They've never been out on a date. They can barely speak a civil word to each other when they find themselves in the same room. But Aunt Bertie, who is not crazy, just—eccentric—knows that John and Ellie belong together, and she's doing all she can to further their cause.
This wouldn't be so bad if Ellie could just avoid John. But no. Of course not. She works with his sister.
Ellie needs a doctor to assure her parents that Aunt Bertie can live on her own and doesn't need to be sent to a nursing home.
Should be easy, but John—Dr. Flynn—is making it anything but.
He's arrogant, handsome, and oh-so-infuriating.
He also might just be perfect for Ellie.
This sweet, small-town romantic comedy has plenty of heart and lots of laughs. Snatch it up today!
Janette Rallison has five children who keep her well supplied with plot ideas, sometimes even making cameo appearances in her novels. She likes to write romantic comedy because there is enough angst in real life, but theres a drastic shortage on both humor and romance.
Playing the Field was named Society of School Librarians International Best Book Award Honor Book, and both Alls Fair In Love, War, and High School and Love, Life, and the Pursuit of Free Throws were included on YALSAs Popular Paperbacks for Young Adults list. Fame Glory, and Other Things on My To Do List, was just chosen for IRAs YA Choices list for 2007
I thought this was a fun story! Ellie goes to stay with her aunt for the summer. Her family is worried that Bertie isn't doing too well and they want Ellie to go see what's really going on. Bertie is a sweet lady, has a unique outlook on life that is endearing. I liked how protective Ellie is of her aunt. Dr John Flynn has his hands full with those two ladies. I thought Ellie and John had a fun relationship, a bit enemies-to-lovers, but they keep finding themselves thrown together and it doesn't help that Bertie is telling everyone they're dating! Fun, lighthearted read.
Content Rated G Romance: Kissing Language: None Violence: None Other: Very mild religious content - not preachy
The topic of conversation at the Baxters' dinner table was insanity. What a great first line to start off a book!! The Baxter family (except for Ellie) is concerned that Aunt Bertie's mental state is not as it should be and they want Ellie to stay with her for the summer, despite Ellie being accepted for a summer internship. When Ellie arrives she starts to wonder if her parents may be right, as Aunt Bertie has started doing some strange things and she keeps talking about Ellie marrying a Dr. John Flynn that Ellie hasn't even met yet.
This book has quite a few laugh out loud moments which is what I love about Janette Rallison's books. Ellie and John got off to a rough start and basically had a frenemies vibe for most of the book because of Ellie's staunch defense of her beloved Aunt, while John had a doctor's point of view of all Aunt Bertie's behaviors and comments. Aunt Bertie was sweet but she certainly had a unique way of getting Ellie and John together.
I loved the awkward situations that made me laugh out loud. I loved how much Ellie cared for her aunt and felt for her when she finally took a minute to look at things from John's point of view. John was a wonderful doctor but he drove me kind of crazy with his methodical way of looking at EVERYTHING!! The guy really needed to loosen up a little. I only wish the author had written an epilogue because I'd love to see a few months or year down the road. If you're looking for a fun, light-hearted book look no further.
I received a complimentary copy to review. All thoughts expressed in this review are my own.
This is one of the more odd romances by Rallison. I just found it crazy and all over the place. Sometimes that works and sometimes it doesn't this books had moments where it worked and other times where it didn't.
I loved this feel good, laugh out loud funny 😆 book ! This author is one of my favorites. I own almost all her books and read them multiple times during the year . Well … when I get the time . Honestly if you’re looking for a great read and want to laugh . Check this authors books out . The only thing I would add to this book , is a epilogue.
Ellie is a 22-year-old college senior who is visiting her 69-year-old aunt in a small town in Idaho for the summer. Her parents believe that her aunt is developing Alzheimer's and needs to be institutionalized, but Ellie refuses to believe that. She has no intention of allowing her beloved aunt to end up in a residential facility like her deceased paternal grandparents, who both actually had Alzheimer's. Ellie is convinced that her aunt simply has a quirky sense of humor, which is manifested in her pretending that every day is Christmas and doing her best to match up Ellie with a local, 29-year-old, divorced ER doctor named John.
