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I don’t know what to do. None of it helps. And I don’t know if I want help. My entire life has gone to shit.

It was just Ethan's luck that the moment his life fell apart, he got dragged into an all out shifter war. Turned against his will, he was struggling to come to terms with his animal and his new life. An animal bred in trauma is already hard to manage but when you fight so hard against it, it becomes impossible to deal with. In an attempt to stunt the monster inside him, he goes to the nearby bar to drown his thoughts in liquor only to have his animal settle in the presence of the new bartender, a handsome shifter determined to save him from himself. But this is why his life fell apart in the first place. He needs Corey's help to get better but he’s afraid of what would happen if he let himself get closer to the man who settles the monster.

Corey could feel the sickness coming off of Ethan the minute he showed up at the bar. With his own ugly past to guide him, he feels like the only person who might be able to help Ethan before it was too late. But the longer he spends with the broken wolf shifter, the harder it is to hold back his feelings. At least until he figures out that the animal isn’t the only thing Ethan has been suppressing. Not wanting to push an already struggling shifter, Corey has to remind himself to stay away until Ethan is ready to admit the truth to himself. Even if Ethan’s animal calls to his in ways he never thought possible.

201 pages, Kindle Edition

First published January 11, 2023

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A.F. Montoya

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A.F. Montoya is a daydreamer turned writer who writes contemporary mafia romances. She’s been reading romance novels since her mother bought her one as a joke when she was a teen and now writes them and shares them with her mother, much to her chagrin. She enjoys reading in her spare time and supporting other authors. When she isn’t writing or thinking about new book ideas she is supporting her husband and kids.

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March 21, 2024
Unexpectedly Phenomenal

Ethan was a huge dick to Derek and I was not liking him in the first two books but man him and Corey? AWE!!! And honestly he owned up to it and I just think he had great character development. I could get him being upset about Lily at first completely. Just loved how Corey and him were and is convos with the wolf 😆
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2,570 reviews7 followers
April 17, 2024
LOVED IT!

I started out a little torn on this book I wasn't sure what was up or down, when I finally got into the book, I got it! This author is very talented and I look forward to reading more!
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1,317 reviews15 followers
July 11, 2024
I really wasn't sure how the author was going to make Ethan's romance work, but I ended up totally invested. I love getting some queer rep here, though it's not perfect, and I adore Corey. These two fit each other so well, and Ethan's journey of self-acceptance was hard won.
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May 18, 2024
Ethan & Corey

This is the fourth book in the Blackridge Haven Shifters series. I’m so happy to see Ethan get his mate and his happy ever after.
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