Some people spend their entire lives wishing for something like this to happen to them. Some people don’t spend a single second of their lives thinking about it at all. And some people, like me, wish they had never been given it. I don’t know when it started. I can’t remember. You would think such a crucial moment in someone’s life would make that person remember the moment forever. I have spent every day trying to remember. It forever changed my life, and as it would seem, not for the better.