…because I like to watch squirming things go still.”
This is the very last line in Sarah A. Denzil’s Saving April, a psychological thriller about two shattered families mired in secrets, lies, blood, sex, alcohol, suffering and dark pasts.
The whole street hears, talks and speculates.
The Masons are a lovely little family looking for a fresh start.
Hannah sees bruises, hears glass breaking and animalistic grunts.
The yelling wakes her.
The world beyond her garden is a terrifying place that sends her sideways and turns her guts inside out.
The Mason’s’ signature smile doesn’t reach their eyes.
The sign in the upstairs window reads “HELP.”
The police found nothing on their initial visit but came back to stop a drunken attack.
The pages of 13-year-old April’s journal hold chilling and heartbreaking stories.
Old lady Edith is a nosey, suspicious little gossip who yearns for the days when she knew everyone on the block.
The pieces of this puzzle come together to reveal a manipulative, sadistic individual with a God complex and a twisted sense of morality.
And there are so, so many questions.
We talk of the secrets behind clothes doors, protect them, even, but what of the secrets beyond the ones in our own homes?
Are our neighbors keeping to us while we’re keeping to ourselves?
Is it smart or safe to take things at face value? Is it dangerous to do the opposite?
To what extent does genuine concern become a manifestation of serious psychological and/or emotional distress?
Ultimately, this was a great reading/listening experience, though I’m not especially cool with authors trying to stuff their family values down my throat.
Suffice it to say that divorced parents, working wives and mothers and/or opponents of essentialism and the heteropatriarchal family structure may feel judged and lectured, as this one fairly drips with mom-shaming, didacticism, gender role promotion and domestic violence and infidelity apologia.
There’s also a bit of the “awe, come on” to overcome; so long was my disbelief suspended that it began to chafe and whine to be let down.
Still, this was a quick read with some creepy moments and a few exciting twists. 4 stars.