Updated 06/08/23
I read this book again, and understood far more of it.
What can I say? It's the most significant book I've read in my life. Everything I've been looking for, everything I need to be transformed, is here.
This book set my heart on fire for Jesus Christ.
I can't thank Rowan enough for writing this book.
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In reading this book, I received a strange gift: an understanding of the identity of Christ like I have never before and the accompanying sense of his presence. I think it was Hans Frei who insisted that to know the identity of Jesus is to have him present. Something in that vicinity… very slowly… Could that be what’s happening to me?
Reflecting on this point leads to another thought: Kathryn Tanner’s insistence that what matters is “a *sense* of what Christianity is *all* about.” A “sense” because these things tend to be inarticulable, and the “whole” because an understanding of any part must involve the whole. Yet in Christianity, a weird relationship obtains in that an understanding of a part (Jesus) *is* the understanding of the whole.
“In fifty years of doing theology, one thing I have learned is that good theology is theology oriented towards the healing of human wounds,” said Rowan Williams. Good theology heals. Via patient observation, we discern whether a particular theology is good. What Rowan has said of theology in general applies to his own. The least I can say of this process, in which Rowan has played such a vital role, is that I find myself restored and reconciled. I am being healed.
As Rowan points out in this book, healing presupposes a history diminution, “salvation does not bypass the history and memory of guilt, but rather builds upon and from it.” Why should I hesitate to say it? I needed to be healed of my previous sense of what Christianity is all about. If good religion opens itself up to the source of all healing, bad religion is perhaps our best defense against it. “To arrive where we started And know the place for the first time.” Eliot means to say, “To know the place *as* a place that heals.” Because God heals. God cannot help but heal. This is how we know God.
In what specific ways did this book help me heal? For one, this book views supernature as entirely continuous with nature. David Bentley Hart’s book that deals with this same issue was just published. Rowan’s book was written in 1982. Of course, much of DBH’s book deals with the implications of this view. Nevertheless, the germ of what DBH argues in his new book is already fully present in Rowan’s work. I don’t think I’ve met a single ex-Christian who did not assume a strong nature/supernature divide. Carefully listening to their stories reveals that what they narrate is not a process by which they have lost their faith; no, they just come to find out that they already did not believe.
Then there is the identity of Jesus. This matters on so many levels e.g. in whatever way we understand our vocation, minimally it is to be for the world what Jesus was for Israel. Should we act as a karma police, or should we wish to get out of the way? Any place for judgment and exclusion? What does it mean to be “in Christ” or to be the “body” of Christ? As important as these questions are, they seem secondary. What is of primary importance is the question “Who is Jesus?” In contemplating this, we are formed and transformed. This is the sense in which the understanding of the whole paints with a certain hue everything else we might say or think about Christianity.
Let me follow through with just one implication here: Interestingly, Rowan insists that it is not *what* Jesus was that saves, but *who* he was—the “who” question is a question about words and deeds, a question about identity. If we locate God’s saving act at this level, then the question of what it means to be “in Christ” should be answered in the same way. Being “in Christ” does not mean simply belonging to a certain church denomination, doing or abstaining from certain things, or espousing a certain doctrine; being “in Christ” means “doing” and "saying" via church membership, moral actions, and doctrine what Jesus did and said. Rigidly insisting on the meaning of a certain action or object as always being "of Christ” is the surest way we have of discerning a decadent spirit. To have Christ present with us means partially to be haunted by this question: “Am I in Christ?” In this sense, Rowan's is "a difficult Gospel" (the name of a book explicating Rowan's theology). Occupy this honest space before Christ for any length of time and any firm ground beneath our feet will appear to give way. This phenomenon—“dark night of the soul,” “divine darkness,” “unknowing,” or what have you—is the only proof proper we can have for knowing ourselves to be “in Christ.” Again, it is about attunement, perceiving with the heart, and sensitivity to the Spirit.
Lastly, “If we are still in our sins, we have not yet truly heard the news that Christ has been raised,” says Rowan. Here is a conviction that voluntarism is false. The identity of Jesus matters because in seeing who he is we find ourselves transformed. No need for harshness. No need for self-blame. Self-compassion and gentleness become perhaps the two most important virtues to help us along the way. In the end, this recognition opens the door to universalism. All of Jesus’ life was about love and its communication—the kind of love that, if we were to fathom its depth, we would not be able to resist. If not apokatastasis, then at least a reason for hope, an insight into “the secret that Paul learned, of a divine justice, righteousness, which acts only to restore – what Luther so strangely called the ‘passive righteousness’ of God, the justice that will not act against us, that is incapable of aggression or condemnation: the righteousness that makes righteous.”
With that, I feel my quivering heart. I am not sure if I can ever get over it.