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144 pages, Kindle Edition
Published December 2, 2022
**Lennon was getting under my skin, and I had no idea what to do about it. What did a guy do with a girl like this one? How did you protect someone that didn’t require protecting? How did you cherish someone that didn’t care to be cherished? How did you date someone that could take you or leave you?**
**After she’d left me holding my dick like a rookie, I hadn’t been able to think about anything else besides the fucking girl. I wasn’t a masochist, but the girl had me feeling like I was. I mean, what the hell kind of guy would be attracted to that level of crazy? Sure, she was beautiful and built, but she was also emasculating as hell. I could totally see her fastening a dog collar on me, then leading me around like a little bitch. Worse than that, I could actually see myself letting her.**
**“This seems wrong, Lennon,” he said seriously. “What does?” I asked as I was getting ready to turn around and take him back to the party “Your first time shouldn’t be at some hotel like we’re…I don’t know, having an affair or something,” he explained, and it was clear who was going to have the feelings in our relationship.**
**While it wasn’t my intention to emasculate him every chance that I got, I could see how he would feel that way; I was a lot to deal with. Plus, I didn’t want to ruin this night. I was so ready to let Camden Prince touch me in ways that I’d been curious about for years.**
**Her soft stomach was going to be my pillow for years to come, and future images of us lying in bed together flashed through my mind.**
**I was on a mission here. I wanted Lennon to never feel curious about another guy ever in her life. I wanted to bring her so much pleasure that it would never occur to her that someone else out there might be better in bed than me. This girl had a no-remorse-type personality, and I could see her dumping me if I didn’t hold up my end of the bargain.**
**“This is going to hurt, baby,” I warned. “I know,” she panted, not shying away one bit. “I don’t care.” I wanted to demand that she tell me she loved me before I slid in, but even I could recognize how ridiculous that sounded. I was lucky that this girl barely liked me. Nevertheless, the feeling in my chest had me almost blurting out the words myself, and instinctively, I knew that if I said them, I’d ruin the moment. Lennon was the show-me-that-you- love-me type, not the tell-me-that-you-love- me type.**
**“Mine,” I grunted. “Yours,” she agreed right before she came all over my fucking dick. We were able to find paradise two more times before we both fell out from exhaustion, Lennon fast asleep, and me in love for the first fucking time in my life.**
**My arrogance had led to Posie lying in a hospital bed, unable to turn back time. Crew’s arms were like bands of steel around my body, and he held me tight as my entire being shook with sobs and anger. I’d never felt pain like this before, and I knew that it was never going to go away. No matter if Posie went on to lead a happy and healthy life, this moment was going to eat away at me for the rest of my life and I deserved it.**
**“I fucking love you.” She opened her mouth, but I stopped her. “And before you tell me that it’s too soon or that I’m just still high off your pussy, you’re wrong. I think I fell in love with you when you stormed into that clearing, ready to take on three guys in the name of justice.” “Camden, you can’t-” “Don’t do that, Lennon,” I growled. “Do not tell me how I feel. Do not tell me that I don’t know what I’m feeling or any condescending shit like that. I know what I’m feeling, and I know that I love you.”**
**“While I can admit that you have the best pussy that I’ve ever fucked, it’s still not good enough to make me turn on my friends.” “I’m giving you one last warning, Camden,” she said, her green eyes glittering with dark caution. “You’re all the fucking same,” I spat. “You think that your money makes you better than everyone else, and you laugh like pieces of shit while the people around you kill themselves to try and keep up.” I stepped to her, rage a burning inferno inside my bloodstream. “There are thousands of students going to Blaineview, yet you’re more comfortable blaming the poor scholarship kids than daring to entertain the notion that it might be one of your own. Rich people can do no wrong, right?” “I’m trying really hard to be understanding here, Camden,” she said. “I get that this has to be extremely upsetting news, but you’re getting really close to crossing a line.” “A line that you already crossed, you mean?” I bit out. “Did you really think that you could accuse my friends of fucking rape and that we’d just go on as if nothing ever happened?” Before she could answer, I added. “Maybe if you step away from your own self-inflated ego, you’d see that you aren’t quite as badass as you think. You’re not fucking infallible, Lennon.”**
**“I regret ever fucking meeting you,” I sneered. “You’re not special. You’re not anything. You’re just like every other rich sonofabitch that looks down on people for not being born with a silver spoon in their mouths.” Lennon’s reply was simple. “I think you’d better leave before things get ugly.” The fact that she couldn’t recognize that things had already turned ugly threw me. She really was a fucking sociopath, and it was nobody’s fault but my own that I’d gotten tangled up with her. “Oh, I’ll go,” I drawled out, hate lacing every word. “But if you think that I’m not going to warn my friends of what you’re trying to do, then you’re wrong, baby.” She arched that damn brow. “Oh, I expect that you’ll be running right over to them after this, and I wouldn’t expect anything less, Camden,” she said. “Still, I’d like you to keep one thing in mind.” “Yeah? What’s that?” “When you finally find out the truth, save the apology for someone that will give a fuck after the fact.” she said.**
**My knees gave out from under me as my fight with Lennon came roaring back to the front of my mind. Bracing myself against the counter, regret and shame were like huge tidal waves, threatening to drown me under my own stupidity.**
**“Even if you marry Lennon and give her a shitload of kids, you will always just be her husband. We are her family. We are the reason that she’ll never need you. She might love you, and she might want you, but Lennon will never need you. Think about that before you decide your next move.” “There’s nothing to decide,” Camden growled. “Lennon might never need me, but I’ll always need her, so that’s what I’m doing here. I’m here because I’m the one that can’t live without her, not because she can’t live without me.”**
**When I saw Lennon walking my way, she looked like she was fucking glowing, and it was a hit to the balls to know that she was glowing more now than when I had made her cum for the first time. I was going to marry a girl that got off on murder more than she got off on my dick, and if that wasn’t enough to verify that I was crazy, then I didn’t know what would.**
**I buried my face in her neck, tasting her wet skin. “I love you,” I grunted. “I’ll always love you. No matter what you ever do, no matter what you ever say, I’ll never not be in love with you, baby.”**