I have never been cool enough to be the kind of person who buys books based solely off who published them, but when it comes to Flying Books, I will now officially be autobuying EVERY BOOK they choose to grace the world with. First Happy Hour and now this - when I saw the instantly-recognizable cover I had a feeling it would be excellent, but WOW was I so unprepared for just how excellent.
First off - do I read books about bdsm on a regular basis? Absolutely not hahah, but while this is obviously a major factor in Lucy’s story here, it grants such a surprising, incredibly vulnerable and just plain human angle into something I’m sure we all have preconceived notions about, while also managing to feel so beside the point. No, the heart of this book belongs to a twenty-something woman stumbling through the anxieties and stress and shame and confusion of this chaotic mess of a life, in the most honest, sincere, and absolutely wrenchingly endearing way possible. I always want my books to be filled with all the heart and all the humour and this is that and so much more.
But truly, how do I properly express how much I loved this?? The characters! Lucy, and Nora, and Sasha, and yes even little Nigel - I am in love! The bookstore scenes! The anxiety!! I too have sky high anxiety and also work in a bookstore so naturally I ate this up with a spoon!! This whole gloriously unexpected, hilarious and heartfelt gem of a book!! Think Emily Austin vibes + yes, a healthy dose of startling sex scenes that will certainly reel you in, but won’t be the reason you stay - no, that honour is all Lucy’s. This is one of those special books that goes straight to your heart, meeting you right where you’re at. Read it!!