This was a free Audible option that also happened to be on a few of my friends TBRs, so I decided to give it a chance. It’s perhaps most known for the surprising opening scene of the novel, detailing an embarrassing moment for the main character due to her alcoholism. It makes for a memorable moment, which I think would be fun for readers who have a certain type of humor or taste.
The humor in this book, though, took me a while to embrace, as alcoholism has been really detrimental to my family history, and I understood it would connect to the story, but it was hard to ignore the denial and disregard of alcoholism throughout at first. Even at the end of this novel, it was still so evident that so many characters still didn’t fully see the picture and problems Leah was enduring, and that made Leah’s struggle to identify and understand her problems more real in terms of the plot. Leah can’t help herself, and despite the façade everyone around her accepts, she isn’t okay, and she isn’t in control of her drinking. Rehab isn’t easy, but it’s the best decision she can make. Leah’s journey through rehab uncovers much, and it becomes a heart-breaking story sprinkled with humor and good will. Forgiveness, friendship, remorse, regret. This story has topics that nearly everyone can relate to.
I appreciate the journey of this story, and it had moments of enlightenment and healing, but for me, Leah was short of who I wanted her to be. Maybe that’s the point of the story, or maybe a few steps are enough for some stories, but for me, Leah deserved more than the ending she allowed herself. I found myself disappointed overall, and while this presented important issues, I don’t feel as though it presented resolutions or appropriately tacked some of the subjects.
For me, this was more of an enjoyable read that I didn’t actually enjoy. I think for the right person, or perhaps someone who can relate more to Leah, this could be an enjoyable read, but I wouldn’t recommend this right off the bat. However, for someone who can relate to or wants to empathize with these topics, it could be a beneficial read: Alcoholism and Rehab, Infancy Loss, Sexual Abuse, Marital Issues, Depression