sleeves and the needles for clicking at a good clip. Florence ran her hand over the little boy’s damp forehead while Duplessis daintily licked his wrist. Marcel looked at his grandmother, still upright in her bed. Florence carefully closed his eyes as if he himself were the dead person. ‘That was her soul.’” p17-18
“...so many kicks, so many punches, so many humiliating failures that you think you’ll never get over before the first successes, which are nearly as depressing as the failures because they rarely come for the right reasons.” p28
“And he liked to control his daydreams. For instance, before he fell asleep at night, when his parents were quiet again he could easily take everything he’d heard during the day and transform it into a great journey with bright colors, clear sounds and precise odours; mornings too, while his mother and his aunt Albertine were listening to La Fiancée du Commando or Big Sister, exclaiming indignantly when the heroines were made to suffer too much, it was easy for him to escape from the house, from Fabre Street, from Plateau Mont-Royal, and take refuge in some land of his own invention, where children didn’t have to take naps and bread didn’t have crusts.” p136
“One world had replaced another. Two minutes earlier she’d been a mother, somewhat disheartened by her two children, poor but proud and clean, as she’d been taught to be, ignorant, yes, practically illiterate even, intellectually lazy because she’d never been challenged, neither in her thinking nor her sensitivity, nor most of all—her soul, which had been fed a constant diet of obtuse beliefs, stupid practices, narrow creeds foods—that fill but don’t nourish, that clog more than inspire; and suddenly her younger child, the difficult one, the one who‘d been put in an auxiliary class because he didn’t want to learn, who saw things no one else could see, that sick little boy, so sweet but so hopeless, was submerging her in unbearably beautiful sounds whose existence she categorically refused to accept. She closed her eyes on this world that was too beautiful and she’d have plugged her ears too if she’d really thought she could kill these waves of exultation that were swamping her.” p151-152
“The little boy didn’t understand what it was all about, but he felt vaguely that it came from long, long ago, from the very depths of their souls and the source of a slow and lethal pain, ending up nowhere because the future was frightening. He couldn’t have given a name to any of the sensations he was experiencing but he knew they were there, and they terrified him.” p193
“But he couldn’t find the words either. It was obvious now that words between them were pointless; both had used an abundance of the ones they knew, had drained them of their substance, of significance, and now they could only repeat them without ever being touched by them, because they’d already heard them too often, and once that happens they have no effect.” p195