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352 pages, Paperback
First published March 8, 2022
[Aubrey reflecting on a kid in gym glass who would say “God, Gallagher, you’re such a girl.”] Sometimes he wouldn’t say “girl.” Sometimes he’d say words that were worse. Coach Nielsen, our PE teacher, might hear. He might say, “Second commandment, Thomas.” We all memorized the Ten Commandments in Sunday school at the Church of the Sacred Heart. The second one is this: Thou shalt not take the Lord’s name in vain. Neilsen would make Rudy Thomas run a lap around the gym for saying “God” like that. He never acknowledged the other words. (pg 141)Aubrey reminded me of Bug from Too Bright to See – both kiddos full of sadness for a reason deeper than they can identify at the start of the story. They both know they’re not happy with how their communities view them, but they haven’t yet pinpointed why.
“Your sister has sleepovers with other girls. […] It’s different. Joel’s a boy, and you’re a girl.” I didn’t know why that made anger flash through me, hot like lightning. I didn’t know why I hated, hated, hated my dad for pointing that out. (pg 74)
[Mom’s response when an elderly family member thinks Aubrey looks too much like a boy:] Lots of girls these days wear T-shirts and ponytails. It’s true. I knew it was true. But my stomach was fluttering like maybe I’d eaten too much Jell-O salad. (pg 135)There’s a moment where Aubrey, her sister, and their friend Mari are playing pretend that I loved. Aubrey makes a face at the suggestion of being elf queen and Mari quips “Elf king, then” with a little smile of, perhaps, recognition, so Aubrey plays as elf king in the court (pg 162). Small gestures, both negative and positive, can have a huge impact.