Pain is hard to escape; especially when you can’t ever run away from it. You’re stuck, left there to suffer until you collapse. Simon, from Julia Green’s, Hunter’s Heart, has this pain, and the desire to run away, to ignore everyone and everything and get out. The death of his father brought him this pain. Now, Simon doesn’t know what to do with himself, or how to express himself. Instead of sorting through his anger and resentment towards the loss of his father, he chooses to indulge in weaponry, his specialty being the common slingshot and stone. He is constantly thinking about his slingshot and his long-desired air rifle (to his mother’s dismay), and it starts to turn into an unhealthy obsession.
Personally, I believe that Julia Green is heartless, because on top of Simon’s raw, tender pain, she adds a character, Simon’s neighbor Leah, who is a manipulative girl that only wants to use Simon for her own personal, selfish needs. She is someone who doesn’t care about anyone but herself, and only distracts Simon further from recovery. But then again, I realize that we need that distraction, because without it, there would be no fall-out, no final “last straw” where Simon finally breaks from too much pain and hurt. The distraction is a combination of Leah, hunting, air rifles, drinking, walking on a rocky beach. This lasts for the entirety of the book…excluding the conclusion of course.
I had to re-read about 100 pages of this book. I now realize this book was not intended to be read in continuous periods of time, but rather in small doses. I tried to read it too fast, and ended up having to go back. The style of writing shows such tender, raw pain that it can be physically painful to read. But that’s the point, and now that I finished the book, I can appreciate that.
I feel as though I had bonded with the characters in the book. Everything is so personal and direct; it’s hard not to get attached. The characters were very well constructed, as they were consistent—I never once doubted the actions of a character in the book--except for the ending. I’m not supposed to spoil it, but I will say that at first I was really shocked. But, after thinking about it, I really wasn’t. I figured there had to be something big that needed to happen at the end since the first 95% of the book was just telling the story of Simon and what he did during the summer. There are clues in the text that are so obvious, but the author tricks you; your mind is too numb that you don’t realize it until it’s too late. That’s what I loved about this book.
If you aren’t curious like me, you’ll be bored to death. There is a plot, I promise. But you might have to dig through all the pain and suffering first in order to find it.