This is one of the first novels that JR ever wrote. She got the rights back for this book and has self-published it, classifying it as a romantic comedy, which almost all of her books are. However, though there are many quirky moments in this novel, there are some very serious underlying issues that are anything but humorous. For that reason I would call this novel a dramedy, not a comedy.
Fans of G-rated, small-town romances with a strong Christian element will very likely enjoy this book.
I read this the first time when it was published by a different publisher several years ago. Even reading it again, probably for the third or fourth time, I couldn’t put it down!
I love Ellie and John! I love the small town, the rumors that fly no matter how hard Ellie tries to clear them up. I loved the awkward situations that lead to all of those rumors. Bertie is a hoot! I loved her and Ellie’s deep relationship and shared sense of humor.
If you like sweet romances and are ready for a good laugh, this is just what that doctor ordered.
I actually skimmed the first few pages of this book, because Ellie’s parents just made me mad.
Bertie, her aunt, is a lovable and sweet (and maybe a bit cooky) person. Ellie spends her summer off from college with her aunt Bertie in Washington State after her parents think that she has Alzheimer’s and Ellie is supposed to investigate.
Bertie is trying to set her up with the towns ER doc and half the town is in on it.
Dr. John Flynn, who’s freshly divorced, moved back home to escape the big city and his Ex, wants nothing to do with women right now.
Ellie and John clash right away, but Bertie doesn’t give up and neither should the reader of this book.
Sweet, cooky, smoldering, infuriating, sad and hopeful. I think these words describe this story perfectly.
I received a complimentary copy of this book. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own.
2.5 I think this book definitely has a big audience waiting to read it who will love it, that audience just wasn't me. I think the Hallmark/Lifetime movie people will really like this. It's a conservative romance with a really good premise. I don't mind conservative romance, but this didn't hit it for me.
Ellie is sent to her Aunt Bertie's for the summer because her family has concerns that she might need to move into a home. Ellie begins to clash with Bertie's doctor, John, whom Bertie is convinced is Ellie's soulmate. The entire town becomes convinced they are a couple, much to their dismay. But then the feelings start...
I will start by saying that I loved the character of Bertie. She was the best sort of eccentric. I could see how people qould misjudge her, but I found myself agreeing with her full heartedly. Her fondness for Christmas and making life what you want it were endearing.
I thought both Ellie and John were judgemental sticks in the mud. They tried to make Ellie read as more free spirited because she understands Bertie, but something about her still read as frigid and the bad kind of stubborn instead of passionate. John was also dry. Clinical, which, I guess works for a doctor, but was a yawn as a love interest.
The two seemed to have no chemistry and the attempts at sparky banter fell flat for me. Their age difference was really only mentioned a few times but it seems like it should have kind of popped up more, especially when everyone talked about marriage, avoiding the fact that Ellie was still in school.
Diana, John's sister, also read as an immature child, which I guess is often what 18-year-olds are. But the whole Chris/Andrew/Diana issue came across as a bit judgey and stereotyped. Diana would outgrow her childish drama, just because Chris was a nice guy he's clearly supposed to be the one, Andrew is obviously trouble because he had a nontraditional job and look. I was rolling my eyes reading it. I hated it. These cliches need to die. Sure, sometimes the nontraditional guy is bad news, I just didn't like how it was presented. The whole book felt a bit stuffy.
Also khaki is really not a great way to describe someone's eye color. It doesn't conjure up the right imagery in my mind. And this was used a lot.... I feel like someone's husband would say this to their wife and get yelled at for not being romantic.
