I'm not ashamed to admit I binged this entire series in a couple of weeks. Riley and his guardian angels got under my skin from the very beginning, and the more I learned about their world the more invested I became.
To say that Riley transformed throughout this series is a severe understatement--looking back I can barely recognize the scared, emotionally stunted boy he was in the beginning. As the truth of his identity, his love interests, and his destiny came to light, Riley more than rose to the challenges he was presented. No, he wasn't the perfect protagonist--he made bad judgment calls, let his inner demons stop him from going after what he wanted, and was manipulated by people who didn't have his best interests at heart. All of that just made him feel human and relatable in a world where the rules were constantly being rewritten. I loved him more because of his flaws than I would have if he reacted perfectly under pressure every time, and it gave his journey more meaning to see how much he adapted and grew stronger when his family needed him.
Speaking of Riley's found family, I can't say enough good things about the characters he met throughout this series. Of course, Riley, Jai, Noel, and Gideon were easy to love, but even individuals I thought were unimportant circled back to steal my heart and play a game changing role later in the story. As a warning, this series explores some pretty dark themes, and not all of my favorites made it out unscathed (or even alive) by the time the dust had settled. It really put things into perspective for me to see how even the most fierce warrior wasn't guaranteed to win every fight, or how characters I met and grew to love could be callously extinguished by the Big Bads of this universe. Honestly, it sometimes made me anxious to see Riley and his allies suit up to go into battle, because I knew this could be the one they didn't walk away from, but I wouldn't change the way this series was written because it gave real consequences to every action the main characters took.
If the characters were what made this series spectacular, then the building conflict between angels and demons was a close second. The main storyline did get off to a slower start in the beginning, but once the demons revealed their interest in Riley and started going after him, I was blown away by how much was packed into each book. More than physical battles, betrayals, and escape attempts, Riley and his men had a rich and complex emotional journey to contend with as well as they weighed personal happiness against their duties and responsibilities. I'm seriously impressed by the way Nikole Knight balanced the internal and external conflicts, dangled half-secrets and hidden lore bits throughout the books, and set up massively unexpected reveals time and time again.
In case it wasn't obvious, I can't say enough good things about the writing style, plotlines, characters, and romances in this series. Each and every element that made up these stories was crafted with incredible attention to detail and care, and it made the overall experience very rewarding as a reader. As I mentioned before, these books do explore some dark themes, so please read the trigger warnings and take them seriously. I can promise that even when it seems like everything is going wrong for Riley and his men, there is a path for a happier ending, and they never stop fighting to see it through.
Individual book reviews below!
Revelations (5/5 stars)
Riley's emotional journey broke me down in ways I wasn't expecting, and I can tell that he still has a long way to go. His story drew me in slowly, with only the faintest glimpses of a potential romance and all the emotional torment of a boy who's been struggling for years. My heart felt like it was breaking into a million pieces every time Riley experienced a setback or anxiety spiral. As much as this book was the setup for an epic future conflict, it was also an intimate introduction to everything Riley Shepard. I feel like I got to know Riley in this story on a soul-deep level, and as much as it pained me to see how his past shaped him into the timid, insecure man he is today, I was also stunned by how strongly I connected with him. Riley took sheltered to a whole different extreme, and there was something fascinating about seeing how he approached what I would consider boring, everyday events. The surprise appearance of Jai, Noel, and Gideon only fueled my curiosity about what was going on with Riley, and as the four of them developed a deep friendship my own heart swelled with happiness to see Riley let go of some of his self-loathing. Even if Gideon, Noel, and Jai hadn't been tasked with guarding Riley their protective instincts would have felt spot-on to me. Riley's soul was screaming out for friendship and affection, and the fact that these men were the ones to provide it felt like the most natural thing in the world. Though the entirety of this book felt like one long, slow-burning buildup, things really started to escalate towards the end. From the shocking revelation about Riley's identity to that intense battle with the hellhounds, I get the sense that everything about Riley's world is going to be flipped on its head.
Sacrifice (5/5 stars)
After a deceptively slow start, Riley and his guardians took me one on one heck of an emotional journey. I had a feeling that things weren't going to be smooth sailing as Riley learned more about his identity and grappled with his growing feelings for Noel and Jai, but wow was I not expecting the direction this story went. From Ms. Janet's horrible reappearance to the heartwrenching sacrifice Noel made to keep Riley safe, this story didn't pull any punches. I was on the edge of my seat for the entire second half of this book, desperately waiting to see if everything would turn out okay but knowing, deep in my heart, that nothing in Riley's life would ever be the same again. Even as Nikole crushed my heart into a thousand pieces, I couldn't tear myself away. I've already become so invested in Riley, Jai, Noel, and Gideon's lives that the thought of leaving their series unfinished is impossible for me, even during the most painful moments. I still know so little about Riley's identity and how he fits in with the angels and demons conflict, but this story gave me a small taste of just how far the demons are prepared to go to flip his loyalty. This book went to a much darker place than the last one, and I can already tell that the emotional scars of this experience are going to leave a lasting impact.
