4.75 / 5: My story will end, and with the closing of the book, my life will become nothing but a memory that fades more and more as the days pass. I'll be like the smoke rising from those flames, here one moment....
...and gone the next."
as full of melancholy as kallias is as he spoke this sad quote, this really does feel like the end of an era as i read the final stories of these nephilim brothers and their lovers, who finally, after centuries of fighting and putting humanity first before their own hearts, get to relax and explore worlds of their own. whether it's the deep, cold forests of Russia that inhabit an icy kingdom as daman gets to devote all his time with warrin and their son, sorin, or idling in the warm sands just outside of Athens, Greece surrounded by the peace of the waves and the gentle aura of your revived lover as kallias is granted, the eight brothers are able to just be. having the chance to see them after the fury of the storm meant a lot to me, and it was every bit as sentimental as i hoped.
the way this companion novel was organized makes me want to write separate reviews on each of the couples' short stories because my feelings for each of them feel fairly different from each other. my entire reading journey with the first seven books alone resulted in feeling stronger feelings for certain couples over overs, or just loving certain stories even more. by giving my brief (lol) thoughts of each of the short stories in here, including kallias (!!), i feel this is the best way to sum up everything this entire series has made me feel, up to the very end.
disclaimer: unfortunately, goodreads has a character limit...so some thoughts in this review will be noticeably short :') but not out of choice!! and so there's a potential link i'll have to share to see the full review, because my love for this series shall never be censored. for now, i hope you enjoy what i could share!!
galen: I still found it hard to believe some days that this was my life.
we got a simon pov!! after all these months!! i mean, of course we were, if this was going to be a goodbye from these main couples' povs, we couldn't just leave simon out, especially as he and galen were the first of all the characters to introduce readers to this world. i think the reason why i felt so happy about it was just also because simon always felt more of a background character than anything else in books 2-6. being the only human who doesn't have much experience in the way of fighting demons (and no, spatulas do not count, unfortunately, no matter how much simon is adamant about it), and this being a pretty action-packed fantasy with a lot of death, it just wasn't safe for him to be involved in the fights all the other characters were engaged in. as disheartened as i was about it, i couldn't argue with that.
and interestingly enough, i feel like there's something really significant to garner from the way the author eased back his presence after book one because as epic as it would've been for him to become this strong warrior, he just...wasn't. he was someone who to galen and the other brothers and even their mates, doesn't have much of a connection to the supernatural world, and never should (beyond being mated with a nephilim). he just owns and takes care of an antique shop, and he just so happened to get tangled in this messy plot that led to asa possessing his body for a brief amount of time. if there's one good thing that came out of such a tumultuous event, it was when simon met galen, something simon wouldn't trade for anything; but other than that, galen would never and will never want to see simon put in harm's way again, not even for the sake of fanservice or plot.
the existence of this companion novel is fanservice enough!! and i'm very happy with it, i'm happy that we get to see simon & galen in their own little bubble, so comfortable and at ease with each other because the world isn't asking so much from galen anymore; he & wrath can just get to exist happily with the love of their life. this is especially so because when we did see simon in books 2-6, it was in some moments where galen and the rest returned from battle, and through the others' povs, we would see simon & galen running back to each other, with the latter immediately fanning out his wings to wrap around them both so no one else can see them, because these reunions were very private for them. i always felt a little emotional when the author wrote these bits, as again it felt like i hardly saw simon much after book one, and it definitely was just as hard for galen to be away from him. to get to see a little glimpse of the two of them in their cocoon was really special, and to know that they won't have to separated from each other anymore, it's a happy ending that galen & wrath deserve to have after centuries of using their rage to rip apart enemies, almost to the point of self-destruction. now, they can just be at peace.
would it still have been nice to see simon more through the eyes of gray & kyo's povs in their stories since he was supposedly very close to them?? yes; and it didn't even have to be in all the action!! just maybe there as like a source of comfort or for some natural filler that provides some cushioning in an otherwise intense story. maybe there just wasn't enough room for it, but even kyo mentions in his own short story here that he misses simon a lot. like that absolutely gutted me when i read that, because kyo acknowledges that all these conflicts they've all had kept them from enjoying more moments with each other as a family. we got to see a little of what is up ahead for them here, though, the little surprise party they all throw for galen for his birthday the first in a lot more happy reunions to come. it tears me up a little inside that i won't get to see all of it, but knowing it'll happen fills me with some relief, so there's that.
When Galen spoke, his voice had a dual layer, a deeper tone mixing with his normal one. "Forever."