I enjoyed this book very much. It was fun and a little zany at times, but also bittersweet. The progression of the romantic relationship was so fun and different. In some ways it was like a fake relationship story but the main characters never agreed to it and constantly denied it, even as the rumours about them kept growing. Ellie went to stay with her Aunt Bertie for the summer to check on her and hopefully to prove to Ellie’s parents that Bertie did not need to move to an assisted living facility. Bertie was a fun and ”larger-than-life” character, so it was difficult for people to distinguish her eccentricity from a diminished mental state. “Bertie had a way of making the most off-the-wall things seem reasonable.” She was dead set that Ellie was destined to fall in love with and marry John, a doctor who attended Bertie’s church. John and Ellie had a very entertaining back and forth. They got off on the wrong foot and it was a constant up and down from there. I really enjoyed their dynamic. And Bertie added such a fun and unexpected element. There are some great funny moments and lines. I absolutely loved the resolution to the story and how the relationship came together in the end. It was a great and unexpected way to conclude this story. “‘People have been talking for a long time…Now they’ll finally be right.’” This story contains elements of serious health issues, not limited to Alzheimers, potential stroke, etc. Also, death of a parent, death of a spouse, single parenting, discussion of surprise pregnancy options which include termination, Emergency Room traumas, and so on. This is a closed door romance with mild innuendo and no harsh language.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
What the Doctor Ordered is Janette Rallison’s newest sweet romantic comedy. Ellie Baxter is a junior at New Mexico State University. She has a summer internship lined up at a TV station, which will hopefully lead to a job when she graduates. Her parents are worried about her eccentric Aunt Bertie, afraid that she is in the early stages of Alzheimer’s Disease due to family history. They insist that Ellie visit Bertie in Colton, Idaho for at least part of the summer in order to keep an eye on her. Bertie is thrilled that Ellie is spending the summer with her. She has been trying to fix up Ellie with the handsome Dr. John Flynn, who she knows from church. Unfortunately Dr. Flynn is divorced and sour on women and romantic relationships, thanks to his greedy ex-wife. Bertie has even arranged a job for Ellie at the Pine Top Resort, which is owned by John’s widowed mom, Lauren.
When Ellie sees John in the library, he tells her that he is a janitor. This sets the stage for misunderstandings between them, which are increased by Bertie’s meddling. When Ellie finds out that Bertie has health issues, she and John start a fake relationship, which leads to more misunderstandings.
What the Doctor Ordered is a sweet romantic comedy, with no profanity or sex. It contains fake-dating and grumpy hero/ray of sunshine heroine tropes. It’s a well-written story but I didn’t feel the chemistry between Ellie and John. I have enjoyed this author’s romantic suspense books more than this romantic comedy.
I received an advance review copy (ARC) from BookSirens for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
WHAT IT'S ABOUT They've never been out on a date. They can barely speak a civil word to each other when they find themselves in the same room. But Aunt Bertie, who is not crazy, just—eccentric—knows that John and Ellie belong together, and she's doing all she can to further their cause.
This wouldn't be so bad if Ellie could just avoid John. But no. Of course not. She works with his sister.
Ellie needs a doctor to assure her parents that Aunt Bertie can live on her own and doesn't need to be sent to a nursing home. Should be easy, but John—Dr. Flynn—is making it anything but. He's arrogant, handsome, and oh-so-infuriating.
He also might just be perfect for Ellie.
MY TAKE This was a sweet story and showcased the awkward situations a doctor can sometimes find himself in when he knows things he cannot share but just letting things happen could be disaster for a sister. Oh, and there's Ellie, the niece of Bertie, who's letting people think he and Ellie are an item.
As a doctor, John is used to telling people what to do, so he comes across as kind of bossy even when he's not talking to a patient. At the same time, his doctor's training impacts everything he sees, and he can't stop being one even when he's off duty.
Bertie is sweetheart even if she made me a little crazy. And Ellie, who's there to help her for the summer and assess her ability to live by herself, is in denial. She's already seen a beloved grandfather put in a cold care facility, and she refuses to acknowledge John's concerns--just like Bertie.
There's more going on with all of them that the others don't suspect. And Ellie and John falling for each other is just one of them.
Ellie agrees to go stay with her Aunt Bertie when her parents start threatening to send her to a nursing home.She is Ellie's favorite Aunt. She feels she doesn't fit in to her family with parents who constantly criticise her and a sister who snipes and puts her down. Aunt Bertie is quirky but that helps her understand Allie.When she arrives her aunt is in a wheel chair to meet her at the airport and gives little information about her injury and refuses to see a doctor. To top that off she keeps talking about a doctor at her church she wants her to meet because they are going to be married. Ellie tries to discourage her but Bertie gets her a job at her mothers resort to ensure they meet then spreads gossip to her friends. Once the small town snowball starts rolling down hill there is no stopping and no matter how many times she and John deny they are in a relationship no one believes them.
