Noting as I read
“ Agnes of Iowa “ follows a woman on the cusp of disillusioned middle age. Returned to her hometown in Iowa from New York City at thirty she had settled down to the mundane life she was sure didn’t want. When they prove unable to have children the reason for that sort of intimacy is gone. She and her husband have a getaway to NYC but one questions if it helps. She sees what she left and forgets why she did, and he sees that she settled for him.
In “ Amahl and the Night Visitors” we watch a young live in couple’s relationship disintegrate in the month leading up to Christmas. He, working non stop in the titular opera, she obsessed with the news, a new kitten, and her jealously over him is slowly driving him away.
“ Beautiful Grade”is an excellent story. Witty dialogue, some very brilliant observations. A dinner party on New Year’s Eve, a group of college faculty and spouses. Albert, recently divorced for the third time hosts. Bill, public now with his 24 year old grad student girlfriend does not if he should be proud or ashamed but has decided to live in the moment. The conversation is interesting, the ending just a tiny bit too existential
“ Charades “ is a fantastic story. A middle aged woman, a circuit court judge and her tradesman husband join her parents, her siblings and their spouses for Christmas. Games have become part of the tradition. Our family are big game players so I can relate. She describes her parents : Dad, competitive and tense, Mother , proud and a ham when correct. Her siblings are another story. She feels barriers, they have changed and she knows not when. Her husband, a simple roofer who she describes as living dearly but also we read she is having a “ meaningless affair “ because sometimes she needs to be with someone who is “ not dyslexic.” As they prepare to leave her husband acts out his last clue of Charades. He pretends to be lost, he is miming confusion. His card, his card says “ Confucius. “ Dyslexic..Get it?
In “ Childcare” a college girl is seeking part time employment. She applies to be a nanny with several ads and at the last is surprised to find herself being interviewed by a non pregnant woman. It soon comes to pass the woman and her husband ( who we necc be we see) are hoping to adopt. She joins the woman on her first interview with a ankle monitored, rotted toothed pregnant teenager who she still describes as beautiful, and the social worker who has set up the meeting
“ Community Life “ is another story that works exceptionally well on two levels. The story follows a woman who moves to the Midwest to work in a major college library. Her family had emigrated from Romania to Vermont when she was very young. She meets a man who is working on a community political campaign as a manager. He had spent twelve years in prison after a political bombing in the sixties. They move in together and drift apart. The story also works on some great wordplay. She comments on the people he urges her to like “ they were not good people, they were not kind. They played around and lied to their spouses. But they recycled their newspapers.”
When her boyfriend kills a bat in the apartment she regrets it’s death, feels to blame. When asked what he should have done she replies “ I don’t know. Capture it. Rough it up a little.”
Her boyfriends campaign suffers when his candidate is rebuked in the local paper by members of his softball team. Her response “ Well what can you expect from a bunch of grown men who pitch underhand.”
I’m sure it works for me more than most but I think that’s quite clever and enjoyable to fit inside an already entertaining story.
“ Dance in America “ is just wrenching and beautiful at the same time. A woman visits a college friend after years overseas. She teaches dance while he has built a life with a wife and son. The boy has cystic fibrosis and the description of his beauty, innocence and joy is brutal alongside the description of his illness
“ Debarking” didn’t work as well. Divorced man has relationship with Paediatrician with very odd relationship with her sixteen year old son. Does have some funny lines when he, as the only Jewish man, at an Easter friends gathering apologizes for the role of his people in the events of the day’s history
“ Invasion of the Love Killers : Short piece follows a man in love with his nightclub singing building mate
“ Foes” follows an author , most recently of a George Washington biography to a Literary Journal dinner where he finds himself seated next to a Pentagon 9/11 survivor who has nothing g good to say about the potential first black President
“ Four Calling Birds, Three French Hens” is a small story about a woman massively aggrieved, more, she knows, than is realistic, for a wife and mother, by the death of her housecat
“ Go Like This” must be one of the authors earliest stories, dating back to 1980. A woman is dying of cancer, treatment is done, she is failing, and she has made the decision not to linger in front of her husband and daughter. She plans to overdose in her pain medicine
“ How To” is an experiment in form. The narrator describes how to do the many things in her life which take her from meeting a man, living with him, contemplating marriage as well as leaving him.
