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My Life in His Hands: Based on a True Story
My Life in His Hands - Sarah Louise Rosmond This is my life, my truth and my story but for a very long time I wasn’t in control of my own life. My life was in HIS hands…
Unfortunately, abuse happens everywhere, and it can come in all shapes and sizes. Sometimes it can happen right in front of our noses, and we still won't see it, or maybe we just choose to ignore it hoping that one day it will go away on its own. This book is my story about living with an evil twisted monster. A wicked man that only those in my household would have ever had the unfortunate chance to meet, the beast, I called my daddy!!! **Trigger Warning** My story can be hard to read in parts, but I need to be honest and I have written what I can without going into too much of the horrific details. If you find this book a hard read, then just imagine how hard it was to live it day in, day out. It has taken over 30 years, but I am living proof that just because your life starts out feeling pointless and some sort of messed up punishment; that you don't have to accept it. As an adult,
I soon realized that we are the only people who can make the changes that are needed in our lives. We need to be strong and speak out. If my book can help just one person, then I feel that my horrible childhood might have had a purpose, and not just of been a consent punishment for others to get their kicks out of. I will say that have no regrets, what happened in my life has happened and can never be undone... My life was in his hands for such a long time.... Now you get to hold my life in your own hands... and I am sure you will take better care of me, than they did xoxo
Unfortunately, abuse happens everywhere, and it can come in all shapes and sizes. Sometimes it can happen right in front of our noses, and we still won't see it, or maybe we just choose to ignore it hoping that one day it will go away on its own. This book is my story about living with an evil twisted monster. A wicked man that only those in my household would have ever had the unfortunate chance to meet, the beast, I called my daddy!!! **Trigger Warning** My story can be hard to read in parts, but I need to be honest and I have written what I can without going into too much of the horrific details. If you find this book a hard read, then just imagine how hard it was to live it day in, day out. It has taken over 30 years, but I am living proof that just because your life starts out feeling pointless and some sort of messed up punishment; that you don't have to accept it. As an adult,
I soon realized that we are the only people who can make the changes that are needed in our lives. We need to be strong and speak out. If my book can help just one person, then I feel that my horrible childhood might have had a purpose, and not just of been a consent punishment for others to get their kicks out of. I will say that have no regrets, what happened in my life has happened and can never be undone... My life was in his hands for such a long time.... Now you get to hold my life in your own hands... and I am sure you will take better care of me, than they did xoxo
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296 pages, Hardcover
Published April 14, 2017
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March 3, 2018
My life in his hands
Can I start by saying how incredibly brave you have been to write your story in a book. I think it's easy in life for us to let normal every day things get on top of us, it can be money kids work ect, but if we took the time to stop and think of people like you then we really have nothing to complain about. My ❤ goes out to you for what your young life has been like. It's just Disgusting what this shit of a human who calls himself your dad has done to you. It breaks my heart that you didn't even have a mother with the guys to leave this person to protect her daughter when she shou!d of believed you and not stood by watching you take the beatings. When reading this book it grabs you straight away and I just put myself in your shoes. You are such a strong person to come through this. Of course I'm going to have to buy your second installment because I'm just hoping and praying that this beautiful incredible young lady finds a happy ending. I think I'm life we all want our happy ever after but people like you who have had such a heartbreaking start and up bringing in life deserve it more than most. Guys if you read this book it will disappoint but only in the rotten family this poor child has been brought into. It's roar sad heart breaking but it's also true and it's a must read. It opens your eyes of what can go on to those you think you no and what actually goes on behind them closed doors. The only critisizm I would say is there is many spelling errors where you have to take a double read of the sentence to work it out bits it's do able so get 📚📚reading people
Can I start by saying how incredibly brave you have been to write your story in a book. I think it's easy in life for us to let normal every day things get on top of us, it can be money kids work ect, but if we took the time to stop and think of people like you then we really have nothing to complain about. My ❤ goes out to you for what your young life has been like. It's just Disgusting what this shit of a human who calls himself your dad has done to you. It breaks my heart that you didn't even have a mother with the guys to leave this person to protect her daughter when she shou!d of believed you and not stood by watching you take the beatings. When reading this book it grabs you straight away and I just put myself in your shoes. You are such a strong person to come through this. Of course I'm going to have to buy your second installment because I'm just hoping and praying that this beautiful incredible young lady finds a happy ending. I think I'm life we all want our happy ever after but people like you who have had such a heartbreaking start and up bringing in life deserve it more than most. Guys if you read this book it will disappoint but only in the rotten family this poor child has been brought into. It's roar sad heart breaking but it's also true and it's a must read. It opens your eyes of what can go on to those you think you no and what actually goes on behind them closed doors. The only critisizm I would say is there is many spelling errors where you have to take a double read of the sentence to work it out bits it's do able so get 📚📚reading people
March 20, 2018
This book was a strange book . I did enjoy it .