Her aunt's antics are funny from the Christmas Tree in her living room in May to her list of 100 reasons not to clean. She persists in believing Allie and John will get together You have to love her even knowing you would not want to be put in that position. Allie's attempts to get her to proper medical care are all in vain since she continues to refuse. The resolution at the end is unexpected, sweet and touched my heart.
Errors in Communication lead to Comedy. Ellie’s favorite aunt needs some help for the summer, and Ellie gets volunteered by her family to go help her, in spite of Ellie having made other plans for the summer related to her schooling and career. It is easy to see why Aunt Bertie is Ellie’s favorite person because Aunt Bertie is so quirky and a lot of fun. Ellie and Dr. John Flynn get off to a rocky start because of John’s past experiences with his previous wife. Ellie and John’s relationship goes from bad to worse because of differences of opinion on Ellie’s aunt and John’s sister. I wanted to shake Ellie a few times for making poor choices, but her choices were based on inadequate knowledge and a sense of feeling overprotective towards others she felt were being misjudged. Eventually, problems come to light and solutions found. I liked how John found ways to get around Ellie’s mislaid plans and his determination to get to the bottom of the problems without causing too much embarrassment to anyone or to go against his privileges as a doctor. I liked Ellie’s fun loving and helpful personality, although I did get frustrated with several of her choices. I couldn’t help laughing at all the misconceptions and miscommunications.
While I'm not sure I would classify this story as a typical rom-com (I'm leaning a bit more towards... I dunno... chick-lit? women's fiction?), it was an entertaining read featuring delightfully quirky, likeable (or, in Aunt Bertie's case, downright lovable) characters. Seriously, I LOVE Bertie! She's a wonderful human being with an interesting perspective, as illustrated by this quote:
“It’s funny—we see everyone else clearly, but have to depend on mirrors to see ourselves. Before mirrors were invented, I suppose everyone just assumed they were beautiful. It seems like a much better system, don’t you agree?”
Speaking of Bertie, I felt the story was more focused on Ellie's relationship with her aunt rather than her (developing) relationship (or lack thereof) with John, even though Aunt Bertie does her darnedest to push these two together.
IMHO, the romance part felt a bit rushed and went from grudging (mostly) physical attraction to "I love you" with little in between. Still, there were certainly scenes that made me smile (or laugh) - and yes, there were also tears.
Okay, so I sort of have mixed feelings for this one. Ellie and John made a fun couple and I enjoyed seeing how their relationship developed and seeing them fall in love. Aunt Bertie was very fun and I really liked her. I was happy with how things worked out for John and Ellie.
However, that being said, I was not happy with the twist about Bertie, and that's why I made this a 3 star instead of a 5 star, and even considered making it a 2 star for a bit, I'd have probably went with a 2.5 if that was an option because of the twist. It made it not really a 'sweet romantic comedy' when there's elements like that added in.
Did I like it? Very much, except for the twist. Would I read the author again? Not sure. A twist like that damages my trust with the author, and makes me worried that the next book will have an equally bad or worse one that keeps the book from being an HEA. That's a personal preference. I need authors to earn my trust and not damage it for me to continue reading their books. This one is on the fence, since John and Ellie do get their HEA, but the twist taints it. I was gifted a copy.
'What the Doctor Ordered' was entertaining. Its humorous plot was filled with an eccentric yet determined aunt, concerned parents, a thorough ER doctor, a caring niece, helping a co-worker find romance, a community's big misunderstanding, several busybodies, an Oh No! moment, and love. John and Ellie, the protagonists, were adorable with their miscues and misunderstandings, especially with the busybodies' interference. Moreover, I liked the author's hyperbolic statements such as, "As John strode into the lobby, he spotted Andrew standing by the front counter and Diana leaning across the counter toward him, so many stars in her eyes her face could have qualified as a constellation." Furthermore, I liked the author's humorous lines, such as, "Now Ellie was going to be a third wheel on a bike. That made her, what, a tricycle?" And this gem, "He was just chatting with no apparent purpose. Ellie hadn’t known whether to feel sorry for him or whether to try and slash his tires." Overall, I thoroughly enjoyed reading the hilarity-filled narrative. I received a copy for free and am voluntarily giving my honest review.