“ How To Be the Other Woman “ has our narrator describe just that. She a young woman in the city meets and begins a relationship with a married man. In the end she finds out that though he was honest about being married there was one thing he did lie about
“ How To Become A Writer “ continues this story vein. From the early eighties one might assume some autobiographical ideas enter. We follow a woman advising how her life proceeds into college. Entering as a Psychology major she, in her freshman year, gets placed in an elective creative writing class by accident and decides to, for matters of convenience as much as anything, stay in it. It changes her life, though certainly not right away.
“ How To Talk to Your Mother ( Notes) is a very interesting exercise of notes from the years of a woman’s relationship with her Mother. Moving from 1982 at the beginning with her dementia riddled Mother living with her in a rough apartment moving year by year back to her birth in 1939 we see this daughters life unfold
“ The Jewish Hunter” is interesting. A single woman, a poet, has taken a temporary position in a small town college away from the city. Six weeks, a class, a reading or two. While there she meets a friend of a friend and though she finds fault with him she does fall for him. After they have sex he makes a habit of watching Holocaust history videos. Before she leaves to return to the city he tells her he lost his parents in the camps
“ Joy” is an odd story that follows a young woman thru a day taking her cat to the vet, working at a cheese shop in the mall, and reuniting with an old high school friend
“The Juniper Tree” is an oddly supernatural tale. A woman needs to go the hospital to see a dying friend. She resolves not to go late that night but early in the morning. The woman dies in the night. We then see her and a couple friends visit the woman’s house where the dead woman ( with her head attached by a scarf) visits them. This is played for real with no admitting it as a dream sequence
“ The Kids Guide to Divorce” is another different form story. Consisting of notes of how a night with ones Mom progresses with details about popcorn, couch sitting, scary late movies, and most importantly not talking in any detail about the last three days spent at Dad’s house
“ Like Life” didn’t work that well. Following Mamie and Rudy, two late middle aged artistic types living in NYC. Disappointed, disillusioned, there has been some apocalyptic event. It is written in 1989 and set in NYC so makes sense.
“ Paper Losses” continues a run of more mediocre stories. Rafael and Kit, married 14 years with three young children, are seeing the end of their relationship. One strong line to remember “ you could only really understand something if you did not desire it.” Makes strong sense, desire clouds truth like a fog
“ Paris” is a lesser story that follows a married couple on vacation. She is disillusioned, over the story we hear of an argument she and her husband had that led to a physical injury for her. They socioeconomics of Paris are examined peripherally which, in this time of “ essential workers” seems especially significant
“ People Like That Are the Only People Here : A stunning story with a bit of autobiography. A Mother and Father are plunged into the world of childhood cancer when their infant son ( less than two as described) goes thru diagnosis, surgery and beyond. Some memorable lines. “ Courage requires options” implies that parents are on a train of no choice. As they leave her husband says , in talking of the kindness of the other cancer parents about “ how it feels better to be in the same boat.” She states she “ wants out of the boat and never to see any of these people again.”
“ Places to Look For Your Mind “ Melancholy story. A young woman from New Jersey is going to college in England for a year. She offers a room in her parents home to her roommates brother who wants to see America. The Mother picks him up, a 22 year old morose young man named John Spee We learn that her son left home at eighteen, ten years ago, and never returned. When three days into his visit John leaves early one morning with just a note she feels the loss of her son again
In “ Real Estate” we have a story maybe with too much. A woman had cancer. She is now in remission or cured. Her husband had handfuls of affairs but they have moved in together. They buy a new home. It ends up being a money pit. She misses her grown daughter, a successful size 14 ballerina. A man who comes to estimate her lawn has his girlfriend leave him. He starts robbing houses and forcing his victims to sing a song. Our protagonist discovers a homeless teen living in her third floor attic. The song requesting burglar accosts the woman and her husband. She shouts him dead. She goes outside crying in the night realizing in her mind the cancer has returned.
“ Referential “ follows a woman visiting her institutionalized sixteen year old son. Sick for years he is paranoid, delusional, self harming and intelligent.
