After a nightmare couple of years following the death of her celebrity singer mother, Cass Mulligan is moving down to the sun, sea and shingle of Cornwall for a fresh start. But she soon realises that she’s not the only one in need of some TLC…
Felicia Wilson’s life is one long series of spinning plates. She has Dissociative Identity Disorder, a system of five alternate personalities living in her body, and they all have different hopes, fears and desires.
When Cass is thrown together with Felicia, some beautiful friendships grow, and soon there is substantial mutual attraction between Cass and dominant alter Heather. But if things go wrong, they could go very wrong. Can they build a relationship AND keep everybody happy?
Content warning: brief mentions of domestic abuse, sexual abuse and suicide.
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The two characters could not be more unique and amazing. Cass is a depressed biromantic ace, who is still grieving the death of her celebrity singer Mother. She moves to Cornwall for a fresh start, and meets Felicia and her mother, Mabel.
Felicia has Dissociative Identity Disorder with 5 distinct personalities existing for her at various times. She is complex and sympathetic, and the two women find a lot of understanding and support in one another.
It poses the question of how could a relationship work between two such people, with such extensive issues? Mother Mabel is wonderfully supportive, and all characters are non-judgemental, and honest in raw ways. It's confronting, but touching, and the drama really ramps up towards the end.
There are mentions of mental illness and past abuses, so please be aware if those are triggers. Ultimately though, it was a sweet, touching and raw story of two people struggling with their traumas and finding solace and understanding with one another.
You really find yourself rooting for the characters, and wishing the best for them all.
I don’t think I have ever read a romance genre where the main character has DID(dissociative identity disorder). And to be honest, most of my knowledge of DID is from horror movies, and they are often portrayed as an evil person. I did a little research about DID during the reading, so I’d say this book is very educational to me😂
I love both MC and mother Mabel. They are fragile yet strongest at the same time; their stories will heart warm you but also break your heart. I love reading woman supporting woman in wlw fiction, and I can’t get enough of them!
I appreciate the author didn't shy away or romanticize the mental health issue. I hated it when a character had mental health issue but suddenly the issue was magically gone because she “met the right person.”
This book is not an easy read; make sure to read the CW first. If you welling to give it a try, it won’t disappointed you
I knew going into this book that I might have a hard time because it is a different sort of romance. But also, I was curious how this might all work.
Cass, the wealthy daughter of a world famous singer, seeks solace in a small town after her mother’s suicide. She befriends the woman next door, Felicia, and her mother, Mabel. Some of the first scenes show Cass struggling with the heaviness of depression and the portrayal feels spot on. Thankfully, her two new neighbors generously open their doors and hearts to Cass. They bring spark and light to her days and it feels like things may be turning around for all of them. But Felicia has a secret. She has Dissociative Identity Disorder, formerly known as multiple personalities. Heather is the dominant alter in their DID system, sharing the person with 4 others who are different ages and hold varied roles. The book is well written, manages the situation respectfully, and kept me interested. Felicia, Cass, and Mabel are amazing characters who still seem like they have even more stories to tell.
There is, however, a twist towards the end that I did not care for. Seems like the story had more than enough balls in the air without adding a strange tweak. Instead, I would have liked just more moments between the main characters because reading about how someone navigates a romantic relationship with a person with DID is the main draw.
Lastly, I want to mention, I was left with questions like how did Mabel and Felicia, as mother and daughter, come to terms with the past because that is never discussed. Mabel was, after all, present in Felicia’s life when the abuse was happening and yet, they are close now. But most unsettling is how there was no legal action on Felicia’s behalf. I can only imagine the unfathomable abuse that Felicia experienced as a very young child and seeing no justice in the past or present for her seems like a big omission in the story.
Hard one to say yes or no to because the first 3/4 is outstanding but the book also has legitimate issues.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
You see, the things with books is that I have a habit of falling into them and never wanting to leave. This happened here.
This book is different to anything I’ve ever read before. I was fortunate enough to be sent a copy by the wonderful author when I wasn’t feeling great.