This is the perfect enemies to lovers romance to warm your heart. Ellie is a beautiful young student who moves during the summer to a small town to check the mental health of her aunt Bertie, this is not an easy task because Bertie is a very quirky and peculiar character. At the same time Bertie has a plan of her own, she wants to unite her niece with the sexy doctor of the town.
John and Ellie didn’t get along from the beginning because when they met John lied and pretended to be the hospital janitor and she was offended when she found out. There are some twists and turns in this relation because they pretend to be in love, but at the same time, they really fall for each other. I liked the setting, the mountain resort, and the side characters, especially in John’s family.
This a cute romance and a heartfelt story about taking care of the family.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
This humorous, clean, small age gap (7 years) contemporary story is about a student, 22 year old Ellie who comes to visit her eccentric Aunt Bertie during her summer holidays. Aunt Bertie is a determined matchmaker and she intends for Ellie to get together with divorced, ER doctor John Flynn. They don't get off to a good start at their first meeting and they almost seem to merely tolerate each other even though they are constantly brought together by Bertie's medical problems. Their relationship is fraught with misunderstandings of motives and both are stubborn people. The story was good and Ellie's love and caring for her aunt was endearing. John's character felt a bit stilted and there was not much chemistry between them. I did enjoy the humour and their dialogue. I found the first quarter of the book a bit boring but it did become more interesting later on. The epilogue ended a bit abruptly, the ending was not as well developed as I was hoping. A sweet, enjoyable read
Ellie’s elderly aunt Bertie needs help for the summer and her parents are convinced she needs to go into a nursing home soon. Ellie feels like Aunt Bertie is the only adult to ever understand her and she can’t stand to think of her in a home. She heads to Idaho to prove to her parents that Bertie is just fine, but Bertie has other ideas. She is determined to matchmaker Ellie with a certain gorgeous doctor, John. As Ellie can’t talk to John without bickering, and Aunt Bertie gets worse, Ellie isn’t sure what to do anymore.
What the Doctor Ordered is a sweet, clean, light-hearted romantic comedy with lots of teary moments and so many laughs. John and Ellie are the perfect frenemies-to-lovers and had me cheering the on with their love match. This would be a perfect addition to your beach bag for summer reading!
Ellie's Aunt Bertie knows that Dr. Flynn is the perfect match for her niece. And Ellie tries her best to avoid him, but fails.
😊What i liked -
✔ Small Town /Fake Dating. ✔ I liked Ellie's character, she is quite lovable. ✔ It's a quick easy read. With a few laughs here and there. ✔ My absolute favourite was Aunt Bertie. Her eccentricity was fantastic. ✔ It's a sweet romance.
🤔What could have been better -
✔ It needed more punch, it somehow felt a little flat. It was pleasant but flat.
📚Who Should read : 👶 beginner 💘 Romance lover's 💕Small town romance trope
📈My Rating : 3/5
Qotd - Which was the last book that you felt was a pleasant read but there was a zing missing?
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
I enjoyed this romance story with all of the characters. The main characters were Ellie and Dr. John Flynn. And also Ellie's Aunt Bertie.
Ellie parents want her to check on her Aunt Bertie. When she gets to her aunt's house she surprised by what she see. Her aunt might need some help. While helping her aunt she meet the people around town. By there is a doctor in town that she not sure of.
Dr. John Flynn has came to town to help his mother out after his divorce. He work's at the hospital in the emergency. When a young lady bring her aunt in he surprised by her. Her aunt is quite strange.
This was a fun story to read. It had action, adventure, and surprises throughout. It also had quite a few laughs and giggles within. It does have a sad part within.
I received a complimentary copy via BookSiren. This is my honest unbiased opinions.
A bittersweet story! It’s not only about a love relationship between a man and a woman, but also about a very close kinship between an aunt and a niece.
I liked the idea when Bertie told Ellie that she wrapped her supper and put it under the Christmas tree as a gift, was just to remind herself everything we had in life was a gift. Though sadly, the reason behind this theory might be because she knew what was waiting for her in the near future!
There’s not much romance scenes between Ellie and John, but you could see the development of their relationship through the ongoing incidents. Also, the struggle to let go of your love one was real.
It’s such an enjoyable read, along with all the thinking I did while reading the book.