Illusion (5/5 stars)
Though this story contained its fair share of emotional turmoil and guardian drama, it felt tame in comparison to the heartbreak of the previous book. Instead of centering around action, adventure, and shocking reveals, this journey explored Riley, Noel, Jai, and Gideon as individuals. It was fascinating to see how these men have grown and changed over the course of this series, and while I wish their circumstances hadn't have forced them into dealing with some of the trauma they had to deal with, there was something healing about seeing the way the four of them came together as a family to help each other. Riley's complicated feelings for his guardians caused him a lot of pain throughout the book, Noel had an incredibly dark cloud of suffering hanging over him, and Jai and Gideon's guilt and shame weighed them down for a good part of the story. Everything about what they were going through was heavy and sad, but despite all of that this book still struck a good balance between treating their situation seriously and showing that a brighter, more hopeful future was possible. When it would have been easy to walk away, these men stuck together and fought for each other, and that unity was what gave me faith that they would find a way forward against the odds. Riley's horrible adoptive mother continued her crusade to tear Riley down, but the angel/demon conflict was surprisingly quiet in this story. It actually made me more nervous to not see that plotline advance much, because I know it means that the next book could have even more terrifying consequences than the last. Either way there's no way I can stop reading until I find out what fate has in store for Riley and his guardians.
Betrayal (5/5 stars)
The majority of this story was such a peaceful respite from the emotional turmoil of this series, but the ending hit hard and I know things are only going to get worse before they get better. Riley and his angels have wound themselves firmly around my heart, and getting to watch as their already close bonds deepened with romantic love was wonderfully satisfying. Whether it was Jai's rougher desire, Noel's sweet affection, or Gideon's shy gardening dates, the sheer depth of their love filled me up with joy. Even the simplest afternoon in the garden or movie night felt like a treasured gift when I could see how happy it made all of them. With all their feelings out in the open, Riley and his angels began exploring the physical aspects of their relationship for the first time, and you'd better believe I devoured every steamy second. I'm so proud of Riley for being brave enough to ask for what he wanted, and the payoff only served to bring them even closer. Outside of the swoon-worthy romances, Riley learned some surprising truths about his parents and had to deal with a devastating betrayal, as the title of the story suggests. When I say the reveal was gut-wrenching, I don't even feel like that comes close to describing the pain and anguish I felt as I watched Riley suffer from the actions of someone he called his friend. Any last hope I had of Riley being able to escape his destiny was snuffed out as he made the difficult decision to protect his loved ones instead of hiding in denial. I'm already bracing myself for a brutal next chapter, because the consequences of Riley's actions are literally going to change the future of this world.
Redemption (5/5 stars)
Every book in this series has tugged on my heartstrings, but this particular chapter of Riley's story was utterly devastating. The suffering, torture, and pain Riley experienced in Lucifer's house was like nothing I've ever seen before, and it ripped my heart right out. The emotions Kirt Graves's narration drew out of me were painful and ugly, but made me feel unbelievably connected to Riley and his angels. I felt the panic Jai, Noel, and Gideon could barely suppress as they desperately searched for Lucifer's hiding place, and not even the tenderness of the time they spent comforting each other in Riley's absence could soothe me. I felt Riley's drugged confusion and brokenness as he succumbed to Lucifer's horrific mind games and could only scream inside as he turned into the puppet Lucifer had sought all along. This story had its moments of peace, hopefulness, and sweet affection, but the overwhelming sense of fear and anxiety never left any of these beloved characters alone for long. I felt viciously satisfied every time Riley showed his strength around his enemies, but also fearful of what he was becoming as a result. The emotional rollercoaster this audio took me on was a whirlwind in the best way, and as much as I ached for those lost along the way, I was so relieved to see Riley and his angels reunited at last. I can only imagine what the final chapter of Riley's adventure will hold, but I'm sure it's going to break me down and build me back up exactly the way he's done already.
Elysium (5/5 stars)
I knew this final chapter of Riley's journey would be explosive, but words can't describe how much this story made me feel. I cried multiple times as I experienced all the fear, hope, pain, and love in this book, and what a captivating and wonderfully written send off this was. Riley and his angels had already been through so much together, but until the threat of Lucifer's uprising was extinguished once and for all, I knew they'd never truly be able to find peace. The first half of this story was deceptively calm as these men took some time to recover and train up before the impending battle, and it was during this buildup that I got to witness some of the most soul-deep love imaginable. Yes, Riley does end up bonded to all his angels before all is said and done, and it was absolutely incredible to experience the passion, bliss, and pure love that led to each pair's decision to cement their bond. Nikole Knight treated each of their bonding moments with such respect and reverence, and I swooned endlessly over the sheer beauty of their connections taking root in their souls. I'm glad I stored up all those happy memories, because as the final battle raged on, it tore at my heart and hope until I thought surely there was no way for these beloved characters to make it out alive. Once again, Riley, Jai, Noel, and Gideon demonstrated how fiercely loyal and strong they each were, and even as the battle took and took from them, they never wavered in their resolve to see it through to the very end. It's safe to say that none of the characters in this story walked away from that fight without scars--physical or emotional--and more than one of the individuals I've come to love didn't make it out at all. Nikole Knight painted a harsh but realistic picture of the aftermath of such a world-changing battle, and as much as it made my heart ache, I can't imagine things unfolding any other way. There was something so fitting about Riley being the one to make that last, pivotal decision, and you'd better believe I was full-out sobbing all the way through that scene. I almost can't believe that this series is really over now, because it's held such a special place in my heart. I'm relieved to know that the worst has passed for Riley and his men, and I'm incredibly satisfied with the way their journey concluded, but wow is this going to linger in my mind for weeks.
**I voluntarily read an ARC of this compilation. This review expresses my honest thoughts and opinions.