Stella Templeton is a 44 year old spinster living with her minister father in the small New South Wales town of Maidenville. For her entire life her domineering father has ruled every aspect of her life from controlling her finances to telling her what she can and can’t wear and who she should be friends with. Through all of this she remains upbeat, vibrant and a pillar of the small community.
Joy Dettman manages to paint the town as a quaint, friendly place that moves at a sedate page. There is a definite feeling of safety on the town’s streets with the sense of security of knowing how each day will play out. In other words, nothing of note ever really happens in Maidenville.
All of that changes one afternoon when a violent assault changes Stella’s life forever. Suddenly, the quiet, sleepy town suddenly represents a place where danger lurks and, indeed, is possible. And the certainty of sameness suddenly represents a shackled life, a life wasted and opportunities missed.
Too ashamed to report the assault we’re given an illustration of just how beaten down she is by the town and her father. A good portion of the book then takes us slowly through the many transitional moments within Stella’s mind as she copes with the assault. She passes through shame, guilt, self-recrimination, anger, resolve to up and leave, second thoughts about the whole leaving thing, defiance and minor moments of rebellion. It’s a two steps forward, one step back process as she continues to succumb to the bullying and domineering of her father to the point where I found it was becoming rather unbearable. But it served to typify just how completely cowed she had become justifying every unreasonable demand placed on her.
This is a story of self-discovery and a re-evaluation of a life. It just happens to be bookended by a couple of confronting, horrific assaults. With Stella, it just felt as though there is a constant feeling of grim determination through the majority of the story and that desperation tended to dominate her every decision.
While quite slow through the middle stages, the interest for me lay in the transformation that Stella goes through. Nothing is perfect and although she changes her life we are left to wonder whether it’s for the better or worse.