"Forever," I agreed.
castor: Give me all you got, Red."
kyo & castor omg...their story was really the first that got me truly hooked into this series. there was a lot of potential to keep me going after simon & galen's story, but the writing was pretty average, if i have to be honest. and so i was very relieved to see how that potential was for the better because there seemed to be this huge improvement in quality, at least in my eyes, once i moved on to the second book. not only did the plot get even thicker in this entire arc of the series, but i was very much charmed by castor's pov.
i was charmed by how much more we got to know about his father, and how there was no sad backstory on that end where castor hated his father like some of his other brothers did. he actually had a pretty happy childhood before he was taken away, and he felt very spoiled & happy living with his mother and having his father visit him from time to time. the one sad part was castor eventually losing his dad, and in such a traumatic way as he actually witnessed his death. the resentment that hooked in against lazarus for being the one to have killed caim ran very deep, and i have some respect towards the author for not brushing away that kind of grief and just letting castor feel how he felt. the good relationship he had with his father despite the horrible things he had done while fighting on the side of lucifer, was the first of many examples in this entire series that shows how there's no simple black & white when it comes to morality, and there's a lot of grey areas to be aware of in this war that fought over humanity.
in the afterword, castor has kyo. and so while he'll always have to wrestle over the grief of what happened centuries ago, in the present day, the knowledge of castor finding a treasure as golden and precious as is kyo, and for that same treasure to adore him right back is just enough to satisfy castor's insatiable greed.
i was really happy to get to be in this couple's povs again and have castor be his funny self while kyo loves him too much to be annoyed by the many dirty jokes castor gives because that's just who he is. their romance sucked me in immediately and even as many laughs as there in their relationship dynamic, the two are absolutely gone for each other, and it's a kind of chemistry that even surprised them both. they're just...very precious to me.
"The strings of fate led me to you, and I'm never walking away again."
i also found it really cool to get a small look of the work that lies up ahead for them both since the pair now reside somewhere in japan in kyo's family's kingdom. with tatsuya, kyo's older brother, as king of the water dragon clan, there's a lot of negotiations and ally ships to be done to repair the damage that all dragon clans faced after the tyrannical rule of kyo & tatsuya's father all those years ago. that was yet another thing that i found very intriguing in the second book of the series, with the reveal that these dragon clans did still exist despite both the heavenly realm and the demon realm believing otherwise. their continued existence lies on very fragile footing, though, as there's a lot of reparation to be done, and so i'm eager to see what more that could possibly entail since it had been confirmed by the author that even if this might be the last we'd see of kyo & castor's povs, there are some other characters who will be given a spotlight in the future, which just has me hyped.
daman: He had loved me when I didn't love myself."
there's something about daman's pov that feels so special; maybe it's in the way he has a connection to the forests from his time as child when he was raised in the depths of his home in Dacia.
his character is relatively seen to be more comfortable living on the outskirts, with his first introduction revealing him to be pretty rough around the ages and clearly not much of a people person, but when getting to his pov in his own book, the quiet way he observed his surroundings and sought comfort on his own made the writing draw me in completely. what drew me in even more was seeing his growing romance with warrin, and so in this short story here, witnessing the little family they create with their little son, sorin (!!), was everything.
gray: "Hey, angel."
gray and mason's relationship is possibly the purest of all the couples in the series, next to raiden & titan's, because there's just so much sweetness, that i practically ached while reading all of it. it felt a bit like relief once i got to revisit gray's pov because even as much as i have mixed feelings about his almost childish characterization, he's still a big sweetheart, and mason's affection for him made this short story feel like a warm hug. getting to see them just play around and go to arcades together was such a nice filler, and it was perfect for them; mason being a hunter obviously means he still has to sometimes go out to hunt down demons and other malevolent creatures but it means a lot that being with gray now, there's the promise for him to have a home to go back to and just have fun without constantly being haunted by the bloody images that battles and the losses of old comrades bring.
i think another thing important for me to highlight for this short story is how it just reinforced my strong wish for gray to have more closure with his father, belphegor, or maybe a possible reconcilation...?. as far as we're all aware, belphegor is jailed in the celestial realm after the defeat of lucifer; and it just feels too dense to think that his story arc is over--i mean..after the end of book seven?? no, the author has to be planning more with his character. out of all the fathers, gray, castor, and raiden's are the ones who offered very conflicting views despite the black & white morality that certain characters (ahem **uriel**) imposed on them. unfortunately, castor & raiden's fathers are long past dead, with belphegor the only one to have survived them all.