September 16, 2017
So many problems
Spelling was terrible, mistakes aplenty on every page
Bad grammar
I stopped reading by page 60 because the above issues were ruining my ability to stay interested and there was no way I could of read the rest of the book.
In top of that, the story follows the same as every other abuse memoir so I saw nothing unique to hold my attention enough to counteract the terrible spelling/grammar
Spelling was terrible, mistakes aplenty on every page
Bad grammar
I stopped reading by page 60 because the above issues were ruining my ability to stay interested and there was no way I could of read the rest of the book.
In top of that, the story follows the same as every other abuse memoir so I saw nothing unique to hold my attention enough to counteract the terrible spelling/grammar
December 6, 2017
Thinly disguised child pornography
This book may have been a cathartic release for the author, or it may have been a way to disguise incredibly graphic child incest pornography. This book made my stomach sick and was so graphic I had to stop reading. There are many much better ways to get the story across than this. Please do not read this book. It is suitable reading for paedophiles and no one else.
This book may have been a cathartic release for the author, or it may have been a way to disguise incredibly graphic child incest pornography. This book made my stomach sick and was so graphic I had to stop reading. There are many much better ways to get the story across than this. Please do not read this book. It is suitable reading for paedophiles and no one else.
May 3, 2018
Book review
I really enjoyed the story line but it came across as annoying and unprofessional with all the age mess ups. Sarah goes from 2 to 4 back to 2. Then she's 13 and two pages later shes 11. Then her cousin is 24 and jumps to nearly 27 like a month later. It was inconsistent and incongruent. Besides that the story is heart breaking i could not even imagine going through such horror.
I really enjoyed the story line but it came across as annoying and unprofessional with all the age mess ups. Sarah goes from 2 to 4 back to 2. Then she's 13 and two pages later shes 11. Then her cousin is 24 and jumps to nearly 27 like a month later. It was inconsistent and incongruent. Besides that the story is heart breaking i could not even imagine going through such horror.
November 19, 2017
Sad story but would not recommend
Poorly written, small boring details that have no relation to the story. Actually the book was pointless. Very sorry for Sarah Rosmond that’s why I gave 2 stars instead of one.
Poorly written, small boring details that have no relation to the story. Actually the book was pointless. Very sorry for Sarah Rosmond that’s why I gave 2 stars instead of one.
February 18, 2018
Spelling errors!
There were so many spelling mistakes in this book I couldn't carry on reading it as it was beginning to annoy me.
There were so many spelling mistakes in this book I couldn't carry on reading it as it was beginning to annoy me.
September 17, 2017
Sad story, courageous child, but...
I found this story difficult to read for two reasons.
First was, of course, the content. The subject matter of child (whether physical, mental, or especially sexual) is always difficult to stomach.
Second was because this story is in desperate need of an editor. I don't particularly enjoy knocking a rating down for that, but in this case it's necessary. There were words used that don't exist in the English language, so spell check was not even run. There were words used in sentences that obviously were not the correct words, but I couldn't figure out what word the author REALLY meant to use instead, so the entire sentence didn't make sense. Words like surly, which means angry.
The author would spell fifteen 'fifth teen .' I WAS keeping track, so I could post it in the review as an example, but the list got way too long.
