"We are who we are, and we'll be who we'll be. A book can make us feel that, but it can't invent that. It's already inside us."
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I know this is long... but I can promise it is worth the read.
I think the most powerful part of this story for me was when Donovan told his Mom, "I know you're on my side, just not this one time. This one time you thought you were on my side, but you got it wrong." And then thought to himself that his outrage was quieter. I love the simple acknowledgement that he knows what his Mom was trying to do, but he didn't agree with it. This is such a perfect book that I hope in the future will be used to show parents exactly like Donovan's Mom that things need to change as the world around us does. The things we need to learn need to change as different things come to light. Our children need to learn what we didn't always have the opportunity to.
I love that the teacher who assigned the book, Mr. Howe, said, "I am saying this as a human being who believes that all human beings should be treated with respect." I love that he said, "While the meaning of a book may be informed by the author's intentions, it isn't defined by them. Meaning comes from the combination of what the author puts in, and what the reader takes out." There are just too many quotes in this book to stick to one. There are too many that so many people need to hear. Need to understand, and recognize.
"When you're not ready to understand something, you become afraid of it." And people should never, ever be afraid of a book. Because as Mr. Howe said, an author can only write a book, the reader takes what they want from it. Not the other way around. Interpretation is the best part of being a reader. And probably my favorite thing he said is, "This should not be a matter of debate because a person's humanity should never be a matter of debate." I had a teacher like this in seventh grade that I loved with all of my heart. That stood up for my voice when I didn't yet feel like I had one. I hope you had a Mr. Howe when you were growing up, and if you didn't, I hope you can feel the support you should have had within these pages.
I wish I could quote every single word David Levithan wrote in this story, but that would defeat the purpose of getting you to read it. So please, please read it. See how many more incredible quotes there are that I wish I could write out for you here. See how special it is to be a middle grade student and have a teacher stand up for you. See how inspiring it is to see someone stand up for themselves in such a kind way. See what it looks like to be truly brave. See how important it is to hear, "Being ready is our choice, not yours" when something as small as a book being taken out of a teacher's classroom becomes so big.
Most importantly, I love that Donovan takes his teacher's words to heart and tells his mother the quote I decided to use for this story at the end. I love that through this book we watch him go on his own journey of figuring out who he is. That we see him struggle with what he already knows about his Mom, and what he sees in the acceptance of his peers. I love that he tells his Mom he loves this book and he's glad his teacher gave it to him, not because two boys may or may not fall in love, but because of the adventure and the way it made him feel.
I love that this book is understanding of the opposing side while also pushing for the change that needs to occur everywhere. Not just at school. I love absolutely every word of this book from start to finish. I can only wonder how special it would be if middle grade teachers would bring this into their curriculum.
Who knows, maybe I won't always have to wonder?
And finally, the addition of the turtles made my heart burst. When I love a book, it becomes the most important thing in the world to me. I think about it constantly and wish I could have just one more thing in common with it. But this one, I already have the most important thing in common with. Turtles have been my favorite animal for as long as I can remember, and when one boy asked another boy why he loved them and the first responded with, "I like that they carry their homes with them" I have never felt more of a kindred spirit. There's such safety in carrying your home with you, which is why I always have a book with me. And that's how turtles have always felt for me, too.
I love that the cover has turtles on it. I love that Gideon has 84 turtles. I love that Gideon and Roberto take Samson (the turtle) on a walk. I love this book. And to quote David Levithan one more time, "He didn't need to rearrange any of the letters, they were all in the right place." I hope you'll read this book and understand why that is so significant.
Three storylines somehow becoming one in one of the most special books I'll ever read. I can't wait for you to find out what the three storylines are. I hope you can hear how much I love Answers in the Pages in everything I wrote. And I hope you'll pick it up one day and it'll be just as important to you and any little human that might rely on you to teach them about the world.
- Paige