Loved this, it popped up on KU and the cover caught my eye! A gothic romance that felt like a true beauty and the beast adaptation (sorry I need to stop bringing it up in every romance novel I read). CW for PTSD and just dark themes in general (I mean the book starts with a woman being sold to the highest bidder).
It’s not really marketed as such, but this has the all the elements of a gothic romance: it starts with the literal sale of a woman from her husband, our MMC James decides to buy her at the last minute to save her, she’s taken to a scary rainy castle by a dark scary man in the moors. He might possibly be a monster, neither of them know what the intentions of the others are, or if they can trust each other, so they are constantly engaged in a tug of war of having intimate, warm moments (I don’t mean sexual, like being friendly with each other) and then moments of intense dislike/distrust. There’s nothing murderous villains and superstitious village folk.
This opening scene was the best part of the book, upon reflection. I don’t mean it as an insult. But it was done so well. The tension, the chemistry between the two leads, the descriptions of the sale and the vicious crowd, well paced and well written.
Neither will just outright ask the other what they are thinking, instead they make assumptions and misunderstand each other. It all technically falls under the trope of miscommunication, but it’s done well and makes sense for this story, and isn’t annoying (well it gets a little annoying toward the end).
Miscommunication is fine when it’s done well, though I’ll admit at the like 60% mark both are mopeing because they are assuming the other doesn’t like them, and I was like JUST ASK EACH OTHER JESUS. At that point the book lost its edge a little bit and the gothic vibe goes away, I wished the author had just doubled down on James being a bit aggressive and an asshole instead of the weird middle of the book where they are just trying to be friends.
Both feel that neither of them could be desirable to the other (or other people, asked on past trauma) so they can’t allow themselves to be open. It’s very intense and dramatic, lots of yearning and to me at least, very in the vein of a gothic romance. There is also the power dynamic that James technically owns her, and she owes her safety to him, he is both her rescuer and her captor (though he never tries to stop her from leaving, but she has no where else to go).
I loved Verity and her internal struggles.
“She had never been much of a fighter, but neither had she worn her disappointments on her sleeve. She quietly tucked them away and went about her life, head held high, as if they had never happened.”
Verity, who is essentially powerless, does what she can to retain what agency and dignity she has, despite the circumstances she finds herself in. Because pride is her only weapon, it keeps her from expressing her true wants and needs to James, even after she starts to form a friendship with him.
James on the other hand is extremely traumatized from his past, and would rather be an asshole than be seen as cowardly, which also hinders his ability to speak openly. He’s almost jealous of verity in a way because he thinks she’s incredibly brave, which is an element of their relationship that I liked a lot and found interesting. You don’t usually see a hero in a HR being actually jealous of his love interest.
There’s a little bit around the 60% mark where the story drags a bit, and it’s kind of just “people doing stuff” that got a bit annoying, I’ll go further in spoilers. I don’t think this will be for everyone, but personally I really liked it for the most part.
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First off wtf wasn’t Agnes sent to rot in some hellhole, is it not implied that she basically tried to help that man kill Verity??? Plus she was a horrid old hag throughout the entire book, why was she at their wedding breakfast???
I saw a review shit on this for the plot point of verity thinks she’s disgusting because her gay husband vomited when trying to have sex with her, and she can’t believe James is attracted to her, and when she finds out she is attractive to him, she becomes extremely happy and fulfilled from it. I get why that might put a bad taste in someone’s mouth, but here is my counterpoint: first of all, feeling unworthy and unattractive sucks, especially when it’s by someone who you are about to be intimate with, it can really devastate self-confidence. Second of all, she talks about how she thinks her body doesn’t work, that she doesn’t experience passion the same other people do, IE she doesn’t know how to orgasm. When she finds out that she can experience that, it’s an incredibly joyful moment for her. Lots of women struggle with “getting there”, especially with male partners, so idk I didn’t think of it as “oh the man has to show her how worthy she is” and more “she’s finally coming (pun not intended) into her own fully and has become way more confident “. ALSO James also is “cured” by her magical vagina, because after they finally bang, his nightmares and blackout stops, and it’s only because of verity that he ALSO regains his confidence and stops calling himself a coward. So idk, they both helped each other (i think verity did way more work than he did which annoyed me a bit) but I didn’t get the messaging of “woman can only feel empowered through male attraction” personally.