I found the main character kind of whiny, and backsliding, and indecisive. The "secret" was very guessable, although the author made it kind of a wacky stack: Yes, that happened, but this even more dramatic thing happened, too! (I didn't guess the topper.) And then climax kinda made me sick. Almost as though the author disliked her as much as I did and decided to try to kill her ... but couldn't quite go through with it. Frankly, I wish she had died. If I felt confident Paris would maintain her growth, I'd feel more kindly toward her, but ... she has a history of waffling.