The punctuation, or lack thereof, causes confusion as well. At times I thought she was talking about one person, only to turn the page and find she was talking about someone else, all because of a misplaced comma or a run-on sentence.
HOWEVER...I DO have to give the author props for having the courage and strength to tell her story. I have to say, it would have been much more powerful if she had reported her father, but it's understandable why she didn't.
I found this story difficult to read for two reasons.
First was, of course, the content. The subject matter of child (whether physical, mental, or especially sexual) is always difficult to stomach.
Second was because this story is in desperate need of an editor. I don't particularly enjoy knocking a rating down for that, but in this case it's necessary. There were words used that don't exist in the English language, so spell check was not even run. There were words used in sentences that obviously were not the correct words, but I couldn't figure out what word the author REALLY meant to use instead, so the entire sentence didn't make sense. Words like surly, which means angry.
The author would spell fifteen 'fifth teen .' I WAS keeping track, so I could post it in the review as an example, but the list got way too long.
The punctuation, or lack thereof, causes confusion as well. At times I thought she was talking about one person, only to turn the page and find she was talking about someone else, all because of a misplaced comma or a run-on sentence.
HOWEVER...I DO have to give the author props for having the courage and strength to tell her story. I have to say, it would have been much more powerful if she had reported her father, but it's understandable why she didn't.
May 9, 2018
I can’t for the life of me understand how & why this book was published. There are literally hundreds & hundreds of mistakes. Spelling, grammar, wrong words are used. To be honest I doubt a lot of her story.
If this is a true account of her life why does it say at the beginning of the book that it’s a work of fiction, it even says that the “characters” “places” & “incidents” are fictional !!
There are times when she’ll say she’s 14, then on the next page she’ll mention something at a later date but within the same year an she’ll be 13, if this abuse happened she wouldn’t forget how old she was ! There’s too many things to mention, pretty ridiculous things, even peoples names change, what the hell is that about !!
If this story is made up then she’s a pretty sick individual. I wish I never read it.
If this is a true account of her life why does it say at the beginning of the book that it’s a work of fiction, it even says that the “characters” “places” & “incidents” are fictional !!
There are times when she’ll say she’s 14, then on the next page she’ll mention something at a later date but within the same year an she’ll be 13, if this abuse happened she wouldn’t forget how old she was ! There’s too many things to mention, pretty ridiculous things, even peoples names change, what the hell is that about !!
If this story is made up then she’s a pretty sick individual. I wish I never read it.
September 27, 2017
Yes I will give the book 5 stars
The spelling and punctuation were off. Not sure if it was just slang, maybe the way they spoke.... But I was able to figure most of it out as I read along. Seems to me she would have noticed all the misspelled misplaced of missing words, so maybe it was meant to be.
The story was heartbreaking... Her father started the abuse when she was very young. So he basically conditioned or brain washed her into accepting the abuse. Yes it's hard to believe other family members didn't put a stop to it, they just accepted it or looked the other way. Her father should be in prison. I wonder what happened to him.
The spelling and punctuation were off. Not sure if it was just slang, maybe the way they spoke.... But I was able to figure most of it out as I read along. Seems to me she would have noticed all the misspelled misplaced of missing words, so maybe it was meant to be.
The story was heartbreaking... Her father started the abuse when she was very young. So he basically conditioned or brain washed her into accepting the abuse. Yes it's hard to believe other family members didn't put a stop to it, they just accepted it or looked the other way. Her father should be in prison. I wonder what happened to him.
December 9, 2017
Brilliant book, although so very sad what Sarah has had to go through. I will definitely be reading her next book and then her final book when it is out!
I feel awful saying this but parts of it were a little hard to understand due to missing grammar etc, however I think it is absolutely inspirational that Sarah wrote this book. Not only having gone through so much but also reliving it to self-publish.
You are an inspiration Sarah and if you did ever want any help to go through the books with a second pair of eyes, I would be more than happy to help.
Thank you for sharing your story.