Katherine is a powerhouse of an author, who isn’t afraid to touch on the subjects most of us run from. She holds mental health in the palms of her hands for all to see and reminds us how real it is. Shows us that despite the voices we have telling us we aren’t worthy of love, we are.
She writes with wisdom. With certainty and with a fearlessness I wish I had. I’m in awe of her and she’s young enough to be my kid. What a talent she has on her hands. I can’t wait to watch her grow.
Trust me. This book is wonderful in all its merits. Just read it. Step out of your comfort zone and be ready to acknowledge it when you see yourself on the pages.
What an outstanding book! Having had no clue about DID, I found this an engaging book. You cant help but love Heather,Daniella, Coral,Kylie and Autumn. But also feel sorry for Felicia. I learned so much from this incredible book. This is definitely a reread and worthy of 5 stars!
Read my full review here I've been waiting on reading this book since Katherine first mentioned she had another book coming out after The Silent Chapter. Big thank you to Katherine for thinking of me when looking for reviewers for this charming book. Let me share with you my honest thoughts on The Summer We've Had. . Wow. Ok, I don't really know how to start my review on this one, apart from it was really good.
When you have books writing about mental health and mental illness you often get one of three things. The romanticised mental illness, where depression or bipolar is a cool personality trait; the second where it is demonised and made out to be something so very wrong and shunned; and the latter is just being super depressing. The Summer We've Had doesn't fit into any of these stereotypes and that makes me super happy. When I first read the blurb I was expecting a "Girl in Pieces" -esque novel of flat contemporary commentary on depression and so pleasantly pleased it is nothing like that. (No offense to anyone who is a fan of that book of course).
Cass is a real character that can be related. She is struggling. Everything is a lot. Moving, unpacking, and working out the new life by the sea is exciting but exhausting. But at the start, there are these magic little moments that I have also caught myself doing. Standing out in the sunshine, feeling the light's warmth on your skin and thinking, you know what this may not be all this bad. Those tiny moments throughout the 277 pages are glorious. Other details about Cass's inner workings are great too. The overthinking, the panic over small things - all things that I have personally been dealing with and feeling outnumbered with.
Now personally, I do not know much about DiD, but I like how Felicia and her system are written about. In the sections where it is delving into her inner workings, I like how they are all their own, but also have shared interests in Felecia. It's complicated but not in a forced way. I like how Heather is the bold one and protective over everyone, but also a listener to the others Coral, Daniella, and to some extent Kylie and Autumn.
There is romance, and it works well in the context of the book. there are some very cute moments between Heather and Cass, as well as seeing the warming of Daniella and Coral to Cass. It is ultimately a self-learning journey for both Cass and Felecia, a romance that had a chance and took it, but ultimately being grown up enough to know what works and what really doesn't.
The ending is happy, don't worry but it is not the way you would expect it to be happy.
I loved this book! Both main characters (MCs) were working through issues, but both were really lovely women. One has crippling depression due to her mother's suicide. The other is a childhood sexual abuse survivor with dissociative identity disorder (DID) which is one possible manifestation of PTSD. DID is also referred to as multiple personalities, but that description doesn't capture the complexities. However, we do meet all 5 of the alters (roughly personalities) living within her brain. There is also a loving Mother who, while having made mistakes in the past, is steadfast in her love and support of both women.
The author did a wonderful job of telling the story of the MCs meeting, getting to know each other, falling for each other and deciding whether to give a life together a chance. At the same time this very normal love story was unfolding, the author never shied from showing us the obstacles! I found the author's compassion and gentleness and respect for these characters to be a model for how all struggling people should be treated.
There really were a fair number of obstacles they faced and not all of them from their mental health issues.
That was some journey, my God. I feel like a whole new fucking person, because holy damn. The whole story is sad, really. Grief and trauma are just strong things they can definitely drag you under.
This was definitely a first for me. I usually stay away from books that have trauma and grief mainly impacting the MCs and plot, but I was really curious about this one. And I am glad I read it.
An excellent second book by Katherine. You really feel for all of the characters including the alters. A well researched and gentle written novel about did, mental health issues and grief. The romance element is light and believable
I sound the authors take on DID and depressions interesting but felt that most of the story involved the characters explaining and repeating the same information.
