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158 pages, Paperback
First published March 1, 1993
Memory, wrote Mr. Beattie, presents us with thoughts of what is past accompanied with a persuasion that they were once real. The ambiguity so delighted my father that with my mother’s permission I was named Memory – a curious coincidence considering this memoir which has seized the lion’s part of my relic years. I write from the new century about the old, my purpose to reanimate planets that have long ceased to spin.
The cabinet was Ming and of sober elegance, and the jade of such rare perfection that as he fingered them our father trembled.
Etheria’s beauty at seventeen was such that Angus Sphery feared, above all else, that his daughter, a creature of air and light, might, by an imprudent elopement, confront the squalor of the world. By this time he knew Radulph Tubbs’s adoration was sincere; this, Tubbs’s maturity and wealth, convinced Father that he was the ideal husband.
Yet, the New Age contained keys to the only world that really mattered to her: that of the imagination. These keys, as you have seen, were the garden and the jade cabinet. When the jade bestiary was set down on the carpet on an imaginary journey, it was as if Etheria had left the house. She was following Marco Polo’s routes from Venice to Samarkand, Karakoum to Baghdad.
She dreamed of air, of vanishing in thin air; she dreamed of evapourating. She dreamed of levitating, of growing wings, of transforming herself into a cobweb, an angel, a volatile gas. The more she dreamed of air, the lighter she became and the clearer did she perceive the irrelevant phantasmagoria which was her married life.
[T]his morning it seems to me that the story webs and nets about. It is a fabric, not a simple thread. My father used to say: “The memory is an anthill. How it swarms!”Ducornet takes a very modern approach of multilayered narrative to a Victorian style novel, blending Memory’s own views as well as the memoirs of the pompous and tortured Radulph Tubbs to take the reader on an epic voyage across continents and decades. The effect is simply breathtaking.
Let’s suppose memories are like those special things; each star, each rain of meteors, each eclipse is like the last and yet it isn’t because the mind, you see, is never in the same place twice. Like stars and eclipses are simultaneously a rule and an exception.So through this changing of memory, always hoping to stay constant and true, Memory attempts to deliver her story in a sprawling manner. A great many unique and engaging characters spiral across the map of memory, many coming to tragic ends, all in a quest to elucidate the mystery of Etheria who is as elusive as air and as ethereal as her name might suggest.
Men like Radulph Tubbs who believe only in what can be seen, or touched, or eaten, are not the exception but the rule. Whereas the things that truly matter cannot be carried about in the pocket and fingered.
She dreamed of air, of vanishing in thin air; she dreamed of evaporating. She dreamed of levitating, of growing wings, of transforming herself into a cobweb, an angel, a volatile gas.
I feel it is fitting that I say here what an utter delight it was to run about in Dodgson's cosy rooms unfettered by buttons and braces; to try on all manner of odd tatters, to sit, enlaced by Etheria or plaiting the cloud of her hair before an imaginary seascape while Dodgson told stories about the trials and tribulations of shellfish and sea turtles…
Men were the chimeras of all our nightmares, the horned snakes haunting our most secret pools; each and every virile male a potential Frog Prince, Vampire, Saviour.

Also, it occurs to me that an unhappy man is always a misreporter. Surely the same may be said for a woman. As a girl I admit to having on occasion luxuriated in thoughts of love, looking for meanings effectual in the eyes of strangers. But this is innocence, for the darker realities had been hidden from me. Yet they were on the edge of my consciousness (had not my father, Angus Sphery, collected the private parts of butterflies?) and lapped at my dreams like a lake at the shore. I admit to a vague sentiment of sumptuousness which, despite their violence and vulgarity, Radulph's memoirs awaken. Even now the man is a mischief-maker! (Although when one considers how things turned out, I needn't justify myself.) Still––how can I admit to such feelings, knowing what I know? Thank Heaven I have Christ as my guide and inspiration, for although I am now over sixty, the abyss appears to have the very same attractions as when I was a lass of fourteen! To think that I have, and not so very long ago, dreamed of the hot breath of that murderer beside my cheek; I have actually dreamed of his hands. Then again, perhaps the explanation is mere loneliness? I must get out more. I live too much in the mind and this house boils of phantoms of all ages.