I’m still trying to figure out how I even finished this book. I think it’s because I buddy-read it with my boyfriend… this book has been sitting on top of his TBR list, and I wanted to help him cross it off (he’ll probably drop it and be disappointed or maybe give it five stars, I don’t know really).
So here’s the thing: this book isn’t exactly a great read, but it’s an okay read. If that makes sense. Also, this is not a love story. If you picked it up thinking it was, based on the synopsis, I’m so sorry.
What I really enjoyed was the historical background. Oh lord, the history and context in this book were fascinating. I was genuinely invested in that. It felt like I was actually living in the 1900s. I was living with them, the whole mentality, how they talk, the way everything was then. I didn’t even like the slangs at first, I remember ranting about it but I got used to it. Either I like it or not, it’s the reality then. The last 30% of the book was brutal. Reading about people being killed really affected me… it didn’t make me physically sick, but my mood was ruined for the rest of the day.
I had mixed feelings about the author’s writing. At times it was REALLY good, but then it could be confusing. Scenes would start off strong and draw me in, only to jump six months ahead with no single resolution, leaving me staring at the page thinking, HELLO?? I often found myself wondering why certain plot points were even included.
Some characters, like the parents, David, and a few others, felt flat. I would have loved more depth and backstory for them. Although, I liked that they were there… they added something to the story. Surprisingly, the two main characters’ personality was conveyed well (to me). At times I wanted to scream “fuck you both, na you sabi”, but overall, I got a sense of who they were.
My biggest issue is with Ian and Lindiwe’s supposed relationship, which unfortunately is the MAIN focus of the novel. Racial differences aside (which are very relevant but let’s put it aside first), these two have almost nothing in common. Ian is a wannabe bad boy who probably has some secrets from childhood and never reveals; Lindiwe is a college graduate who loves books and can be very annoying, reading things on her mind made me uncomfortable sometimes fr. She gets annoyed by Ian’s beer-drinking ways, and he finds her educated-sounding comments either annoying or funny. Lindiwe has a way she wants to be loved and cared for, Ian ‘loves’ her in his own way. They dislike each other’s friends, they communicate terribly, and are personality-wise almost polar opposites. Ian is quite the talkative and outspoken; Lindiwe is likely a Taurus introvert. I honestly have no idea why they’re supposed to be attracted to each other. The interracial angle is meant to add tension, but it only makes their relationship feel less believable. Lindiwe worries about racial issues, and Ian gets defensive whenever she brings them up. Despite this, the book tries to make their relationship convincing, sometimes even romantic (LMAOOOOOO) but I remained so unconvinced that I kept waiting for them to break up.
ALL in all, it was an okay read… hence my rating. I ended up writing this long ass review, so the book must be something, I guess.