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144 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1935
Yet how could the words 'in your generation' be understood by me in the careless heyday of my youth? Nobody under the age of thirty years ever truly comprehends the brevity of human life. It is not until we have lived for over half a century that the ephemeral nature of our existence really becomes lodged in our feckless heads. When Apollo and Poseidon were being cheated of their proper wage by the father of Priam after they had sweated the very fat off their bones at building the great walls of Troy, the Sun God remarked petulantly to the great Sea God, 'Why should we stand there haggling any longer, or indeed have anything whatever to do with this contemptible race which lasts no longer than leaves!'Llewelyn Powys is one of three brothers whose writings are worth exploring, the other two being John Cowper Powys and T F Powys.
During those strangely exciting weeks I never for a moment was unaware of the presence of my dread complaint. When before breakfast I stalked out into the garden for the pleasure of watching the lizards chase each other behind the rose bushes trained to grow against the hot white wall of the hotel I knew of it. And again I knew of it when during languid summer nights we drifted along the canals with dark water, so startlingly evocative of the smells of an obscure antiquity, lapping against the bottom of our gondola and against the green-stained masonry of walls and stairways, the supporting piles of which had been laid in place on the muddy rush-grown bottom of an open lagoon, so many years ago. On one occasion I saw a young Venetian girl, her head covered with a black lace shawl, eating a bunch of red currants on the steps of a marble palace, and even then I did not forget; no, nor when, from the merciless meshes of a fisherman's net, I disentangled the hard crinkled body of a sea horse, so exquisitely manufactured, and now left to perish on hot Adriatic sands. ("A Struggle for Life")Earth memories are the memories of earth life. Powys' evocative prose succeeds in making the familiar strange, in restoring wonder:
A few seconds scrutiny of a frog, in all its perfection, corrects us of that gross apathy with which we too often approach the miracle of our fugitive existence. Use and wont make all life a commonplace thing. Our ordinary minds demand an ordinary world and feel at ease only when they have explained and taken for granted the mysteries among which we have been given so short a license to breathe. Imagine the sense of wonder that would possess our spirits had we been suddenly transported to the earth from some planet undisturbed by the urge of life. We should exclaim as much over a little hip-frog as over a thumb-high whelp of a hippogriff surprised under a dock leaf. We should then no longer be blind to the planet's mystery latent in wood and stone. A sea-gull's feather picked up would shock us into the excitement we now should feel at finding the pinion of an errant cherubim. We should stand still as a stock to contemplate so slender a quill of air-filled horn which, with its filaments of adhering thistledown, can fan the heavy bodies of animals buoyant through the air. At every step we took we should be startled afresh. ("A Pond")Powys is convinced that this earthly existence is the only one we will be privileged to enjoy, but he resists nihilism:
Life is its own justification. There is no other aim to it, no other meaning, no other purpose, and if we think otherwise, we are foolish. Let the truth be spoken. Each one of us, each intellectual soul among us, advances steadily and surely towards the grave. [...] Every religion is as brittle as an empty snail shell in dry weather, as quick to disappear as cuckoo-spit in a summer hedge that conceals at its center no green fly. The secret to be remembered is that nothing matters, nothing but the momentary consciousness of each individual as he opens his eyes upon a spectacle that knows nought of ethics. Let us, as best we may, reconcile our minds to the fact that all our self-imposed tasks, our political engineering, our brave talk have actually, under the shadow of Eternity, no consequence. Our idealism is treacherous. It is a moonshine path over a deep sea. We are cursed souls each one of us and resemble nothing so much as jackdaws flying about the radiant cliffs of God pretending to be sea-gulls.
And yet there is no cause to despair. Merely to have come to consciousness at all constitutes an inestimable privilege. The past is nothing, the future is nothing, the eternal now alone is of moment. This is understood well by every living creature but man. ("A Butterfly Secret")