I feel awful saying this but parts of it were a little hard to understand due to missing grammar etc, however I think it is absolutely inspirational that Sarah wrote this book. Not only having gone through so much but also reliving it to self-publish.
You are an inspiration Sarah and if you did ever want any help to go through the books with a second pair of eyes, I would be more than happy to help.
Thank you for sharing your story.
March 3, 2020
Sad read, applaud the bravery
While this was a truly a brave undertaking to write the story a few parts left me a little confused as it tetered back and forth between a few of her age references. However, I don’t think I could recollect this much of my disfunction in my own childhood if I wanted to. Now doubt details come in ebbs and waves. Thank you for sharing Sarah.. May God redeem your story and help you take back all the enemy has stolen from you. You were meant for great things.
While this was a truly a brave undertaking to write the story a few parts left me a little confused as it tetered back and forth between a few of her age references. However, I don’t think I could recollect this much of my disfunction in my own childhood if I wanted to. Now doubt details come in ebbs and waves. Thank you for sharing Sarah.. May God redeem your story and help you take back all the enemy has stolen from you. You were meant for great things.
December 19, 2017
Tough to read.
Maybe because of her life and all she couldn't do better. But being a beta editor the writing seemed like it was more a first draft than a finished product. That being said, the story is worth the read if for no other reason than to educate yourself on how this can happen and nothing is done. I will be reading her second book when I find it. Wishing the author well.
Maybe because of her life and all she couldn't do better. But being a beta editor the writing seemed like it was more a first draft than a finished product. That being said, the story is worth the read if for no other reason than to educate yourself on how this can happen and nothing is done. I will be reading her second book when I find it. Wishing the author well.
February 4, 2018
My review
As a social worker, I tend to view books, such as this, like a navigation tool for me to better understand my clients and what they may be feeling. This book definitely helped me view certain situations in a different perspective. However, the spelling and grammar errors were very distracting, as I would have to reread parts in order to understand what was being written.
As a social worker, I tend to view books, such as this, like a navigation tool for me to better understand my clients and what they may be feeling. This book definitely helped me view certain situations in a different perspective. However, the spelling and grammar errors were very distracting, as I would have to reread parts in order to understand what was being written.
May 6, 2018
Not realising that this was the first of three books ... I had read part 2 a while ago and didn't realise this until the last few pages ...
I did find it a good book but not understanding why some of the assaults were not reported by her!
Will now have to get the 3rd book to continue the story.
I can only hope the spelling and grammar is a lot better ... Found that a bit frustrating.
All in all I can recommend it but do read it in sequence ....
I did find it a good book but not understanding why some of the assaults were not reported by her!
Will now have to get the 3rd book to continue the story.
I can only hope the spelling and grammar is a lot better ... Found that a bit frustrating.
All in all I can recommend it but do read it in sequence ....
July 29, 2018
This was so hard and heartbreaking to read but amazing also xxxxxx
I would recommend this book to all my friends and family I gave this rating because this book will help and inspire girls and lady's who have been abused to talk a d reach out . What an insperation you are to woman everywhere in the world who have been a victim....... Your such a bra e lady and I say good on you for sharing you life story with us xxxxxx,
I would recommend this book to all my friends and family I gave this rating because this book will help and inspire girls and lady's who have been abused to talk a d reach out . What an insperation you are to woman everywhere in the world who have been a victim....... Your such a bra e lady and I say good on you for sharing you life story with us xxxxxx,
January 18, 2018
Awesome Writer!
I so enjoyed this book. Some if it is hard to hear but im sure not as hard as it was to take. I can not imagine! I think u are very brave & I admire u very much! This book should be very encouraging to anyone! I can't wait to read the next book. I will start reading it now!
I so enjoyed this book. Some if it is hard to hear but im sure not as hard as it was to take. I can not imagine! I think u are very brave & I admire u very much! This book should be very encouraging to anyone! I can't wait to read the next book. I will start reading it now!
October 5, 2017
Such a heartbreaking story and yet you have managed to write a wonderful story.
Great read, it’s so awesome to see someone so special and talented be able to tell her story and hopefully love a life filled with hope and happiness... Selena Strumwasser.