Now here's where potential suppliers come, I felt the twist at the ending was unnecessary it felt like it was tacked on just to drag the story out and was oddly received my the three main characters, especially the mother who could have saved her daughter a !it of pain by handling the situation differently.
Otherwise all in all a good read, just a few things that nibbled at me.
CW: suicide, depression, alluded-to sexual abuse, mental health struggles, mentioned physical abuse
First of a list of sapphic/ace rep books I’ve decided to read
This book was interesting. A bit odd and boring, plot wise…. I was almost very upset and annoyed at the last 40 pgs, though the author switched it up at the last second. I’m not sure why the author decided to throw in that particular twist… perhaps she realized the story was a bit blah and wanted to really turn up the heat at the last second. It certainly made me heated. The curveball after was appreciated, but. Again. Still don’t know why it had to be that. Anyway, this book was not all bad, and I will list the pros and cons for me.
The weird things: The amount of pop culture references. Tangled, The Lion King, Harry Potter, etc. I’ve always found it a bit weird when authors mention real life things and often. It might be because I don’t read a lot outside fantasy and sci-fi. Kylie as a personality was a bit lacking. I don’t believe she acted or spoke like a 5 year old. And she wasn’t around very often. I really wondered why she was included as a personality at all. She didn’t contribute much. All of the characters felt a little phony at all times. There were a lot of exclamation points and stilted dialogue between the characters. Also info dump-y paragraphs. I know the author wants to explain DID, and how therapy is good for people, but there’s smoother ways of introducing it. At times the mental health diagnoses seemed a lot? Now this one I could just be uneducated on. I know once you have one diagnosis, others tend to follow. Comorbid depression and anxiety, etc. But we had depression, anxiety, DID, fear of heights, PTSD. It was a lot. Mostly I wondered why Cass had to have a fear of heights as well as everything else.
The good things: The representation of the struggles of mental health. We see all types of mental conditions: depression, DID, and anxiety being the primaries. I like that none of these things lessened or were magically swept away by the power of love. The characters mess up, recognize their limits and boundaries, communicate better for a healthy solution. All the alters’ personalities were distinct, particularly the three main ones. It was easy to tell them apart. I appreciated the ace and bi rep. We don’t see much of that on books, and treated well.
Wow, this is something different than your run of the mill sapphic romance. It is raw and sweet and mind blowing. It gives you an intimate view into what it is to live with mental illness. It is a very heartwarming and interesting read.
Cass is struggling. Ever since her celebrity singer mother died she has been fighting with depression. Her therapist suggests that it would be wise to move to Cornwall to start get her life back together. Her new house comes with a set of interesting neighbors. A mother and daughter that will change her life.
Felicia has a very traumatic past. While coping with that trauma she has developed Dissociative Identity Disorder. Her body is no more than a host for five different alternative personalities, the alters. She lives with her mother Mabel and does her very best to live life true to all the characters that live inside her mind. When she meets her new neighbor Cass, all of them know this woman will turn their lives up side down.
Cass is ace and biromantic. She falls for Heather, the main alter. Throughout the book she develops her feelings while struggling with her own needs and the difficulties of keeping all the alters happy as well.
Blakeman managed to take you on a journey through living with DID and what it means to form meaningful relationships while managing different personalities within oneself. I knew nothing about DID and the story was both enlightening and heartbreaking at the same time. As the story continues you’ll find yourself rooting for Cass and the alters to make it work somehow.
As I’ve said, this is a very unique story. One that deserves to be read and experienced. This story will stay with me for a long time.
This was a really interesting book about how a romance might work with a person with Disassociative Identity Disorder. I think in terms of making it more engaging and less convoluted, we could have left out the subplot about Cass' mother being famous because it didn't really add much to the plot that couldn't be made up for in other ways, I think. For instance, I really enjoyed that Cass has to develop relationships with each of the five alters separately and more than one has romantic feelings for her while others are younger, more guarded, or simply difficult to engage with at all.
