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95 pages, Paperback
First published March 30, 2010
Bullethead For Earthell
I don’t know what the soul mutters
in the moment before the slang
of gunshots, sweat jeweling
the brow, braggadocio jumping
from the skin, blood thrusting out
a feverish gasp, the wish for nothing
worth holding between the hands
turned up to Heaven, but I know
if it happens, you must be my grandfather
at the moment of an ambush one
morning in Vietnam’s Ia Drang Valley.
Because in the moment before death
none of the moments before that,
I know, bear the same risks.
A naked towel turned up to Heaven
on the bed with the same sprawl
of softness as the woman upon it, I realize
in the moment preceding the moment
of death, does not represent the moment
of death. It could be the broth of a spasm,
the fever of gasping, the moment of death.
It could be the fitful woman holding you
to earth as the seed leaves your body.
Even a boy with no father carries in him
the image of his father. And it must be abstract
as dream, pure theory, the moment of death.
If you are good, and even if you are not good,
the bullet enters the blood like the bony finger
of the god who put it there, and the future
scampers down to cover you. Granddaddy,
when my father, the first time I met him,
tried to recall your face, there was nothing
but smoke coaxing our history from his breath.