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160 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1979
"The curious illusion that I may still have something to write about seems to keep me bound to the act of writing" (87)
It was the family custom to go to the movies together once a week, on Saturday afternoon, and he was wild about them. The lions, who showed the bright red inside of their mouths when they roared, and the horses and blue skies and ocean—all these mysteries appearing on the screen of the darkened movie theater as light and shadows of black and white thrilled him. When the circus came to a nearby park and he saw the feeble reality of a live lion (the fur at the base of its tail had fallen out from some skin disease) and the laziness that is the basic characteristic of a real lion, he was deeply disappointed. When he went into the theater from the street whose asphalt was melting in the strong afternoon sunlight—“the darkness of night was there, another darkness within the darkness, another night within the night, countless nights and days were there. After several days, or several years, or several centuries, he emerged into the street, dim in the long summer twilight, breathed into his lungs the sundry odors of the town mingled with the cool air, and felt the sensation of the still-warm asphalt through the rubber soles of his sneakers.” [40]
I knew, of course, that poets write their poems by inlaying (or interweaving) the words of others, and I had read Yoshioka’s poem with a kind of thrilled interest. The words quoted in brackets in the poem were ones that I had once written—yet that fact seemed lacking in reality, which made me feel somehow free, liberated. To put it more simply, I experienced an infinitely sweet joy at those words being set free from the spell that intones “I have written this.” I had the sense that there was no need to test the flavor of those words; that the meanings I had tried to give them had vanished; that the words came before me as naked objects, purified anew. [81]