It's fascinating to me to read a story about falling for one of the alters while also understanding the trauma and separate but whole personalities that inhabit the same body and brain, as well as the lack of privacy involved with dating someone whose alters are always "watching/listening". I would have liked more focus on this aspect of the relationships because I've never seen that represented in a book before and so was fascinated.
Cass' own subplot of grief over a parent's death was valid but unnecessarily detracted focus because the parent in question happens to be famous and one of the alters' favourite singers. I think just the idea of someone dealing with crippling depression but also trying to heal and grow as a person and be a support for a host of others is really interesting by itself and especially we didn't need the late twist at the end of the book.
Other than that, this was a unique take on relationships and I really enjoyed reading about the subject.
Katherine Blakeman does a phenomenal job creating one main character living with Dissociative Identity Disorder and the other living with depression. Felicia’s alters are all well-developed characters with their own voices and personalities. Each one seems to have a particular job in the system and they all work well together to make the character, Felicia. I like that each chapter is labeled who is narrating to help avoid confusion.
Felicia is so unbelievably courageous and strong. What she dealt with as a child at the hands of people who were supposed to care for her was awful and disturbing but she persevered and is an admirable woman who craves being accepted.
The last few years have been difficult for Cass, her mother’s death has left her with severe depression and her therapist pushes her to get out and try something new. Taking his advice, Cass leaves London and heads to Cornwall to work as a teacher’s assistant. There she meets her landlord, Mabel, and her daughter Felicia who immediately take it upon themselves to help Cass live a little.
Cass and Felicia strike up a quick friendship and Cass is immediately supportive when Felicia’s dominant alter, Heather, explains their Dissociative Identity Disorder. Felicia or rather Heather slowly introduces Cass to the other alters. This show of vulnerability was really heartwarming and as Cass gets to know them, the stronger their bond becomes.
This is captivating story about two woman who find love even through they both have issues and the story is a roller coaster ride I was hooked from the first page, it is definitely nothing like I have read this year. Do you self a favor and read this story, it is one you will never forget.
Cass Mulligan has had a difficult couple of years after the death of her celebrity singer mother. In search of a fresh start, she moves to Cornwall, only to find that she is not the only one in need of help. Felicia Wilson has Dissociative Identity Disorder and five alternate personalities living in her body. As Cass and Felicia become friends, they develop a mutual attraction, and must figure out how to build a relationship. This is definitely an eye-opening love story it dolls deep into the different issues of mental health, and the struggles that one could go through the book definitely has some ups and downs. I thoroughly enjoyed the book. It is definitely educational. The author does a great job with expressing DID, making sure you have a full understanding of it.
I would definitely recommend this book! 5 stars !
I would like to thank the author for the arc. The book is available now on Amazon!
First of all, this review pertains to only me. I'm not sure if you read it you'll feel the same way. Either way here goes nothing:
I have very mixed feelings on this. My thoughts and feelings are all over the place.
First of all, I didn't feel the chemistry between Heather and Cass. Kinda felt like they were just really good friends, at least that's what I could gather from Cass's POV.
Second, halfway through the book, I don't know if this is just me, I started shipping Daniella and Cass more than with Heather but again, maybe that's just me.
I loved all the alters, including Coral and Autumn, and just wanted to give them all a big hug.
I loved the fact that Cass's depression wasn't magically healed through the power of love like most books like to portray.
The sister thing kinda pissed me off and weirded me out. Why bring it in at all? It also felt like a cop-out. I mean, how convenient is it that Mabel had cheated on Lee and Felicia system aren't actually Lee's children.
Again, this is just a summary of my jumbled thoughts and feelings on this book so don't come after me.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
This is quite a difference and beautiful love story. Cassandra has just lost her mother and is in the midst of a terrible depression. She decided to move from London to a small country town. She finds a house to live in and meet the neighbors, Mabel and Felicity. AsCassandra settles in, she finds that he is much more comfortable in this setting than she is in London. What Cassandra does not know is that felicity is also suffering from a mental disorder. It is called DID. and this involves five different personalities in one person. The personality is not the same and they’re not the same age. I found the plot, very interesting as a Cassandra and Felicity grow to have feelings for each other, and there are many twists and turns. as they think Faith is destined for them and then is against them. I recommend this book for all who like a sweet, romantic love story with many twists and turns.