I really enjoyed this story! Ellie is so easy to love from the beginning. She cares about her aunt and she is doing her best to ensure her family that there is nothing wrong with her lavender haired, muu muu wearing, family member. John returns home to his small town to work in the ER. While Ellie is convinced that her aunt is simply eccentric, John is worried there could be more going on with her aunt’s health. As much as Ellie and John try to deny feelings for each other, they are thrown into each other’s path often and the rumors start flying! The story is a well written, funny, clean romance. If you like eccentric old ladies, small towns, attractive medical doctors, then give this a read!
I received a complimentary copy of this book from Book Siren and I am voluntarily reviewing it.
OMGoodness! This is hilariously funny. I adored both Bertie and Ellie with their quick repartee. There were times when I just had to put the book down as I couldn't see pass the tears of laughter! Later there were tears of sadness. This was such an emotional roller-coaster of a ride.
This is a totally feel-good book that just transported me into a very happy place. I want to be Bertie when I grow up (yeah just another couple of years now!)
I love the dual POV format that this is written in. It really helps me to better understand the character and enjoy the story so much better.
I highly recommend this to anyone who loves a feel good book (it really should be made into a Hallmark movie.)
I read What the Doctor ordered over a decade ago while in high school. It originally came out in 2004 under Sierra St. James. I didn't realize that it was the same book when I checked out the audiobook from the library, but I was surprised to be rereading one of my favorites from 15 yrs ago! This book is still a favorite, and the audiobook was easy to follow whose point of view it was. This book is full of so many witty and eccentric moments and you really fall in love with both John and Ellie but also Aunt Bertie as well! I want to strive to view what I have as a gift like Aunt Bertie does with her dinner ingredients. I had two favorite scenes from the book: the canoe trip and the confessions during the sander drop off.
Easy-to-read, very pleasant, witty romance. 5* The story of John and Ellie is an engaging, well-written, and very witty novel with great penmanship about two likeable people who start off on the wrong foot. This is a nice, slow-developing romance between the protagonists even though there is a significantly heavy push from Ellie’s eccentric aunt who is determined to pair them up. The characters are very well developed and described. Some moments are soberingly thought-provoking touching on the topic of our mortality and coming to terms with it, but for the most part, the novel is witty, romantic, and ends on a welcome HEA. Would happily recommend this book.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Aunt Bertie knows that John and Ellie belong together before they even meet, but they are going to need some persuasion. Ellie knows her aunt is a bit eccentric but when her parents want to put her in an elder care facility she will do anything to convince them that Bertie is just fine on her own. Unfortunately, Dr. John Flynn seems to be agreeing with her parents a bit too much. But with Aunt Bertie telling everyone that John and Ellie are dating they keep getting thrown together until perhaps her Aunt's tall tale isn't such a tale after all. I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
What the Doctor ordered By Janette Rallison Main Characters: John and Ellie I voluntarily and honestly reviewed this book without bias or persuasion from the author. 4 1/2 out of 5 stars I loved Aunt Bertie's character as a matchmaker. This is only the second book I have read by this author. This book had a lot of laughter in it and there were areas that were sad also. The story was entertaining and I love the dual POV. I would have liked to see a little more romance between John and Ellie. This book turned out to be a sweet romantic comedy! I would like to continue to read books by this author.
The Baxter family are worried about Aunt Bertie so Ellie goes to stay with Aunt Bertie to see what’s going on because the family are concerned about Aunt Bertie’s mental state but Aunt Bertie is not crazy just eccentric and she tries playing match maker between Ellie and Dr John Flynn and Ellie works with Johns sister so she finds it hard to avoid him Ellie finds him arrogant handsome and so infuriating so he might just be perfect for Ellie
Really enjoyable read of enemies to lovers totally recommend
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
What the Doctor Ordered by Janette Rallison A wonderful read from Janette, I have read a few of her books now and I love reading them. Janette brings the characters to life with real-life storylines that make you believe you too are there. What the Doctor Ordered is no exception, it's full of lol moments, a little sad in places, but it happens in real life. This is my favorite to date without question, I loved aunt Bertie and Ellie and of course the doctor JOhn. What the Doctor Ordered is brilliantly written, I couldn't put the book down, and of course, didn't want it to end. I highly recommend this book to anyone, who enjoys reading a clean romance with some lol moments too. I found this book on Booksirens.