gray and his brothers were born directly out of lucifer's command in the hopes to harness their powers, and so for most of them, their fathers saw them more as a means to an end, but with belphegor, caim, and yes, even beelzebub, there was a connection made between father & son; and while in raiden's case, it didn't come much into fruition, all of them exhibited a fondness that made me yearn for more. with belphegor still alive and his fate kind of left in the unknown beyond simply being imprisoned, i want to think there's a chance i could see his own pov in the future and maybe see what would come out of the potential healing that he & gray would need after fighting on opposite sides of a war over humanity, a father against his own son. the way things left off with them in the final battle in book seven felt like a huge cliffhanger, and gray's own sadness uncovered in this short story here leaves a lot more to still be explored in the complexity of their relationship.
if we were to get a belphegor pov, it might just mean there's a potential romance for him to be paired up in since this is jaclyn osborn i'm talking about here, so...may i propose vepar???
i'm just going to leave that there because i can write a whole post about vepar on a separate platform, and the clear romantic feelings he had for belphegor that were (sort of?) one-sided because belphegor was in love with lucifer but lucifer was in love with alastair's dead father, azazel, so it was just all a mess on that end. but with lucifer now gone, and vepar disappearing after being left for dead by belphegor in the final battle, there's a lot of potential angst to be explored. not only could i be getting to see more of belphegor & gray's father/son relationship but a potential belphegor/vepar second-chance romance??? i would be obsessed.
bellamy: Maybe we were a disaster. A comet heading straight for a planet, the collision inevitable. But who said crashing was a bad thing?
With him, I broke apart over and over, and each time those pieces melded back together. I found myself deeper in love with him.
there's just...too many words i have for bellamy & phoenix. they're my most favorite couple, and their short story made me cry. more to come.
raiden: "We've given enough to the world. You owe nothing more."
raiden potentially opening up his own restaurant, i am so happy for him :')
alastair: "Having you in my arms right now is like an answer to an unspoken prayer I dared not even hope for."
i'm going to be honest here, guys.....i do not care for alastair & lazarus' relationship in the slightest. now one might be confused by me saying this statement because "kaylina, didn't you rate their book five x a billion stars?"; very good question. if it wasn't made obvious by my review for that story, the high rating was a mix of sentimentality and also admiration for a very well-done plot. one of the thrills of this entire series is that even if you may not be a big fan of the romance (thankfully, alastair & lazarus are the only ones i felt apathetic about), there's so much fantasy and action and a huge cast of characters to fall so in love with that it completely overrides any criticism you may have (at least in my case). and in the case of book seven, i have no criticism of the romance, none at all....except for one little nitpick but i can just talk about in in a revision for my review of their book.
i spoke very highly of the brotherly relationship that alastair had with his brothers because it was genuinely moving, seeing the way alastair always put them first and fought to make sure they get their happy endings obviously making it clear he deserved his own as well. and if it's with lazarus then of course i can't argue with it; going into this fantasy romance series, it's a given he'll be mated with someone, and lazarus was a natural fit because they're both equals of sorts in how both of them are like the patriarchs of the family and two people who've always felt duty came first before pleasure. a certain reveal of their mated bond and the knowledge that lazarus was aware of it quite longer than even i expected made the angst hit hard and i love angst, but i just felt...nothing, concerning them most of the time (and when i did, it was like weak sparks of light that quicky died out), hence why i hardly spoke about them in my review for book seven.
and there's not much i can really say for their short story either, unfortunately; except that i am happy that alastair gets to live a relatively quiet life in the celestial realm with the love of his life and actually make friends with the archangels who live among the clouds. i also loved that i got to see a little konnar cameo as the both of them are still and always will be best friends; the knowledge that there's potential for konnar's own story in the widely expanding sons of the fallen universe thrills me very much so i look forward to seeing what promise there is in his own (possible?) book.....with michael, i hope.
kallias: "Much like when the blossoms awake to welcome spring and then fade away once the air turns cold, we too will part for a short time before greeting each other once more."
with kallias' story being better fit to be described as a little novella that was tucked inside this entire companion novel, it's something incredibly worthy of being discussed in a separate review of its own. when that would come out, that is to be decided, but if there's ever more proof to know how much the author knows the potential of her characters and wants to explore their arcs to the fullest, kallias' story was a very strong example of it.
i've always been so curious about him since the moment he was first mentioned in book one, and it should only have been expected that he'd have an epic return later on. but i was still so overcome with emotion because the implications of what he had gone through and what it meant to have him come back without his mate felt overwhelming. to get to see him have his own novella was just such an utterly brilliant move on the author's part, one she explored with incredible depth. the existence of kallias' character in general is so powerful because as the sin of melancholy, it only reinforces the sadness that comes with being left out of the canon knowledge of the "seven deadly sins", when in this fictional universe, there are really eight , which was just so interesting.