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320 pages, Paperback
First published May 7, 2024
It didn’t hurt. No, really, it didn’t. But the beating shocked and embarrassed Old Second to his core. It was a complex shock: one that began as joy when the cop’s bracelet broke, and that ended as disbelief. Fear, too, and apprehension. Because if a grandmother’s bracelet could snap from the mindless throwing of a man’s fist, what would happen to the person getting beaten? She’d prayed over that bracelet, had gone to temple to bless it with money folded into animal shapes. And now it was nothing but hail pelting a road. How beautiful the hail was. How musical the sound. But the moment the bracelet snapped, the policeman smiled, his face twisted into one of childlike curiosity. And that look, finally, was what broke the camel’s back. It did what the policeman’s fists sought out to do but couldn’t: make Old Second cry.
He is a youngster, barely a man, Old Second wanted to tell the bystanders. They sent over a child to ruin my life.
And he agreed to do it.
He understands that every sissy must endure this ten seconds of wanting to speak, of wanting to release the pressure weighing on his spirit.
“Ghosts don’t emigrate like people do.”
But the past does, Yan Hua thought.