Great read, it’s so awesome to see someone so special and talented be able to tell her story and hopefully love a life filled with hope and happiness... Selena Strumwasser.
October 7, 2017
Very hard to read due to all the editing errors..i.e. Misspelled words, incorrect grammar etc...
I do however admire and respect Ms. Rosmand's willingness to bare her soul in order to bring the truth of abuse to light.
I do however admire and respect Ms. Rosmand's willingness to bare her soul in order to bring the truth of abuse to light.
October 7, 2017
Sad story
It is difficult to read true life stories of abuse, These men should be castrated. I have the book 3 stars due to the mistakes within the story such as the spellings, made it a little hard to read.
It is difficult to read true life stories of abuse, These men should be castrated. I have the book 3 stars due to the mistakes within the story such as the spellings, made it a little hard to read.
November 13, 2017
Goodread
Reads more like a novel. The fear of being found out when you are little is so real. Even as you are older. Sarah portrays this and really brings you in. I am sure "we" can all relate. I would suggest spell check next time.
Reads more like a novel. The fear of being found out when you are little is so real. Even as you are older. Sarah portrays this and really brings you in. I am sure "we" can all relate. I would suggest spell check next time.
November 15, 2017
Wow I so sad for you.
Wow your life. I must cry so many times. Sometimes yelling at book. Tell someone what's going on. But sometimes you think you can't. I sorry for all the bad things. But seems you are strong and sometimes you not. I ready to read next book.
Wow your life. I must cry so many times. Sometimes yelling at book. Tell someone what's going on. But sometimes you think you can't. I sorry for all the bad things. But seems you are strong and sometimes you not. I ready to read next book.
May 17, 2018
A Real Life Scenario
Children are exposed to abuse more often than we know and too scared to talk. We as a society need to identify the obvious signs and save these children and get rid of these monsters.
Children are exposed to abuse more often than we know and too scared to talk. We as a society need to identify the obvious signs and save these children and get rid of these monsters.
July 19, 2018
Good story for bad reasons
It was a good book. But horrible for what you endured. Yes, it goes on every day to small children, that can't control the situations. It just makes me ill. Now the 2nd book...
It was a good book. But horrible for what you endured. Yes, it goes on every day to small children, that can't control the situations. It just makes me ill. Now the 2nd book...
October 3, 2018
A TRULY EXCEPTIONAL WOMAN. A POWERFUL READ FOR ANYONE. SARAH HAS WROTE HER LIFE EXPERIENCES IN THE HOPE THAT IT MAY HELP SOMEONE ELSE WHO READS IT THAT THEY ARE NOT ALONE. WARNING - BOOK HAS SEVERE TRIGGERS FOR SOME.
November 15, 2018
A good book but
A very sad story but the mother is very stupid l really felt felt for Sarah but she is a very silly girl for going with the crowd smocking anf drinking but l suppose she had little guidence in life.
A very sad story but the mother is very stupid l really felt felt for Sarah but she is a very silly girl for going with the crowd smocking anf drinking but l suppose she had little guidence in life.
February 8, 2019
Sometimes a bit repetitive, but she shows great courage in her telling,
I am interested to read her transition into adulthood. I hope that this bright young woman. finds some deserved happiness!
I am interested to read her transition into adulthood. I hope that this bright young woman. finds some deserved happiness!
April 16, 2019
Great read!
Bravery ...this girl has seen more than most adults have and has endured more than any child should ever have to endure. Very great book I just wish there was justice for her .....
Bravery ...this girl has seen more than most adults have and has endured more than any child should ever have to endure. Very great book I just wish there was justice for her .....
May 14, 2019
Great book really recommend reading it. Reading stories like this is very suspenseful. Really recommend reading. I recommend anyone to read.
Great to read. Recommend any readers to read. I enjoyed the suspense it gave you. Will read another one like it.
Great to read. Recommend any readers to read. I enjoyed the suspense it gave you. Will read another one like it.
August 4, 2017
A heartbreaking book but poorly written.
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