I thought I would have trouble following this book with its sensitive topic. I am old enough to still remember many many years ago reading Sybil. But there was something about this book that was almost enjoyable despite the topic and ultimately what tragically happened to a young girl to cause the DID. I was impressed with the writing and handling of the alters personalities. Plus I liked each personality. Each had a very important role in how the story progressed.At the heart of it all is a love story being nourished. Two women trying to handle tragedy in their lives and when they meet, sparks literally fly. I love the feeling this book gave me. Not only with the learning of DID but with the reality of healing with love and understanding. Very good job! This writer will definitely be on my radar.
I really didn’t know what to expect from this book going in. I read reviews and online chatter so went for it. And my god! What a book! The journey you go on with the main characters is unlike anything I’ve read before. And those last few chapters! I didn’t see that coming. I’m sure I have a lot more to say but I really don’t want to spoil it for anyone, Just read it, have your eyes opened and your mind blown.
I think this is one of those books that will sit in your head for a while afterwards, and you know what..I really don’t mind that.
Thought-provoking, gripping, story that I couldn't put down! I love the approach Katherine Blakeman take on some weighty issues. This was the first time I have never read (or seen) anything broaching the subject of DID. It inspired me to do further research, and I have gained some knowledge on the subject. This is also one of the few books to include an Ace (asexual) character.
Not only was this story entertaining. It was eye-opening. I am so grateful to have read this fantastic book. Beautiful works like this are a gift to the world!
This is an incredibly beautiful yet difficult subject to read about.
I can only thank Katherine Blakeman for taking on this story and acknowledge her skill as a sensitive writer. This topic for those that have never been exposed to it is daunting. For those that live with it, this story should be soothing to have have others to share this form of mental disease with will either crush them or free them. That the love is real in all its forms and acknowledged is important. I loved this book for its honesty and clarity.
A love story, yes, but with such a twist. Found the inclusion of Dissociative identity disorder both illuminating and fascinating, whilst also making me emotional at times. The characters are described so beautifully you believe they exist in reality and I so want to know, what happened next, how did Heather and the alters develop once in a supportive relationship? Highly recommend reading this, I loved it.
Cass is the daughter of an international singer who is beloved by anyone who hears her voice. When her mother dies Cass goes into a deep depression for the next two years. As part of her therapy she moves to Cornwall for a new job and life. There she meets Mabel and her daughter, Felicity, who also has problems. Their journey is one of struggle, courage and past trauma. An amazing story by an extraordinary author.
This book… WOW! I almost didn't read it but I am so glad that I did. It has some triggers but I really learned a lot. I Didn't see the twist in the end and I was so mad but I won't say anymore so I don't spoil it for anyone.
This was my first book by Katherine Blakeman but it won't be my last. Great book you won't be disappointed.
This book was quite an interesting look at DID. I was amazed that Cass was able to figure out how to relate to all 5 of the personalities that Felicia represented. I’m not sure I would have been able to hang in there especially since Cass had her own issues. I did enjoy the book and the ending did throw some curve balls that I didn’t see coming.
A 4.5. Well written. There is a lot to unpack and even more to wrap your head around. I read this to satisfy an asexual book category and got so much more. I can't help but wonder how a relationship is truly successful under these circumstances, but it's not my reality, who am I to judge or think it couldn't work.
What a surprise this book was. Not your usual sapphic romance . Very well written, giving the reader a good insight of DID and depression. But it was not a depressive read, it was lively, good story line with some drama and rest assured a HEA. Would highly recommend
This was a truly unique and beautiful story. I really enjoyed learning about the characters and how DID works. It should most definitely be written more about. These beautiful souls deserve to see themselves positively represented on media.
I have read a few books recently with MC’s who are learning to live with mental illness and it is honestly matters so much. A truly wonderful, raw, and genuine book.
First contact with DID. I loved the writing and I loved the dialogs all around . It was funny and fulfilling and it got me spiked up by that crazy end.