“Starving Again” shows a man and woman having dinner. He is recently divorced and suffering
“ Subject to Search” shows a couple meeting in Paris sharing a dinner. Now both divorced they had long lusted after each other while married. He has to leave the dinner and their entire rendezvous because he is a government consultant and the Abu Gharhib scandal is about to break
“ A Good Mother” is a heart wrenching tale about a woman, in her early thirties who is involved in a terrible accident that leads to the death of a baby. Even the parents reach out to forgive her. After seven months in solitude in her apartment a close friend insists they get married. They had dated but now she can accompany him to a months long artist in residence colony in the Italian Alps. They grow apart and grow together in this time.
“ Thank You For Having Me “ has a woman and her teenage daughter attending an outdoor wedding of her daughters Former Eastern European nanny that is interrupted by a lost motorcycle gang. Strong quote “ Nickie’s childhood, like all dreams, sharpened artificially into stray vignettes when I tried to conjure it, then faded away entirely.” As a parent of three twenty somethings I can tell you there is no truer statement.
“ To Fill “ Great story. A married woman is having a moment. She has gained more weight than she should. Her husband had an affair the year before. She has started embezzling money at work. Her mother is in the Catholic hospital, feigning ( she feels) senility. And her son is not a toddler anymore and she loves him too much if that’s possible.
The portrayal of the little boy, Jeffrey, here is exquisite. The language, the innocence, the bing bong of the questions from real to fantastical ring so true.
When finally she is fired from work she, while walking home in a smudged mascara daze, sees her husband and five year old son having lunch with the woman he had an affair with. She enters the restaurant, Jeffrey greets her innocently, her husband pales, and Julia is cool as a cucumber. After she stabs her husband she ends up in the same hospital her Mother is in. Her husband refuses to let the boy visit but finally he appears and she hugs him tight.
“ Two Boys “ A young woman in Cleveland date’s two men at once. She brags about it to friends but it’s not really great. # 1 is running for office, is married , with two boys so it’s going nowhere. #2 is morose, kind and clingy. The politician she describes as “ for the redistribution of wealth. He was for cutting defence spending. He was for U.S. out of Latin America. But he’d never given a coin to a beggar. Number Two did that.”
Number Two had his own issues. She didn’t answer his calls one night. He called over and over, hanging up, leaving no message. He calls the next morning saying “ You slept with someone last night, didn’t you?”
She replies “ I wasn’t going to but I kept getting these creepy calls, and I got scared and didn’t want to be alone.”
“ Vissi’di Arte” A playwright has won a three under thirty prize but has been years working on his masterpiece living in the shabby arts district. His physician girlfriend has tired of waiting and left him. When he meets a Tv producer about a script project the producer mines their conversation for his script thereby making his play a plagiarism
“ What is Seized “ is narrated by a woman remembering her parents from her childhood, their separation, and then the backstory told to her by her Mother before she died of what was really going on. Her Mother’s complaint that her Father was cold inside has some repeatedly perfect descriptions of people.
“ What You Want to Do Fine : A man is driving down the Mississippi with his blind live in boyfriend. Separated from his wife and five year old son he met this man at AA and somehow, he doesn’t know how, they are now this, whatever this is.
“ Which Is More Than I Can Say About “ A woman marries a nice, simple, quiet man. She soon is bored and takes a trip to Ireland with her mother.
“ Willing “ A moderately successful actress who once was nominated for a major award has fallen, in her forties, hard times. She leaves LA for Chicago ending up at a residential Days Inn. She meets and dates an auto mechanic who has never heard of her but even he ends up cheating on her
In “ Wings” an almost forty something almost was somebody rock singer washes up in small town Iowa with her equally washed up boyfriend/ guitar player. Walking the dog home from picking up a coffee she meets an elderly man outside his large house. Eventually they become friends, she learns he is a lonely widower. Her boyfriend suggests she be nice to him, maybe the man will leave her something. She is nice to him, genuinely nice, and he does just that.
“ Your Ugly, Too “ follows a mid thirties woman teaching college in the middle of the country to content kids whose parents have given them lots of things. She, unbeknownst to anyone, is dealing with a medical scare when she visits her sister in NYC for an annual Halloween party.
This is a very strong collection