⭐️ 2/5
The book stressed me out in the second half, so I can only give it two stars because, in my opinion, the plot didn't make sense and unnecessary drama was created.
I was annoyed that Evaline felt like she had to lie to Maddox all the time, even though he was always loyal, honest, and helpful towards her. He taught her how to fight, supported her decisions, and saved her in some situations. At the moment when he could have killed Bassel, who had caused her trauma and whom she wanted to revenge herself on, she instead says that he saved her and that Maddox should not kill him. Where does that make sense? The worst part is that she doesn't clarify the lie shortly thereafter and instead leaves the misunderstanding, then comes up with more lies and I was just so annoyed. I don't understand why, from that point on, she didn't just tell Maddox about her plan to kill Bassel. She repeatedly said that she was afraid he wouldn't understand her "dark side" and would reject her because of it. Maddox killed 2-3 people in front of her because they hurt her. If he doesn't understand, who will?
What also annoyed me was that drama or misunderstandings were built up multiple times, and shortly thereafter, they were resolved. On the one hand, this is good, but it annoyed me because plot-wise, nothing happened, and I felt like the book was dragging on, and I was reading unnecessary pages. I'll give a few examples:
1. Evaline tells Maddox to wait for her at their meeting place and trust her because she will be late since she has something to take care of. She plans to kill Bassel on their wedding night, but Maddox doesn't know that because he thought she would run away before the wedding, and she knows that he thinks that. Maddox then sees her marrying Bassel and is understandably hurt. At some point, they talk to each other in a quiet moment, and she continues to lie to him. At that point, she could have told him about her plan instead of lying to him, especially since she planned to tell him about it after killing Bassel.
2. The moment at the end when she ran away to reflect on everything that happened the night before. She comes to some stupid conclusions, which are shortly thereafter (fortunately) clarified as she thinks about it more, and then she is suddenly kidnapped to create a cliffhanger for the second part.
Evaline really annoyed me in the book, and I also think she's childish. I find her mindset terrible, that she doesn't want to be saved (by a man) because she is or wants to be an independent woman who has everything under control, even though it doesn't seem to be the case. Instead of admitting that she needs or needed help, she later tells Maddox, after he saved her, that she didn't need a savior. I honestly felt sorry for Maddox that she became his mate, but otherwise, I can't say much about him. You could also read his perspective, which made up about 30-40% of the book. I'm not exaggerating when I say that his chapters were only about how much he was simping for Evaline. It was all about how much he missed her, how much he liked her, and how much he wanted to feel her. I find it somehow strange that it's said that a Kova needs blood to survive (every week), but he hasn't drunk anything for a month, and he doesn't seem to be feeling the effects. Especially since he apparently can only drink her blood and can't get any other. He just doesn't seem to think to ask her if he can drink her blood, even though he should be really hungry at this point and the two of them have confessed their love for each other.
Apart from the things I mentioned, the first half was actually okay. In my opinion, around 300 pages would have been enough for the book, instead of the 460 pages. I feel like I would be wasting my time (and maybe have already wasted it) if I continued reading the series, so I won't be reading the second part.